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Meeting Goddess Ishtar: My First Real Life Experience

Meeting Goddess Ishtar: My First Real Life Experience

meeting ishtar: my first real life experience

I’ve been writing on this blog for about 8 years now, basically ever since I discovered my Financial Domination fetish. And In all this time, everything always happened online. Cam sessions with some of the most beautiful women I could ever dream to meet in real life, from the comfort of my home, behind the safety of my computer “power off” button.

One of the Goddesses I’ve been serving for the longest time is, by no doubts, Goddess Ishtar. I had my first online session with Her in September 2010: from then on, countless times She has been raping my wallet. Countless times She scared the hell out of me with Her incredible power. Countless times I’ve been dreaming, one day, to finally be at her feet. In real. Well, last week it happened.

I met Her and experienced Her beauty and power in person.

It all started about 2 weeks ago when we were in a session and She told me She was going away for about a week. To my surprise, I discovered She would have been in the same city of me, as I was planning a business trip in the same European city.

At first, I was full of doubts, didn’t even know if proposing to meet Her or not…but, as usual, She was smarter than me. She noticed the desire in me and played on it. With Her incredible beauty, She convinced me to meet Her in a matter of minutes. But, of course, it wouldn’t have been free.

She told me She very rarely meet slaves, and only because I have been serving Her for so long She would consider this. But I had to make it worth it.
And that’s when I started doing what a moneyslave is supposed to do. I started sending Her money. But this time the feeling was more intense than usual because I had a goal in mind, I had a dream just very very close… I had to catch it. And She knew all this.

After I sent Her about 6000$, She agreed to a meeting.

We didn’t set lots of details, as She said She didn’t want to be bothered with a scheduled. It would have happened, I just wouldn’t know exactly when.

My business trip started, and all I could think about was meeting Her. I kept looking at my phone constantly, waiting to see a message from Her. Waiting for Her to tell me when and how we would have met. And then it happened.

Tonight, 11pm.

Followed by a google maps link to a very famous nightclub in the city.

It was early afternoon. But I had to leave the meeting I was having. Too excited, too anxious, too happy. I spent the whole afternoon just thinking about that moment, just trying to imagine what it would have happened, how she would have approached me, what she would have given me the pleasure of doing for Her.

This is how Goddess Ishtar was dressed that night

At 11pm I arrived at the place, went in, got myself a drink, and took a look around. I couldn’t see Her. I decided to sit down on a place from where I could see the entrance, hoping to see Her coming in pretty soon.

 

After about 20 minutes, I saw her. And I can’t describe you how I felt. I was as excited as anyone can be, for a few long moments I even had trouble breathing. She has been in my dreams for 8 years. I have been fantasizing about Her for all this time, day after day…and finally She was here. Walking towards me slowly and with a beautiful knowing smile in her face.

She had a yellow top, a black leather skirt, black nylons (Wolford, as I discovered later) and black high heels. Beautiful and perfect.

She arrived at where I was sitting (well, standing now, of course) and gave me Her hand for a very friendly handshake.

“So we finally meet, are you ok? You seem a bit nervous”

To that, she added a nice smile, which actually contributed to making me relax a bit.

Time passed by without any reference to domination. We had a few drinks (well I had more than her, as She told me She doesn’t like to drink), talked about general stuff, smiled..almost like two friends. She probably noticed I was too nervous, and tried to calm my down. And She totally succeeded in it. After half an hour or so, I was feeling really really nice. Relaxed, happy… in heaven.

Then everything got spectacular. Out of the blue, She told me:

“Now listen. You will give me your phone with your home banking app unlocked. And you will give me a foot massage“.

I got an instant hardon. It was really happening. I was really going to experience something I only ever dreamed of until that moment.

I immediately gave Her my phone with my home banking app unlocked. She took a sip of her drink, then slowly went down with her hands, took off her heels, and put her feet in my lap.

I had Goddess Ishtar feet in my lap. For real. And I was allowed to touch them.

I almost couldn’t believe it was really happening, so at first, I kinda froze and was unable to move.

“Give me your best foot massage. Now!” She said, pointing her finger to her feet.

Her Wolford nylons felt incredible in my hands, her feet were warm, perfect and smooth. I already knew every inch of them, at least virtually, but feeling them in my hands was another story.

