When you need your “fix”

When you need your “fix”

Let’s face it: we, slaves, keep spending money on Goddesses because we need it, we crave it, we want it. Some call this a disease (a word that I hate) or, perhaps better said, an addiction. Maybe we can stay away for a while (usually just a few days), but then we always end up needing a session, needing to send a tribute, needing our “fix”.

According to the Oxford Dictionary, an addiction is “the fact or condition of being addicted to a particular substance or activity“. That kinda describes well what we are all going through…

And it even better fits when we look for the word addicted: “physically and mentally dependent on a particular substance”. Now, of course, we are not talking about a substance here, but for sure we keep doing this because it brings us pleasure, it gives meaning to our lives, and it makes us feel better.

So that’s why I think that a session (or a tribute) can actually be our “fix” for those moments when we start feeling down, even nostalgic about the last great session we had. We have all been through that: a few days passed since that fantastic session we had, and we start feeling in a bad mood, with a bit of sadness too. It’s like the world doesn’t smile at us anymore, it’s like nothing can make us feel better. That’s precisely when we need that medicine, the “fix” that can make us feel good and happy again with our lives. And a session with the right Goddess can greatly serve this purpose: She knows what we need, She knows what will make us feel better.

So there we are, in the end, we have one reason more to thank and appreciate what our Goddesses do: they really offer a social service in a way, for guys with this magnificent, unique, overwhelming illness that’s called Financial Domination.

Do you need your fix right now? Head over to the who’s live page, I can guarantee that ANY of the Goddesses listed there will take good care of your needs 😉

The PayPig Chronicles – Episode 2: “Back after 8 years”

The PayPig Chronicles – Episode 2: “Back after 8 years”

Introduction

I started this series of posts talking about a session I didn’t enjoy much, this time it will be different. It will be about a session that brought me back in time, making me remember how gorgeous She was, and making appreciate once more the beautiful Woman she is. [click here to read the other episodes]

Episode 2 – Back after 8 years

One of the consequences of these online-only relationships we have with Goddesses is that, of course, they can end from one day to another, without any form of warning. Since we usually know only the “online version” of our Goddesses, ignoring everything connected to their private life, as soon as they decide to stop pursuing this career, they disappear from our lives. Forever. Sad perhaps, but that’s how it is. And there is nothing wrong with it.

That is exactly what I thought happened to one particular Goddess, a gorgeous, elegant, blonde with a quite evident passion for nylons and pantyhose. I used to visit Her quite often for a few years, mesmerized by her elegance, her dangling of those heels, her sweet but evil smile, her small but erotic moves. I always ended up having a great time with Her, dropping my jaw more or less every time I saw her. 

She was a rare gem: always dressed in an elegant way, more or less each time dressed in a different way, always in nylons. Perhaps the three most exciting things a Goddess can have in my opinion.

Then, from one day to another, she disappeared. She didn’t log anymore into her account, leaving me with no option other than moving on.

But a few weeks ago, the unexpected happened.

I was browsing the online models, as I often do, looking for a “fix” when…I saw she was online. It has been 8 years since the last time I had a session with her: I couldn’t believe my eyes.

I looked at her photos and recognized her in a matter of seconds. Sure she looked a bit different (we all change in 8 years!), but her beauty, her style, and her elegance, were all still there. Exactly as I remembered.

Little problem: I now had a different nickname on that site. What to do? I wouldn’t dare to be as bold as pretend she remembers me: in the end, I’m pretty sure I was just one of the many slaves she had…and so many years passed by…

So I decided to get in, don’t say who I was, and pretend it was my first session with Her. 

The session was amazing. Her beauty and elegance got me in trouble in a matter of minutes, her attitude was as I remember. She was calm, relaxed, even nice at times…but with a quite specific goal in mind: make me submit to Her. Which of course happened. It was a great session, and that night I went to bed quite happy: she was back.

And if that wasn’t enough, an even bigger surprise was coming…

A few days later, I went back to her hoping for a session. I entered her free chat, and asked if she was available. I didn’t get an answer so, after a few minutes, I left. Probably she was busy or something, it happens. 

A few minutes passed, and I got a message on Whatsapp:

Hi, do you still have this number? You messaged me a few minutes ago

Boy, I was shocked (in a very positive way)! Not only did she remember who I was, but she also recognized me even under a different nickname! A big smile came up to my face, while I told her how incredible all this was.

She told me she recognized my style during our first session but pretended she didn’t. So we basically played the same “game” during that session…how amazing that is!? She also added that, from time to time, she kept reading my blog during all this time.

Of course, I didn’t ask her why she wasn’t online for so long (and never will ask): that’s none of my business. That night we of course had another session, and more in the next days and weeks… She is back, and I couldn’t be happier.

So, who is this Goddess?

