Goddess Ishtar: The Black Night

Goddess Ishtar: The Black Night

I have been serving Goddess Ishtar for 9 years now, and the amazing thing is that every session with Her is intense, satisfying, breathtaking.
The one I had a few days ago wasn’t an exception.

It all started early in the evening when She sent me a rather cryptic message:

“It will be a black night”

At that time I didn’t exactly knew what she meant, but receiving a message from Her is always an honor and, for sure, always exciting. I knew I had to make myself available for Her that night, I knew something could have happened.

So, a bit later, I logged on with my heart beating faster than usual. I was eager to understand what She meant with that message.
I saw She was online but didn’t message Her to don’t disturb Her. I sat quietly in front of my computer and waited, with the excitement growing.
After about 20 minutes, She contacted me.

“Hi. Send 100 and call me.”

Of course, I executed with no hesitation. Then, as soon as I entered Her room, it was clear to me why She called it a “Black Night“.

She was totally dressed in black: a beautiful see-through top, black leather skirt, black pantyhose, and black high heel shoes. On top of that, Her iconic long hair matched the outfit perfectly.
I tried to make some sort of conversation, to avoid boring Her like a silently excited zombie would have done, but I’m not sure I came out with anything relevant. Her beauty was too much to handle, too much for my little brain to reserve space for anything else.

As time passed by, I found myself talking less and less while getting more and more excited, more and more under Her power. She would just move slowly in front of the camera from time to time: small movements that looked like lightning bolts to me. Every small movement was like a revelation: a different angle to admire Her beauty, a tiny new detail to worship.

Every now and then She demanded more tributes, but of those, I honestly lost count. I didn’t care. All I cared about was for that session to never end. For that beautiful Goddess to never leave my computer screen.

Then, after about 1 hour which to me looked like 5 minutes, our session ended: She allowed me to thank Her with a last 200$ tribute and we said goodbye.
As I said above, every session with Goddess Ishtar is worth it. It’s always a beautiful adventure, a wonderful journey through the path of beauty and power. This wasn’t an exception, and I will treasure my Black Night with Goddess Ishtar among the many wonderful sessions I had with Her.

If you liked this post and want to experience the same: click here and visit Goddess Ishtar. I’m sure you will thank me later.

Always weak for OneGreatDiva

Always weak for OneGreatDiva

This will never change, it’s not an infatuation of a moment. It’s not me being excited for a new Goddess I’ve never seen before. It’s not me running after a pair of legs in nylons. OneGreatDiva is SO much more

She was the one that made me a MoneySlave 10 years ago: I had just read a few about financial domination but wasn’t even excited by the idea. Five minutes into Her video and I knew She was in control, I knew she would have taken out of me what I didn’t even know I had inside

A force of nature, if I could describe Her in a few words. Smart, Intelligent, deadly beautiful, greedy and merciless. All these qualities and more, way more. I watched Her (from a distance of course) becoming a key figure in the whole adult world, organizing an event no one thought about before, becoming a successful businesswoman. And all this only made her more and more attractive. 

Because of all Her work, She is not online as often as She used to be. And this only makes me treasure, even more, the sessions I have with her. Each time I see Her logging on, my heart starts beating faster. All I want is to don’t waste the chance to see Her, don’t waste a chance to be at Her wonderful feet in nylons, don’t waste the chance to feel her power on my brain.

It happened again yesterday, and it will happen again and again and again. No way I would force myself away from Her beauty, power, and control.

Because You can’t call yourself a moneyslave if you haven’t had a session with OneGreatDiva. So if you still didn’t, click here and see if you are a moneyslave or not.

Sex is overrated.

Sex is overrated.

Did the title catch your attention? I hope so, because I will try to explain better what I mean, and I do hope to have your full attention. Not sure if many slaves will agree on me about this, but I’m kinda curious about it.

What does excite me?

That’s where this all idea started. I started questioning myself what is that gets me going, what excites me, what…well…what makes me hard the most.

