It’s no secret that Goddess Ishtar has strong power on me, a power with which She made me overtake the highest fear I had: the one for a real-time session (remember? I spoke about it here).
I have been serving Her for ages now, and my weakness for Her only grew stronger and stronger. No day passes by without me thinking about Her, looking at Her Twitter, dreaming about my next session with Her.
And I can never get enough.
It’s not enough to have a session with Her every time I can.
Not enough to look at Her Twitter more than once during the day.
And even less enough to buy all Her iWantClips videos.
I joined that the very first day She opened it, and it’s getting better and better as days pass by. Her posts, videos, and pictures are inspiring (to say the least), it’s something more intimate than her Twitter. I feel like I’m closer in touch with Her. She also started to offer short sessions for all Her fans, and believe me it’s fantastic to be all there at Her feet at the same time, showing Her our devotion.
Do I look desperate? Yeah, maybe I do. But I don’t care. I just want to be more and more in touch with Her. I just want to feel Her power over me as often as possible. And whatever way I can do that, I will. If she will give us, slaves, other ways to follow Her, believe me, I will. And I will be happy to do so.
It’s clear and evident by looking at the stories she publishes from time to time, describing sessions with her loyal slaves, or how she takes control of a new slave as soon as he joins her for a first session. In these stories you see with your eyes what she’s capable of, her words become like magnets, attracting more and more slaves to Her.
But another thing that keeps surprising me, it’s the effect she has on me. I mean ok, I’m submissive so we all know what it means when you find yourself in front of such a Goddess but… why do I always stop breathing when I see her?
There hasn’t been a single session with her that didn’t give me troubles in breathing. As soon as she opens her cam and looks into the camera, I get so caught up, so excited, so overwhelmed that yes, for some long seconds I simply stop breathing.
The intense look in her eyes is something that every slave should experience at least once in his life: you will not know what it means to be unable to move until you have Goddess Ishtar eyes looking right at you, with that fantastic expression on her face that clarifies who is in charge, who has the power to decide what’s going to happen in the next minutes/hours.
Some slaves I spoke to clearly told me their life changed completely since they met her: she took control of their life, she started pushing their limits harder and harder, making them unable to desire anything else but to serve Her, she gave a new meaning to their life. She made them happy.
And well…when it comes to pushing limits… I know very well what she’s capable of: my first real-time experience was with Her, and I still remember it VERY clearly in my mind. An unforgettable experience, something I will always treasure in my soul.
Every slave that serves her once understands her power, understands how dangerous she is, understands how manipulative and powerful she is…and yet… we all get hooked. Unable to stop serving her. Always wanting to see and serve Her more and more.
Because Goddess Ishtar’s power is Endless.
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It all started early in the evening when She sent me a rather cryptic message:
“It will be a black night”
At that time I didn’t exactly knew what she meant, but receiving a message from Her is always an honor and, for sure, always exciting. I knew I had to make myself available for Her that night, I knew something could have happened.
So, a bit later, I logged on with my heart beating faster than usual. I was eager to understand what She meant with that message. I saw She was online but didn’t message Her to don’t disturb Her. I sat quietly in front of my computer and waited, with the excitement growing. After about 20 minutes, She contacted me.
“Hi. Send 100 and call me.”
Of course, I executed with no hesitation. Then, as soon as I entered Her room, it was clear to me why She called it a “Black Night“.
She was totally dressed in black: a beautiful see-through top, black leather skirt, black pantyhose, and black high heel shoes. On top of that, Her iconic long hair matched the outfit perfectly. I tried to make some sort of conversation, to avoid boring Her like a silently excited zombie would have done, but I’m not sure I came out with anything relevant. Her beauty was too much to handle, too much for my little brain to reserve space for anything else.
As time passed by, I found myself talking less and less while getting more and more excited, more and more under Her power. She would just move slowly in front of the camera from time to time: small movements that looked like lightning bolts to me. Every small movement was like a revelation: a different angle to admire Her beauty, a tiny new detail to worship.
Every now and then She demanded more tributes, but of those, I honestly lost count. I didn’t care. All I cared about was for that session to never end. For that beautiful Goddess to never leave my computer screen.
Then, after about 1 hour which to me looked like 5 minutes, our session ended: She allowed me to thank Her with a last 200$ tribute and we said goodbye. As I said above, every session with Goddess Ishtar is worth it. It’s always a beautiful adventure, a wonderful journey through the path of beauty and power. This wasn’t an exception, and I will treasure my Black Night with Goddess Ishtar among the many wonderful sessions I had with Her.