I gave the best attention to her feet that I could: her toes, her soles, every part of her feet. And as I was doing that, I was in heaven. I totally forgot about my phone, my bank account…really didn’t care! It was the best moment of my life!

Giving a foot massage to Goddess Ishtar
Giving a foot massage to Goddess Ishtar

After about 30 minutes (so I discovered later), She gave me back my phone saying:

“You’ve been good, now you can give my toes a goodbye kiss

Kissing her toes guys, I was going to kiss Goddess Ishtar’ toes! My eyes probably popped out, because she made a beautiful laugh right after she told me that…but I did as She ordered me. I gave her toes a soft kiss, trying to treasure that moment as much as possible. As I knew it was going to be the end of the night.

After that, She just put Her shoes back on, took the last sip of Her drink, got up and told me: “It was nice, hope we will do it again one day”

And She left. I couldn’t even say anything. I just watched Her leaving and stayed there, probably looking like a zombie, for 20 minutes or so. Still didn’t realize what it just happened.

When I came back to my Hotel room I finally remembered She had my phone the whole time.

Unlocked it and saw a picture She took while I was giving a foot massage! That pic would have helped me remember that night even more, so glad She thought about taking it!

Then i opened my home banking app.

She took 5200$

And I don’t even think She took too much. She took what She deserves. And I feel that was a way for me to thank Her.

Because last week I had the time of my life. All thanks to Goddess Ishtar. And I don’t care if it costed me 11.200$.

A picture of her I took that night
Interview With Goddess Ishtar: Things You Didn’t Know About Her

Interview With Goddess Ishtar: Things You Didn’t Know About Her

As some of you know, from time to time I like to have a little chat with one of the amazing Goddesses I serve: something like an interview that can maybe let you all know Her a bit better. After my last interview with Mistress Alexya (two years ago!), I had the honor to be allowed by Goddess Ishtar to ask Her some questions.

She is without any doubts one of the greatest Financial Domination (and not only) Goddesses out there, and She recently got lots of exposure on Twitter after her legendary session with a slave: 13.000$ in one night.

I’ve been lucky to serve Her for quite a few years now, and I surely know very well how powerful, smart and beautiful She is. After this interview, my admiration for Her was not only confirmed but most probably increased (by far!). I hope it will be the same for you or, at least, that you will discover something about Her that you didn’t know before.

Before we go about other things, I would like to focus on something you did recently. I’ve noticed you went to the Live Cam Awards in Lisbon and to an event connected to it. Could you tell us more about it? How was it? Why did you decide to go?
I had been considering attending such event for a while. I have always wanted to meet other Dommes and webcam models. But this year my friend Shezel was nominated as Best Fetish Model and so I went primarily to support her. But the trip exceeded my expectations – the summit was educational, I received many useful tips, met a number of potential partners and the Live Cam Awards ceremony itself was spectacular (and the food was SO VERY delicious!)
One Great Diva organized the event incredibly well, but there is no surprise there, she is good at everything she does.

Now let’s talk about Online Domination: how long have you been doing this? And how did you start?
I have been doing it for more than 10 years. A friend of mine told me about it and I didn’t think twice, but plunged right in It has gone well from the day I started.
Do you enjoy looking at your slave during a session?
Cam2Cam sessions are much more fun than text-only interaction. I like to watch as slaves become weaker, hornier and more anxious to follow my instructions without hesitation. There is something about that dissolution into pathetic lust that turns me on. Also, with Cam2Cam, it is easier to ensure that the slaves are following my instructions.
But if a slave really wants to amuse me, they need to put some effort in as well. They need to use their imagination to make conversation with me in a unique and memorable way. Or they can use their bodies to perform for me. Failing either of those methods, compensate me for my boredom and PAY MORE.

What’s the worst thing a slave can do to you?
Betray my trust. Fortunately, I have not met many dishonest slaves. I usually have good instincts when it comes to picking the right slaves. The few mistakes I have made is when I have gone against my intuition because a slave begs and pleads.