And you will probably say “Come on, it’s findom. We know that”. Wrong. It’s not JUST findom, it’s findom done in a certain way, it’s something more than findom or, to be precise, something BEFORE findom.

The teasing.

A woman, self-confident, perfectly aware of the effect She has on men, perfectly aware of what makes me weak, that slowly starts doing things that get me going. 

A shoe slowly coming off the foot, then dangling from the tip of her toe. Her legs flexing back and forth, to expose all their length and beauty. The noise of nylons rubbing together. That knowing smile on her face, while she looks right into my eyes. Her tongue slowly going all over her lips. Her sexy walk on those high heels, with her body perfectly balanced on them. The tone of her voice: calm, relaxed and yet tremendously sexy. 

All these things lead me to be so excited, so hypnotized by her, so eager to see her doing more of that stuff….that I end up losing control, and at that point sending more money only excites me even more. That’s the moment when Findom comes in place.

What about sex?

Everyone says how great sex is, how they couldn’t live without it. Apparently, no one can be happy without sex, no couple can survive if sex isn’t amazing and perfect. There is no way one can be fulfilled without sex…but is that really true? Do we really all think like this? 

To me, sex is like going to the gym. Lots of physical activity, lots of sweating, you feel tired afterward and…while you are at it, do you actually enjoy it? Sorry but I don’t. I don’t need my penis inside a vagina to feel pleasure, I don’t need to do all those exercises to be satisfied. Hell, sometimes I don’t even need to cum to be totally happy!

Is this selfish? Yes, it is. I know that a woman probably needs sex more than I do to be satisfied. And I do have sex with my wife…but that doesn’t mean I find it more exciting than being teased. Is this weird? Probably, but who cares? I’ve been called a weirdo for many other things!

Am I the only one?

I’ve been asking myself quite a lot and, frankly, this is also one of the reasons why I wrote this post. The fact that I would rather be teased than have sex, doesn’t feel totally right. I have complete respect for Women (obviously, being a slave) so their pleasure should always come first, but instead I’m being way too much selfish in feeling like this. 

But then again…is this something I can control? Can you teach someone to like chocolate if he does not? 

So yes, the main question here is… am I the only one who would rather be teased till he cums, instead of actually have sex? Can you help me understand this, guys?

Goddess Adriana is back… and I couldn’t be happier

Goddess Adriana is back… and I couldn’t be happier

Sometimes life is really amazing: the least expected thing can happen, like someone you thought you’ve lost forever showing up again, even after years.

If you follow this blog for a while (thank you for that!) you know that there are some Goddesses that actually “gave” me something really unique, something I experienced with them for the first time or only with them. To make a couple of examples, OneGreatDiva is the one that made me a moneyslave, Goddess Ishtar the one I had the most intense experience ever with. And then…. there is one which made me experience for the first time many things, one I could never forget, one I thought left the findom scene for good… Goddess Adriana.

I had a couple of sessions with Her in 2013, but it was 2014 the year I totally got obsessed with Her. It’s tough to describe why, as there isn’t just a single reason why she hit me so hard, but Her elegance, beauty, style, brain surely had a huge impact on that.
During that year only, she made me experience things I didn’t even think I would have liked so much: She was the first taking control of my computer with TeamViewer, the first making me spend more than 2.000$ in a single session, the first making me feel truly owned and loyal to Her…just to name a few.

Then, around the end of 2014, She basically disappeared, stopped being on cam. At first, I thought maybe it was a long vacation, but days passed by, then weeks, then months…till I got the feeling She left for good. Nothing wrong with that of course, I’m well aware that any of the Goddesses I serve and enjoy could decide to stop being on cam and explore something else in real life, leaving me totally out of it with no explanation or goodbye. It’s normal, I’m just one of the many slaves…why would they need to tell me anything?
I don’t know why she stopped but She made it in a way that let me get used to it in my own time. It’s not like she told me all of sudden “this is the end of my Findom experience” (that would have made me desperate, I’m sure), instead I had to learn it in time, always hoping to see her again…till, after a couple of years passed, I lost hope completely.