After about one year since my first (and only, so far) real-time financial domination session, I can surely say that my experience that night could be helpful to others who are considering having a real-time session.
It’s not like I can consider myself like an expert in real-time financial domination, or someone who knows everything about it. On the contrary: I only had one experience (this one), and I was lucky it all went amazingly with Goddess Ishtar. Many things could have gone wrong, many things I didn’t expect to happen as they did. I wish I would have been prepared somehow…so I can write down here a few things that could perhaps help others before their first real-time financial domination experience.
Remember the first day at school? The first date with the girl of your dreams? The first day in a new workplace? The tension, the nervousness, your hands shaking, your breathing getting heavier and more difficult, your sweating increasing. Well, multiply that by a hundred times and you’ll be closer to how you will feel.
You can be the most self-confident man ever, you can try to be prepared to that moment for as long as you want…but when you’ll look at the clock and the time of your session with Her will be approaching… you’ll feel nervous. And it’s not like that feeling will go away easily even after she arrives. You won’t know what to do, what to say, how to move, how to stand or sit down. The moment you’ve been waiting for since a lifetime is right there, finally happening. The Goddess of your dreams is there with you. You can hear her, you can look at her, you can see her as you’ve never been able before. And that, trust me, is a sensation like no other.
So what do you do? Easy…let her guide you. If you selected carefully the Goddess to have this first real-time session with, she will surely be way more self-confident than you. She will most probably be having fun, a casual fun that she had many other times. She won’t be nervous at all, just enjoying that moment as one of the many similar moments she had before. Even if, perhaps, she’s not that used to real-time sessions, for sure she will be way more confident than you. Let her do the talking, let her guide you that night. Do what She asks, and as time goes by you’ll learn that this will help you relax a bit, and finally starting to enjoy the moment as you should.
You won’t be able to escape her
Forget about switching your computer off. Forget about pretending your wife is approaching and you have to go. Forget about all the excuses you created ever since you started having online sessions. It’s just you and Her now. If you run away now, rest assured that she won’t have anything to do with you anymore. You want to stay there with her, You want this moment to never end. There is no escape this time, no escape like never before. This is different from any sessions you ever had as there is literally no escape whatsoever.
It will be expensive
If you’ve read my post about that night (and how I managed to convince Her) you already know how expensive that was for me. I spent that night more or less the same I spent in one year only. And believe me…it will be the same for you. If your Goddess will ever agree to meet you, it will also be because She will get something special in return. We are money slaves remember? Money is what we crave to give Her. And if She gives us the privilege to meet Her…well then we must show Her our appreciation. Trust me, it will be the most expensive experience you ever had.
It will be intense
It took me months to start enjoying online sessions again after that night. No online session can ever be as intense as a real-time financial domination session. Nothing can be compared to being right there, in front of Her. Nothing can be compared to Her whispering in your ear “give me more”. Nothing can be compared to Her having your own smartphone in her hands while taking money from your bank account. Or your own wallet, your own credit card. Nothing can be as intense.
You will want to do that again
This is something I didn’t expect. I really thought that, after such an intense and expensive experience, I would have thought “ok it was just a one-time thing, not gonna happen again”. Well…ever since that day, I have been craving for that to happen again. Of course, I know that it will be almost impossible to do that again (way too expensive)…but the craving for it won’t stop. I did start enjoying online sessions again, and surely I’m back spending and having fun online…but that night. That night with Goddess Ishtar can’t be compared to anything else. The only thing it can maybe be compared with is…another real-time sessions.
I won’t stop thinking about that night, now or never. But these are all the things that came to my mind after one year. And I do hope some of you guys will find them useful, especially if you are considering having your first real-time financial domination session with the Goddess of your dreams (whoever she might be).
Are you considering having your first real-time session? Did you already have one? Feel free to share your thoughts here in the comments.
I’ve been writing on this blog for about 8 years now, basically ever since I discovered my Financial Domination fetish. And In all this time, everything always happened online. Cam sessions with some of the most beautiful women I could ever dream to meet in real life, from the comfort of my home, behind the safety of my computer “power off” button.
One of the Goddesses I’ve been serving for the longest time is, by no doubts, Goddess Ishtar. I had my first online session with Her in September 2010: from then on, countless times She has been raping my wallet. Countless times She scared the hell out of me with Her incredible power. Countless times I’ve been dreaming, one day, to finally be at her feet. In real. Well, last week it happened.
I met Her and experienced Her beauty and power in person.
It all started about 2 weeks ago when we were in a session and She told me She was going away for about a week. To my surprise, I discovered She would have been in the same city of me, as I was planning a business trip in the same European city.