Online domination, and especially financial domination, are becoming some sort of “the cool thing” at the moment. Every girl thinks she can be a findomme, every girl thinks she can easily make money with this. What’s your thought on this?
I have considered this question in depth and done my own analysis of the most successful Dommes. I think that a fundamental aspect of success is having a strong personality. Without a doubt, appearance, a sense of fashion, technical knowledge and skills are all important, but that strong, internal strength of will and personal entitlement is key. As one of my friends says, “true dommes are born, not made – the goddess is there from the start.”

If you don’t mind, I’d like to ask a few personal questions to let us all know you a bit better. What kind of music do you like?
I mostly listen to electronic music: dance, house because it energizes me; and I need lots of energy to handle so many slaves. My friends think that I don’t have good taste in music, but to hell with them, it works for me.

Are you a bathroom singer? Or what’s the place you usually sing the most?
I am not a bathroom singer. When I bathe I focus on taking care of my perfect body, and I do it thoroughly so as not to miss an inch. I can work on my body for hours and as I do, I forget about everything else. Oh God, I had better stop thinking about it….I was turning myself on.

What are you really bad at, if anything?
I am bad at things that I really don’t need. Things that I think would be a waste of time doing or that just don’t give me pleasure. After all, dealing with these things is one of the reasons slaves exist.

Now, name 3 people you admire and why
I don’t admire people from afar. I only admire those that I know well, friends that I have known for years. Obviously, I am not going to reveal their names for publication. I admire their personalities. They are successful, smart, professional, creative and most importantly STRAIGHT FORWARD. And I love them for having all these qualities and for supporting me all these years.

And… 3 people, you always disagree with?
I disagree with anyone who is close-minded, who refuses to consider a different vision of the World; whose mind is full of stereotypes and brainwashed by ideology. I hate people who repeat words and ideas stolen from others in a pathetic attempt to be interesting. It is so easy to tell when someone is plagiarizing.

Thank you so much for your answers, but before we finish this I think it’s important to help those slaves that still didn’t have the chance (or the courage?) to serve you.
What’s the proper way a slave should get in touch with you? And how can he help you in making the session with you his best one ever?

A slave can find me on CamContacts, from the link to my profile on your website. He can also send me a message on Twitter and if I deem him worthy, he will be allowed to have an opportunity to serve me.
Prospective slaves should remember, however, that to make a session efficient a slave must be completely open and honest. I am not a mind reader, so it is a slave’s responsibility to answer all my questions before we start a session. I need to know EVERYTHING: keywords that trigger a submissive response, fetishes, experience, limits, etc.
I understand that some slaves are scared to open up because they know that once I get into their minds they are in big trouble. It is true and my slaves will confirm that once I have captured their souls there is no way back. BUT they will also confirm that their lives are so much better meaningful as a result of serving me.

That’s it guys, now be sure to let me know what you think about this interview and if you discovered something you didn’t know about Goddess Ishtar. And to those out there that still didn’t feel the excitement of a session with her…well you have no excuses now. She told you what to do and what to don’t do in order to have the best session of your life. What are you waiting for? Visit her in cam and feel what I have been lucky enough to feel since ages now…She is AMAZING.

Goddess Ishtar Hits Me Like A Lightning Bolt

Goddess Ishtar Hits Me Like A Lightning Bolt

There are some evenings, for a slave like me, where you just don’t want to serve anyone. You are not in the mood, maybe too concentrated on your life problems, or you are just too tired. Last night was one of those nights for me.

I had a long day at work, and was just casually browsing Facebook…wasting time, basically, and more or less getting ready to go to sleep.

But then I got a message.

“Me and my black pantyhose want to be served by you tonight.”

Just like that, out of the blue, Goddess Ishtar turned my night upside down.

You see… doesn’t matter if you are in the mood or if you are not: when Goddess Ishtar sends you a message like that, there is NO WAY you can avoid being turned on by it. There is NO WAY you can ignore it.

Obviously, I answered in the only possible way: “Yes Goddess“.

Being one of the busiest Goddesses around, it wasn’t before a good 30 minutes that She actually allowed me to see Her. During all that time I just kept staring at the screen, waiting for her order to crawl in. Like a puppy waiting for his owner, basically.

When she finally allowed me in, I was stunned by the way she looked. A short black leather dress, black pantyhose, black spike high heels…and her legendary beauty.