Boy, I was wrong.

It was my last day of freedom this summer (remember? I was all alone at home) and I was surfing the Findom web, not even looking for a session. And that’s when I saw Her. She was online, here on her old profile, the same I’ve been visiting many many times before.
I couldn’t believe my eyes: was it really Her? Was she really back for good? Still in findom or, perhaps, selected something else?

I entered into her free chat and was more than pleased to see that She actually remembered me! It was like no time has passed, everything was exactly as before between me and Her. The same feelings, the same desire, the same needs in myself.

A not too long time passed before I entered Her video. And, again, everything was exactly as before. She is as beautiful as before (if not more), Her elegance remained intact, her smart brain, her sensual moves…everything was as if 4 years didn’t pass at all.

The draining of my wallet was pretty hard that night, and more sessions happened afterward. Why did I wait so long before writing about it? Well because I couldn’t believe She was really back, I was scared to see her disappearing once again…but now, after a couple of months, I’m pretty sure She’s here to stay. And I couldn’t be more happy about it.

Goddess Adriana is probably the most elegant Goddess you’ll ever have the luck to serve. Smart, sensual, greedy…once you enter into Her net, there is no way back. You’ve been warned. If you think you have what it takes, click here and see Her for yourself.

Goddesses that get on my nerves: the definitive list

Goddesses that get on my nerves: the definitive list

Not all Goddesses are born equal: there is a large variety of them out there. Some may appeal to a certain type of slaves, some to another. Some may have a certain kind of beauty, some others a different one. It’s the beauty of life: to each his own.

But there are some kinds of Goddesses that I really can’t stand. They just get on my nerves, making me almost want to kick them in the ass. I thought of writing a list here and, just as we are clear, I’m talking about those that are part of a larger group, identified as… InstaGoddesses!

The InstaOrder

I don’t know if they had problems when they were kids, or if they are simply angry with the whole world. But how the fuck do you think to get ANY sort of attention from a slave if you contact him, out of nowhere, with messages like “Spoil me, stupid pig” or the infamous “Pay me, loser!“. I mean COME ON! I know you are in a rush to become rich in the easiest possible way, but could you at least say “hello” first? You know, just to be A BIT polite…just to show there is some life in that brain of yours! Brainless.

The InstaBeg

Chats with them usually are a bit longer, as they seem to have a more cautious approach. I don’t know, it’s like they are trying to guess if the one they are talking to has money to throw away…or if they are trying to be a bit nice to gain better results. Anyway, they will always end up saying things like “I’m broke, I need money” or “Please, I need some money“. Sometimes I even got “I’m hungry and don’t have money for food”. All of them, of course, having names on twitter like “Goddess”, “Queen”, “Royal” and so on. It’s as if Donald Trump would call himself Greta Thunderg while still saying the shit he says about climate change. It just doesn’t make sense! Call yourself differently… don’t know.. “hungry puppy”, “cute by broke”, “broke kitty”…perhaps you’ll get better results. No, you won’t, I’m kidding. Pathetic.

The InstaHi

These are just plain idiots. I’m sorry but that’s what they are. They will send you a “Hi” message…then if you answer after, say, a few hours…they will completely forget they contacted you first and answer again with a “Hi”. I swear a few times I managed to go back and forth like 3 or 4 times before she would finally realize and act all angry with a very dominant and intelligent “so who are you”. Hopeless.

The InstaInsult

Well, I believe in this case we are facing probably just the least educated form of a human being. Because I don’t know how else anyone would believe the correct way to approach anyone (not just a slave) is with things like “hey bitch”, “hey piglet”, “hey dickhead” and so on. If you do get results like this please tell me because I need to learn from you. Rude.