I promised myself to don’t say names or put links in this series of articles, but since I am speaking nothing else but positively of Her, I guess it won’t harm to tell you who is she: click here and see her online. As usual, be careful..you know the danger…

Financial Domination music: 14 songs that speak to your soul

Financial Domination music: 14 songs that speak to your soul

How many times were you listening to a song and noticed the words could easily be applied to Financial Domination? The words in that song seem to be written with your situation in mind, your feelings, your emotions… or perhaps they end up describing the way your Goddess behaves or how you feel about Her.

I am also well aware of the other side of the coin: I’m pretty sure, as a Goddess, there are certain songs that seem to be describing your lifestyle, with its ups and downs or the power you feel while dominating one of your slaves, or even just some specific trouble you have with them.

So that’s why I started asking around Goddesses and slaves about these songs, collected them, and created the “Financial Domination Playlist“, a playlist with all the songs that somehow talk (or well, could talk) about the Financial Domination world, from various aspects.

Follow the playlist

I am planning to keep adding songs to this playlist, therefore I suggest you follow it on either Spotify or YouTube, links below:

The Songs

Ed Sheran – “Bad Habits

Every time you come around, you know I can't say no
Every time the sun goes down, I let you take control
I can feel the paradise before my world implodes
And tonight had something wonderful

IAMX – “Insomnia”

You awoke into my night
You could see the madness in my eyes
I've lost control, please save me from myself
I've lost control, please save me from myself

Slash – “Beautiful Dangerous” (feat. Fergie)

Now we're on this planet
I'm in love with all your dangers, dangers
We can live forever
I can be your pagan angel, angel
Beautiful dangerous

Wham! – “Everything She Wants

Somebody tell me, oh
Won't you tell me?
Why I work so hard for you
Give you money
Work to give you money 

Sasha Lopez – “Smoke Me” (feat. Misha Miller)

moke me inside you
Like I'm your sweetest drug and
Try to escape, but never could
Smoke me inside you
Like I'm your sweetest drug and
Try to escape, but never had enough

REYKO – “Set You Free”

Close your eyes and let it go
When the hesitation's gone
No counting anymore
....
There's no need to be afraid
Maybe you are wondering how?
But soon you'll figure it out

Rihanna – “Bitch Better Have My Money”

Bitch better have my money
Y'all should know me well enough
Bitch better have my money
Pay me what you owe me

Linkin Park – “Faint”

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand I do what I can
But sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never want to say
But I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you

Cardi B – “Money”

Look, my bitches all bad, my niggas all real
I ride on his dick, in some big tall heels
Big fat checks, big large bills
Front, I'll flip like ten cartwheels
Cold ass bitch, I give broads chills
Ten different looks and my looks all kill
I kiss him in the mouth, I feel all grills

The Black Eyed Peas – “My Humps”

I drive these brothers crazy
I do it on the daily
They treat me really nicely
They buy me all these iceys
Dolce & Gabbana
Fendi and that Donna
Karan they be sharin'

Lisa – “Money”

Dollar bills, dollar bills
Watch it falling for me, I love the way that feels
Dollar bills, dollar bills
Keep on falling for me, I love the way it feels

Iggy Azalea – “Fancy” (ft. Charli XCX)

Said I get my money on time, if they not money, decline
I just can't worry 'bout no haters, gotta stay on my grind
Now tell me, who that, who that?
That do that, do that?

Rilès – “Pesetas”

I'm making pesetas while they're talking, talking shit
Nah, I don't give a fuck
Don't waste my time for this
I'm making my dollars, dollars while they're tweeting tweets

Iggy Azalea – “Kream” (ft. Tyga)

First you get the money
Then you get the power
Respect

Cardi B – “Everything”

I don't do nothing for free you know I got to charge
When I'm done, they be like you better
You better, you better, you better
When that check come I be like
You better, you better, you better
(Song not available on the Spotify playlist)

So…that’s it. What do you think about these songs? Do they “fit”? And please, if you know some more either left a comment on this post or fill in the form below, I will gladly add yours to this playlist. Let’s make it bigger!

Add yours!

An Italian magazine wrote about this blog

An Italian magazine wrote about this blog

I have to admit, it always flatters me when I get some attention from some other site or magazine: it actually happened a few times already (take a look here), and this time it was an Italian magazine to interview me.

Frisson is a feminist magazine or, better said, a magazine that focuses its attention on sexuality and women: it comes out every three months and all its articles always go deeper into the subject they speak about, leaving nothing off the table. They speak clearly, freely, and openly.

The author, Melania Mieli, contacted me a couple of weeks ago, saying she was preparing an article about Financial Domination for the magazine and was gathering experiences and information from different people in this fetish. They were looking for a slave point of view, saw my blog, and asked me quite a few questions.

What came out from that interview is, in my opinion, one of the best Financial Domination articles I’ve read in a long time: they managed to put down clearly the pros and cons of Financial Domination, without ever being obvious and, even less, without using the usual clichè we are often hit by.