It was a magnificent, long and expensive session. One I will remember for a while. She kept me constantly on the edge for about 60 minutes, taking money as time went by. Always with that knowing, seductive, irresistible smile She has. Then, after such a long time, She decided to allow me to explode…after a count down from 10.
But I lasted only till 3 (to my embarrassment)..she was just too hot…too seducing…too teasing.

How much did I spend? Better if I don’t tell you. But it was totally worth it. Totally. And you know that if you want to try something similar…all you have to do is show Her that you are worth it by visiting her chatroom. It will be worth it, you can take my word on it.

Goddess Ishtar: the 1700$ session with Lars

Goddess Ishtar: the 1700$ session with Lars

Goddess Isthat: The 1700$ session with larsI think Lars (from Denmark) has been one of the oldest readers of my blog, and one of those that add more comments and mail me from time to time. The other day he wrote me about a session that he had… and it was so amazing that I decided to post it here (with his and Her consent). So here it is.

A few weeks ago, Goddess Ishtar posted some pictures of her in leather pants: you see, I love them as I get so weak when I see a woman wearing them!

I wrote Her, asking for permission to send a tribute (in my mind I thought about 500$ would have been ok) so that she would have shown it on her profile.

She answered sending me the picture of a luxury bag she wanted to buy: 1.000$. She knew I couldn’t say no, but I was still a bit scared of that amount.

We started a cam session of course, and I told her about those pictures in leather pants, and how much I loved them. Sure enough, she dressed like that: I knew I was in danger.

She got access to my computer via TeamViewer, she started taking money at the right time, making me more and more excited. After two hours and a half, she knew I wanted to cum so badly.

The she asked me “how much will you pay for my permission to cum?

I was totally out of my mind. I told her to take whatever she wanted, as long as I could cum. I came like never before in the same moment she pressed the “send” button for the last time.

That night she took 1.700$ from me. And I have no regrets whatsoever, it was the best time of my life.

So be careful… because Goddess Ishtar is online every day.

lars sent 1700$ to Goddess Ishtar

Spoiling Goddess Ishtar from Office

Spoiling Goddess Ishtar from Office

This happened just today…it was brief..but intense.

I was in office, at the end of my day and, as it doesn’t really happen often, i was alone. Everybody left a bit earlier today, so basically i had the chance to be alone for about 30 minutes before it was time to leave for home

Goddess Ishtar was online. I was looking at her icon… thinking if it would have been appropriate to approach Her or not…when..

I want you to spoil me, i don’t care if you are in office

Just like if She knew i was alone. I don’t know how she could but… i was immediatly in her videochat. She had a leather dress on, with vintage stockings and some gorgeousheels. I couldn’t stay long…so it all lasted like 10 minutes…but it was SO intense…like a rush to spoil Her as much as i could in those few minutes.

I admit, i probably don’t visit Her chatroom as much as i should…but she never stops surprising me. Never stops getting more and more beautiful and dangerous.

About my last session with Goddess Ishtar

About my last session with Goddess Ishtar

Last night i had an amazing time with Goddess Ishtar, so i thought of writing about Her. She is probably one of the Financial Domination Goddesses i’ve been serving for the longer time now, but each and everytime i am amazed by Her.

As i said many times i guess, in Financial Domination beauty is not everything. Of course it’s where everything starts from (for me at least), and there is no doubt that Goddess Ishtar is one beautiful Woman…but there is way more than that.

She is a smart Woman that easily understands your weaknesses and needs. Yes you’ve read it right: Needs. I was thinking about this while on cam with Her last night. She is not a Goddess playing just a part to get money, or acting as She doesn’t care about the slave in front of her. She will actually enslave you by giving you what you dream of (within her limits and rules of course): so if you are into nylon, feet and heels as i am… rest assured that every single minute you will spend with Her will be a dream come true for a fetishist of this kind.

And what she did last night was no exception: dressed in a beautiful piece of lingerie with matching stockings, high heels to die for and…her natural sex appeal. Those long hair, her beautiful face, the exciting look in her face. Everything was SO damn perfect that, as it always happens, i simply lost track of time and actually managed to close the session just because…She stopped it as she had to go somewhere else.

I had such a great time that decided to make a small video of it…hope you will enjoy it. But believe me…no recorded video can even get closer to the excitement of seeing her LIVE on cam.