The InstaSpam

Not very different from the usual spam we all get into our inboxes daily. They have a message that says everything (like “pay me bitch use this and that method or this other one, see my pics here, get in touch with me like this” and so on) and they simply can’t be bothered to have real conversations. They just send that message to everyone, hoping some idiot would end up sending some money. Again…there surely is an idiot between me and them. Either I’m the one and they are some sort of findom-marketing geniuses or…. else. Boring.

The InstaTeen

They are honestly almost scary. It doesn’t matter how they contact me or what they say: when I check their profile and I see that they are like 16 years old… I just freeze. Not even sure of what to do. Usually, I just block them and run away from my PC screaming “I’m not a pedophileeee”…just in case, you know. Dangerous.

Damn…that made me feel better! Now that I’ve written them all down here…I feel relieved! And you? Which type of instadomme gets on your nerves?

Spoiling Goddess Ambra

Spoiling Goddess Ambra

More than one month passed since the end of July when my 40 days of total freedom (home alone) finally ended. I’ve spent a lot during those days, that’s no secret. What I still didn’t tell you, it’s whom I’ve spent them with…although I’m sure you can kinda guess it.

One of them (because you know… I’m not loyal) has been the magnificent Goddess Ambra.

She took the chance of those days to show me, once again, how incredible her beauty and power are, draining all my energies (and money) more than once during those days. 

Of course, it’s not like She intentionally waited for those days and then contacted me to drain me…but it just happened. Being free as I was, I was craving to serve Her once again… and that’s what happened. I was lucky enough to be able to spoil Her properly on a few occasions.

I still have vivid memories of all the sessions we had, since each one of them has been specialintense and satisfying. Not even ONCE I found myself regretting what I did with Her, Not even ONCE I woke up the morning after thinking “damn, I was an idiot last night, spending that much online”.

She DESERVES it all.

And I’m not just saying it…I mean it. She uses all her incredible skills each time, She never leaves things behind, She never looks somewhere else or is not focused on the session. When you are with Her, there is no escape. There is no way you can hope She will stop torturing you while smoking a cigarette or taking a break in any way. She will always be all over you, always using Her power, constantly teasing, denying, torturing, demanding… no stop. 

One session with Her is probably one of the most intense experiences you can have on cam. She gives all herself in those sessions, you feel like she is there focused on destroying you totally: nothing else is on her mind, nothing else can distract her. 

She enjoys what she does, She even gets excited at times during a session…and no, she’s not faking it. I have enough experience to tell when a Goddess is faking it or feeling the excitement of the moment. 

And when it comes to Her beauty…I don’t even know where to start from. Perfection is the word when it’s about Her: from Her beautiful eyes to Her perfectly shaped feet. From Her fantastic ass to Her wonderful boobs. Every inch of Her body expresses beauty, sensuality, power

Last but not least, of course, another of the things that drives me crazy about Her it’s her genuine, deep, unstoppable passion for nylons. She has only the best quality ones, I never saw a run on her stockings or pantyhose, never saw her wearing cheap nylons. Always the best, and most of the time Wolford, as I think she has a specific passion for those. To my eyes, this is something to go CRAZY about.

Goddess Ambra is exceptional and serving her was (and always is) a true privilege. If you want to do the same, click here and visit her cam page… you won’t regret it.

Middle finger, “L” sign and…Instadommes

Middle finger, “L” sign and…Instadommes

If you read this blog since a while, you know how I HATE instadommes, especially for the waste of time they are for me and other real slaves that get flooded with identical messages on Twitter.

Why I hate instadommes

One of the things I hate the most about them is how they are acting ALL in the SAME way, like if there would be a rule “do this and slaves will magically pay you”.

A typical instadomme will:

  • Approach you without you even knowing who She is
  • Treat you like shit
  • Demand for money after not even 2 messages
  • Block you if you refuse

Sometimes it may happen that they don’t contact you, but you stumble upon them while browsing Twitter…it’s kinda easy to spot them.