At first, I was full of doubts, didn’t even know if proposing to meet Her or not…but, as usual, She was smarter than me. She noticed the desire in me and played on it. With Her incredible beauty, She convinced me to meet Her in a matter of minutes. But, of course, it wouldn’t have been free.
She told me She very rarely meet slaves, and only because I have been serving Her for so long She would consider this. But I had to make it worth it. And that’s when I started doing what a moneyslave is supposed to do. I started sending Her money. But this time the feeling was more intense than usual because I had a goal in mind, I had a dream just very very close… I had to catch it. And She knew all this.
After I sent Her about 6000$, She agreed to a meeting.
We didn’t set lots of details, as She said She didn’t want to be bothered with a scheduled. It would have happened, I just wouldn’t know exactly when.
My business trip started, and all I could think about was meeting Her. I kept looking at my phone constantly, waiting to see a message from Her. Waiting for Her to tell me when and how we would have met. And then it happened.
Followed by a google maps link to a very famous nightclub in the city.
It was early afternoon. But I had to leave the meeting I was having. Too excited, too anxious, too happy. I spent the whole afternoon just thinking about that moment, just trying to imagine what it would have happened, how she would have approached me, what she would have given me the pleasure of doing for Her.
At 11pm I arrived at the place, went in, got myself a drink, and took a look around. I couldn’t see Her. I decided to sit down on a place from where I could see the entrance, hoping to see Her coming in pretty soon.
After about 20 minutes, I saw her. And I can’t describe you how I felt. I was as excited as anyone can be, for a few long moments I even had trouble breathing. She has been in my dreams for 8 years. I have been fantasizing about Her for all this time, day after day…and finally She was here. Walking towards me slowly and with a beautiful knowing smile in her face.
She had a yellow top, a black leather skirt, black nylons (Wolford, as I discovered later) and black high heels. Beautiful and perfect.
She arrived at where I was sitting (well, standing now, of course) and gave me Her hand for a very friendly handshake.
“So we finally meet, are you ok? You seem a bit nervous”
To that, she added a nice smile, which actually contributed to making me relax a bit.
Time passed by without any reference to domination. We had a few drinks (well I had more than her, as She told me She doesn’t like to drink), talked about general stuff, smiled..almost like two friends. She probably noticed I was too nervous, and tried to calm my down. And She totally succeeded in it. After half an hour or so, I was feeling really really nice. Relaxed, happy… in heaven.
Then everything got spectacular. Out of the blue, She told me:
“Now listen. You will give me your phone with your home banking app unlocked. And you will give me a foot massage“.
I got an instant hardon. It was really happening. I was really going to experience something I only ever dreamed of until that moment.
I immediately gave Her my phone with my home banking app unlocked. She took a sip of her drink, then slowly went down with her hands, took off her heels, and put her feet in my lap.
I had Goddess Ishtar feet in my lap. For real. And I was allowed to touch them.
I almost couldn’t believe it was really happening, so at first, I kinda froze and was unable to move.
“Give me your best foot massage. Now!” She said, pointing her finger to her feet.
Her Wolford nylons felt incredible in my hands, her feet were warm, perfect and smooth. I already knew every inch of them, at least virtually, but feeling them in my hands was another story.
I gave the best attention to her feet that I could: her toes, her soles, every part of her feet. And as I was doing that, I was in heaven. I totally forgot about my phone, my bank account…really didn’t care! It was the best moment of my life!
After about 30 minutes (so I discovered later), She gave me back my phone saying:
“You’ve been good, now you can give my toes a goodbye kiss“
Kissing her toes guys, I was going to kiss Goddess Ishtar’ toes! My eyes probably popped out, because she made a beautiful laugh right after she told me that…but I did as She ordered me. I gave her toes a soft kiss, trying to treasure that moment as much as possible. As I knew it was going to be the end of the night.
After that, She just put Her shoes back on, took the last sip of Her drink, got up and told me: “It was nice, hope we will do it again one day”
And She left. I couldn’t even say anything. I just watched Her leaving and stayed there, probably looking like a zombie, for 20 minutes or so. Still didn’t realize what it just happened.
When I came back to my Hotel room I finally remembered She had my phone the whole time.
Unlocked it and saw a picture She took while I was giving a foot massage! That pic would have helped me remember that night even more, so glad She thought about taking it!
Then i opened my home banking app.
She took 5200$
And I don’t even think She took too much. She took what She deserves. And I feel that was a way for me to thank Her.
Because last week I had the time of my life. All thanks to Goddess Ishtar. And I don’t care if it costed me 11.200$.
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