The first page of the article

One thing I really liked is that they took the post I wrote about my encounter with Goddess Ishtar and created a short fictional story based on it, a really interesting approach.

If you want to read a preview of the article, click here. As I said, it’s an Italian magazine so the article is, of course, in Italian. If you manage to read a bit of it, let me know your thoughts!

Spoiling Goddess Ishtar in 2022

Spoiling Goddess Ishtar in 2022

I have been a PayPig for more than 12 years now, and if there is one Goddess out there that has been a constant, prominent presence in my Financial Domination journey, that for sure is Goddess Ishtar.

The way I spoiled Her online more or less remained the same till a few months ago when I noticed She opened her new fan page

As soon as I saw that page, I was fascinated by the great variety of ways I could now spoil, serve and worship Her: I was not only limited to paying to see her on cam or to send her tributes!

To better explain what I’m talking about, I will try to describe the “process” that usually leads me to a draining session with Her, from the very moment when it all begins, a moment when I am usually not even excited, horny, or have any intention to send tributes.

Photos and videos to lure You in

Her page is like a magnet to me, and I’m pretty sure She uses it for that purpose. I visit it daily to watch her new content. I can’t resist the temptation to look at Her beauty, to drool on those pictures and videos, even when I don’t plan to have a session or send tributes, I still visit Her page and drool. And I think that’s exactly what makes her page so dangerous. Of course, I joined it so I can see all the content, but the monthly cost is nothing compared to the danger that page brings. I don’t even feel like that is a monthly tribute or anything, it’s just what allows me to watch her content, to drool on it, and to crave Her power.

Sending tips: when your desire starts to grow

I won’t deny that I always try to resist the temptation to be financially drained: it comes naturally, as a form of “self-defense”, let’s say. And besides, where is the excitement if I don’t even try to resist? It’s part of the process for me, it’s part of my way of living financial domination…it has always been there. And this is exactly why the ability to send tips to Goddess Ishtar, anytime and from anywhere, looks like the perfect way to give in a bit, but not too much. At first, it feels like the perfect way to stay in control of the situation. You think you are just sending a small tip, feeding your desire to spoil, but can still keep it under control in this way. But that’s not really what’s happening in your brain. Tipping Her is the perfect way for your brain to get used to spending, to open your wallet a bit…ready for it to be drained big time later.

The thing is that… I look at one picture I like and want to express my gratitude to Her. Just pressing the “like” button doesn’t feel enough. That’s how the little green button “tip” on the bottom of the picture starts to demand to be clicked. It looks like the only way to satisfy a bit of my need of serving Her, but what it really does is open up my brain for the soon to come real draining. At this stage, what usually happens is that I end up sending a tip on each of the new photos or videos She posts. It feels good to do that, it feels natural, it feels like the thing to do.

The wait after the tips

The next “phase” I always go through is the “wait” after the tips. And the funny thing is that, although I always go through this phase, it always goes the same way: I wait for something that never happens.

Each time I, as a slave, send a tribute to a Goddess (even a small tip), deep inside I always have the huge desire for her to acknowledge that tribute…you know, the classic “good boy” message, at the very minimum. But there is NO chance for this to happen after just a few tips, surely not with Goddess Ishtar. She is one of the most desiredbusy Goddesses out there. A slave needs to do way more than just a few tips for her to even notice him. And it doesn’t matter that I’ve been spoiling Her for ages…actually, that makes it even less likely. She knows what I can tribute, and I’m pretty sure she will always ignore me (or pretend to) if I am only sending a few tips. 

What this “phase” does to me though, is that it makes my desire to serve Her grow even more. Every minute I get more and more eager to be really in contact with Her, to see Her reaction to my tributes, to feel Her power on my skin, to feel Her beauty get inside my brain and do a carnage in there…

The big drain

So, to summarize a bit, my excitement and need to spoil Her started growing by looking at her pictures and videos, which lead to sending her tips…and this only made me start opening my wallet a bit…while my excitement kept growing.
What do you think happens as soon as She comes online? Picture this: I’m on her page, looking at those pictures, sending tips, and adding comments, my excitement is growing and I see she becomes available.
That’s the moment when it all ends as it always did in all these years: a big, satisfying, exciting, draining session like only Her can give to me. The difference between before she had this page and now is that, in a way, now the session starts when she is not even online. The big drain in the real session is like the inevitable conclusion of this process, where I, the slave, have so many more ways to fall deeper and deeper into her trap. 

Conclusion

We could say that her page is, in a way, a big, elegant, exciting, huge trap for us, slaves. But it’s the kind of trap we all want to fall in, the kind of trap we crave to be caught by, the kind of trap that gives us so many more ways to spoil Her, serve Her, get excited and weak for Her. If you haven’t done it yet, don’t waste more time: click here and enjoy her new page…you will thank me later.

Click here and be Goddess Ishtar's moneyslave