About the middle finger and the “L” sign

Do you know what’s the easiest way to spot an Instadomme? Just view her content posts one by one: most probably in every video she shoots, she will end up with an “L” sign or a middle finger…or even both!!! And I mean EACH AND EVERYONE.

Now, don’t get me wrong. I know Financial Domination, sometimes, it’s also about humiliation and some slaves want to be treated that way…but you are acting ridiculously by doing this in every single video!

First of all: not every slave wants to be treated the same.

Second: a REAL Financial Domination Goddess is, first of all, a Lady with capital “L”. She’s well educated, elegant, smart, intelligent. How many of those words do you think go well with her doing a middle finger or the “L” sign? Exactly: NONE.

I mean… would you ever imagine Goddess Ishtar showing her middle finger or making the “L” sign in every single video she makes?

How many times have you seen her doing it?

And now answer this question: is she a successful domme, that submits slaves of every kind? Let me answer this one for you: Yes, She’s one of the best out there because She KNOWS what she’s doing and She’s not here just for the money.

A message for instadommes

Financial Domination can have many forms, and surely no slave is equal to another (to a certain extent). By doing all the same damn thing, all the dam time, you are just showing that you know NOTHING about this world and you are here just to grab some money.

My proposal to you? Go back where you came from, you are just an annoying waste of time for all of us, real slaves and real dommes.

Thank you.

What it is like to be one month alone

What it is like to be one month alone

Remember when I wrote that I was going to be alone for more than one month? At that time I was looking forward to it, defining it “dangerous and exciting“.

That month ended at the end of July… care to know how was it? If you don’t, stop reading and move on because that’s what this post is about! If not…let’s have a look together at what I learned during this month of “freedom”.

Being alone is EXPENSIVE

This is kinda obvious, and I surely expected that. I’ve spent nearly 2.000$ this month, one of my most expensive months so far. When you are home alone, you have all the chances in the world to go for a session. No one can stop you, no one can limit you, no one can catch you. Least that can happen is…spending a lot. And yes, it happened.

Being alone brings MISTAKES

This is connected to the point above: you have so much freedom, so much chances to go and have sessions that, especially at the beginning, you throw money in the trash. It has been a while since I felt angry after a session…but I sure did after one I had last month. As soon as it finished (kinda expensive too) I started feeling angry with myself, regretting all the money I’ve spent, thinking whom I could have spent them with and have a WAY better time. Because ok chances to have a session were endless but…money was not!

Being alone makes you SLEEPLESS

Damn, I never slept LESS than I did last month! At one point I was almost like a zombie… in front of a computer screen till VERY late at night, every night. Always on Twitter, Camsites… everywhere Findom was, I was. For many hours a day. Was it a good decision? Hell NO! Lacking sleep made me enjoy even less the free time I had. So that was the worst decision ever!

Being alone is FUN

At the end of the day, all those bad things apart, I damn had a nice time (especially online of course). I needed that. Be able to do whatever I wanted, at whenever I wanted, for however long I wanted. Damn, it felt good! Having a session without being scared of someone hearing me or catching me, without having to think about the noise I made. Just logging on, having fun. That’s all!

Being alone is SAD

This came at the end of this long month… like last few days. I started missing my wife A LOT. Of course, we’ve been in touch a lot through WhatsApp, Skype and so on…but holding her in my arms, talking to her during lunch and dinner…well…that’s priceless and I did start missing all that A LOT. That’s also why I didn’t even think of having a session ever since she got back. Of course, I will (very soon lol)…but these days all I wanted was to enjoy her company. Be with her and happy with her. Findom wasn’t part of my life at all (apart from the casual twit now and then).