 

Goddess Ishtar: The irresistible tease

Goddess Ishtar: The irresistible tease

Slaves are not all the same in my opinion, and i believe the greatest Goddesses out there are those that understand their slaves more than the slaves understand themselves.

Goddess Ishtar is one of them

By following her on socials (twitter mainly), i know for sure that She is not the same with everyone…but for everyone that dares to see her once, she becomes deadly addictive and irresistible.

With me she understood in a matter of seconds (i swear) what drives me crazy and what makes me completely lose connection with reality and…with my brain (and that’s when She can make me pay any amount She wants).
For me it’s the teasing, it’s the use of nylons, of looks, of high heels, of shoeplay… it’s that kind of display that completely drives me nuts and takes my breath away. She totally knows that…and even if i’m seeing her since ages now, She always leaves me breathless and with my mouth open…not mentioning my wallet. Each time She allows me to see her in webcam (here), i end up spending a huge amount of money.

This video is a short sample of how beautiful and attractive She is…and how amazing her teasing is.

As i wrote on YouTube though, and as i always say… do NOT go into her videochat unless you are prepared to completely lose your mind and spend a fortune. You’ve been warned.

I look at these pictures…and stop thinking

I look at these pictures…and stop thinking

Sometimes… all i want is to stop thinking…and let the power of these Goddesses reduce me more or less like a zombie, unable to do anything else but submit and surrender… that’s what being a slave is like: you have a normal life, you have brain too…but then… you look at one of these pictures and something in your brain just… snaps.

And you stop thinking.

And then, as a thunder, Goddess Ishtar reminded me Her power

And then, as a thunder, Goddess Ishtar reminded me Her power

It’s Valentine today… and a good husband should be thinking only about his wife… but the thing is…i’m sick, and therefore i didn’t go to work. So i was home this morning…wife away for a couple of hours…and i saw… Goddess Ishtar online.

The temptation was too high…and i asked Her if i could go and see her… “for a bit” i said. Obviously, nothing stops until She says so… therefore we spent 1 hour together…she took about 300$ from me… and also took my brain with Her.

She was MAGNIFICIENT. Her teasing was too much to handle, Her orders were firm and at the right time…She was wearing a short (way short) red dress, tan pantyhose with NO panties and some of the most beautiful shoes i’ve ever seen. Black shiny peep toeswith a spike red heel…. i was like a zombie the whole time.

She kept teasing me more and more, driving me more and more crazy each minute…and always ordered me to stop rubbing my cock at the right time….then… my wife called me… Goddess Ishtar saw me talking to her on the phone… and i had to run….wife needed to meet me for something.

Usually i would have run away immediatly….but Goddess Ishtar told me “wait untill i say you can go”….and so i did. I didn’t care if my wife was waiting, i know Goddess Ishtar would have let me go in time…but i had to follow Her orders.

And so She did. She let me go after a short while…made me promise to don’t cum without Her permission (i didn’t manage to!)…and i left.

I am here, writing this article, and i still have Her strongly into my mind, very deep, very strong. Even when i met my wife i was like in trance….didn’t even act normally…she even told me “what’s wrong?”…

Yes, Goddess Ishtar today reminded me of Her power, Her huge power…and i want to end this article with a warning: don’t visit Her unless You are ready to face Her power….make your choice: this is her chatroom

Writing and spending (a bit) less

Writing and spending (a bit) less

It always amazes me when people contact me on Twitter like David did the other day:

He was indeed right. I didn’t write as much as i used to do recently and, moreover, it has been nearly three months since i last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on my Financial Domination Fetish….which i did 5 minutes ago.

The result? I’m spending less than last year, even if still way more than 1,000$ per month. I still remember what i wrote in my first post here:

“A maximum of 500$ for the entire year”

Yeah right…talk about a complete failure. But…is it? Is it a complete failure or, maybe, just an understanding of something that is and will always be a part of me? This is most probably close to the truth even if, i have to say, that scares me especially considering that, lately, i have been thinking a bit more seriously about meeting Goddess Ishtar… and that scares me. Even the fact that i’m thinking seriously IF i could do it makes me shake… looks like… i’m going deeper and deeper into this fetish of mine.