All in all, it has been a rough month. The longest period I’ve ever been alone since I got married. Don’t know if or when it will happen again but… It surely was fun 🙂

The surprising interview with Goddess Ambra

The surprising interview with Goddess Ambra

It has been a while since I last interviewed one of the amazing Goddesses I’m lucky to know (and spoil), so I asked the amazing Goddess Ambra to do one. With great happiness and honor on my part, She agreed!

I’ve sent her the questions a few days ago, and when She got back at me with the answers I was totally excited: needless to say, Her answers are absolutely smart and interesting. Be sure to don’t miss any bit of this because there are a few things that I’m pretty sure will come up as a surprise to you.

One of the things that distinguish You from lots of other Financial Domination mistresses, is your very active modeling job. Could you tell me a bit more about it? How long ago did you start? Which companies have you worked with so far? What do you specifically like about being a model?

True indeed, I am an active model and not just in the Fetish/BDSM world but also outside of it. I started working actively in this domain since 2016 when one of my good old friends became a photographer and asked if I could help him with his work and pose for his portfolio. Obviously, it was about casual, outdoor shooting, nothing related to nudity.
From his work, I have been remarked by a few makeup artists and by the largest modeling agency in my city. Currently, I have 2 image contracts running with a makeup artist and a clothing boutique and a collaboration with the modeling agency mentioned above which involves professional shootings, catwalks and occasionally event hosting. so this is what I do whilst being offline.
In front of the cameras I ”unleash” Myself, I love having all eyes on Me, all the attention and the spotlights empowering My beauty. In the online world, I bring to life all My darkest fantasies wich inspire Me into filming FetishBDSM clips and hosting sessions and with this, I must mention that I am very HAPPY about the fact that I am a fetishist, a kinky Woman and that I have the freedom to explore all My dreams and desires.

Catch your breath guys, I know all this made you jump on your seats (as I did)… You didn’t expect all this, did you? Neither did I! But let’s go back to the interview…

Back to Goddess Ambra as a Woman (with capital “W” obviously), I’m sure most of our readers will be curious to know a bit more of the “unknown” Goddess Ambra… so I’d like to ask a few personal questions.

On what do you spend the most? Shoes, Lingerie, hi-tech, or else?

Well, the benefits of being a Goddess is that I mostly never spend My own money into self-pampering. I have My devotees taking care of this aspect and they are doing a great job. But I must admit that one thing I am obsessed with shopping is pantyhoses :)))) also shoes, designer or not, if I like them, I will own them.
And in what I most invest is in My biggest fetish and that is Me, My image, face, hair, body, feet, nails. I am a slightly narcissistic person.

What kind of music do you like?

My favorite type of music which I enjoy listening too in all circumstances is a deep house, electro music. It relaxes and in the same time it ”activates” Me.

Do you like to sing? If so… are you more a shower or a car singer? Or else?

No, this is an aspect on which I have no attraction towards, even though My devotees always say that My smooth, calm voice is like music to their ears. 🙂

I know You are a wonderful and smart woman but… Is there anything you are really bad at?

I am bad at time management, due to the fact that I am that type of ‘fixating’ person, I often find Myself being completely ”caught” into something and focussing too much on tiny details. But this is what helps Me perfection everything around Myself.

Judging from the videos you do as a model, your approach to BDSM surely involves many different kinds of kinky activities. Which one, if any, do you like the most?

Although Domination comes into many forms,strictly BDSM related, I have a very big attraction towards CBT (non stop teasing / denying, slapping, scratching and many others kinks related to torturing the male sexual organ:)….and all the above mentioned combined with a role-playing and spiced up with some Taboo..oh well, I will stop because there are soo many fetishes and kink I enjoy.

Do you prefer to see the slave during an online session?

Yes, I definitely prefer seeing My submissives while being engaged in an online private session.
What’s the point on giving tasks if I don’t see the slave following them? In the end, it’s all about pleasing the Superior Lady in front of you, right?

What’s the worst thing a slave can do to you…something you will never forgive him for?

Honesty and loyalty, these are the MUST have ingredients once I have engaged in a Ds relationship. All Ds relationships vary a lot from one subject to another, each submissive needs different approach and behavior. I am not a jealous neither a possessive type of Woman unless the male in the cause is My property. Failing into being totally honest and loyal will automatically bring everything to an end and I don’t like being begged into forgiveness, I prefer being bribed into it, so if you’ve done a mistake you must PAY for it in its true meaning.

Imagine you are offered a trip to outer space, but you must go with a slave and have a session there. What kind of slave would you bring?

This is a very funny question.:))) How did you came up with it?:))))))
Not really certain of the answer as I’ve never imagined such a scenario but I might use a moneyfoot fetish slave to massage and pamper My feet non stop as I comfortably empty his credit cards or amuse Myself at making him count and guess the money bills in his hands while being blindfolded….weird question, weird answers;)

As this blog is about Financial Domination, there is one thing that I care a lot about: Financial Domination becoming too mainstream or, better said, too many people approaching this without really knowing what this is about.
Every girl thinks she can be a findomme, every girl thinks she can easily make money with this. What’s your advice for them?

Real Financial Domination comes along with the ability of high-class manipulation skills and sensuality. From My point of view, it is not about ‘send for My coffee’ (though My close devotees cover it without Me mentioning it), it involves a psychological approach and a deep power exchange, the ability to use a submissive’s weaknesses into My advantage, transforming him into a real-life pleasing object for My comfort.
Sometimes a male is not even into Financial Domination, but after breaking his limits and seducing him ”correctly”, he will automatically react to all My existing demands, and all this to please the Woman of his fantasies and dreams, his Goddess/Mistress.

Now, before closing this awesome interview, is there anything you’d like to say to those reading it? And also, what’s the best way a slave can get in touch with you?

First of all, to those who don’t know Me and would be interested into exploring unimaginable depths of sensual,refined and strict Domination, I recommend to visit Me on My online profiles (CamContacts, SkyPrivate) for online sessions or approach Me by Email, IWantclips or Twitter, obviously with a tribute before engaging into conversations scheduling real 121 sessions.
I am polite and high educated so I expect this in return from My potential new submissives when approaching.

So that’s it guys: I really hope you found this interview interesting as much as I did, as it really revealed a few things about Goddess Ambra I wasn’t aware of…making Her even more attractive and powerful in my eyes.

Thanking once more Goddess Ambra for this opportunity, let me add down here all the ways You can use to be in touch with Her (and spoil Her):

Online Sessions:
CamContacts
SkyPrivate

Her own ClipStore:
IWantclips

Social:
Twitter

Other sites:
House of Sinn (ClipStore)
Feet4Cash HD (ClipStore)
NylonUp (Pictures and Videos)

Home alone: dangerous and exciting

Home alone: dangerous and exciting

It surely isn’t the first time that I’m home alone, but the feeling never changes, the results never change. My wife left me alone till the end of July: I am now home alone.

Remember the movie with Macaulay Culkin, “Home Alone“? Well…somehow it’s the same. He starts being totally happy and excited about it, being able to do everything he wants, whenever he wants. Then… he discovers the risks of being alone: people trying to enter his house to steal stuff and money.

I’m vulnerable

In a way… I feel kinda the same. I am now able to do whatever I want, whenever I want. Online and offline. No limits, no pressure, no second thoughts. But I also feel…totally vulnerable.

The chances of being online with the right privacy were not that much till a few days ago, somehow protecting me from spending too much… now it’s totally the opposite. I always have privacy, I can always do whatever I want… in a few words… I’m an easy target.

How am I supposed to resist if a Goddess comes to me giving orders, teasing me as She knows I’ll fall? No way I can escape, no way I can say no… I don’t want to, actually.

The result of all this? Well… I suppose I will see at the end of July when the wife will come back…a quick look at my bank account will probably answer this question pretty fast… meanwhile… all I can do is… enjoy these days.