She will take your money

She will take your money

During all these years of being into financial domination, I had the chance to virtually meet and serve many great Goddesses. They are all strong and powerful in their own way, and I also firmly believe not every slave would find them powerful in the same way. It’s perfectly normal: every slave has a different approach to financial domination, and we end up not feeling as weak for some Goddesses as we do for others. A Goddess can’t get into every slave’s mind, some of them won’t fall for Her, they won’t find Her as powerful as others.

Except one.

There is a Goddess out there that always finds a way, always goes deep into every slave’s weaknesses, using and abusing them for her own enjoyment. She always spends time exploring the slave’s mind, playing with it, digging into it, changing her approach slightly in order to get deeper and deeper into his brain. To get what She wants: his money. She is the only one that I know of who will get into every slave’s mind, no matter what he is into or what he thinks he is into. After meeting Her, his life as a slave will change completely. He will do what she wants and when she wants.

Goddess Ishtar

I have proudly been her slave for nearly 10 years now, following the rise of her huge realm, watching her becoming more and more powerful, famous, and greedy. Her intelligence is above the average person or goddess: she loves to understand human psychology and uses this to get into every slave’s mind. She takes time studying the slave, analyzing all his weaknesses, exploring different ways to abuse those weaknesses, till she finally gets in and starts being in charge of his brain and actions.

What other slaves say about Her

Because of my blog, I get in touch with many financial domination slaves. It’s nice to exchange experiences, fears, problems, solutions. Each time we also usually exchange opinions on Goddesses, and we always end up having different ones about them. One can feel weaker for a Goddess, the other one doesn’t even find her attractive. It’s perfectly normal, we all have different tastes. But in all these years I have NEVER spoken to a slave that, after a session with Goddess Ishtar, didn’t find himself trapped into her power. Wanting to serve Her more and more. To give Her more and more. And believe me, this is very uncommon.

The countless proofs of Her power

There are endless examples of her power: on this blog, on Her site, on Her Twitter. I will just list a few of them here since I find terribly exciting to read about them… And I’m sure you will as well.

Speaking about posts on my blog, I could start from Her legendary 13.000$ wallet raping…a story that totally shocked me when I got to know it. Then there are the many stories of one of her most loyal slaves, Lars, like The 1.700$ session with Lars.

But above all, on this blog, I think the biggest sign of Her power is when I wrote about my first and only real-life experience. The night I met her and let her rape my bank account. You can read about that here.

But there are so many other signs of her power, made clear by screenshots she posts every now and then.

About 2500 Euros taken from a lucky slave, in one session
I have never seen so many Euros banknotes at the same time
Her legendary 13.000$ wallet rape in one night
She is used to having lots of cash in Her hands

There is no escape

Many Goddesses abuse the “you have no escape” sentence, but when it comes to Goddess Ishtar those words get absolutely true and proved by all those that had at least one session with Her. You can’t escape such a beautiful, intelligent and persistent Woman.
She will lure you in with her incredible beauty, with those eyes looking right inside your brain, those legs swinging right in your face… and while her beauty keeps you in, her brain will work to get into yours. She will abuse all your weaknesses, in a way no one ever did before.
Goddess Isthat will carefully tailor every word, every look, every move to what makes you really weak and helpless. There is no way a session with Her will leave you unsatisfied or even with the slight idea of not coming back to Her. She will push the right buttons of your brain, pushing them more and more, bringing you closer and closer to your limits… And making you break those limits. Making you do and feel things you didn’t even think you had in you. If you don’t believe me (and all the others), make yourself a favor and have one session with Her. Nothing will be as before, forever.

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Every PayPig’s biggest problem: the rush

Every PayPig’s biggest problem: the rush

One of the things that always upset me more about my Financial Domination “life” is the amount of money that I end up wasting: lately, I think I identified where the main problem is, but before getting into that, let me explain what I really mean about wasting money in Financial Domination.

Here’s what wasting money on Financial Domination really means

First of all: if I thought that Financial Domination is just a waste of money, I would have stopped years ago. That is NOT what I think. Financial Domination is part of who I am, of my sexuality, and spending money on this makes me feel sexually satisfied. BUT. Not all money spent on Financial Domination is spent wisely. 

I had countless bad sessions, I’ve sent countless tributes to goddesses I end up spoiling just 2 or 3 times in 12 years, countless sessions that left me just angry with myself for days after they happened. 

Wasting money for me means paying for a session that ends up being totally unsatisfying. It means finishing the session and, for many days following it, keep thinking “damn If only I had spent that money with one of the best Goddesses out there…“. That is precisely the whole point. My wasted money is the one spent for a session I really don’t enjoy, especially if, rationally, I could have easily spotted it was going to be a bad session…but I decided to do it anyway. And the main upsetting thing is the thought that that money could have gone to a way more worth Goddess, if only…

The biggest problem: the rush

Picture this. It’s late at night, you are home alone, and you feel the urge to have a session. You start browsing the internet looking for one of the best Goddesses you know, hoping one of them will be online to drain you as good as you feel you need. But no one of them is around. No one. 

The rush of having a session is still there (or, better said, you are still excited as f**k), so you start looking around camsites or Twitter, searching for some Goddesses you never served before that, judging from what you can quickly see, could still give you what you want. 

That’s it. This is what will most probably make you waste money. 

No good decision ever arrives from being in a rush. Even more, if you are in a rush AND excited. If you are running from one site to another, in a desperate attempt to find a great Goddess, most of the time you will end up settling down with a girl that “more or less” can have potential…and she will not. Believe me. You WILL waste your money.

The solution: use your brain (the one inside your head)

I know very well how we all feel in these moments, and which brain we are actually using (hint: not the one inside your head). We could easily solve the problem and don’t waste money, but we fail because we just can’t think straight. Again, we are not using the brain inside our heads. 

What would the solution be? Easy: when that kind of situation arrives, get off those sites and just wank! Wank on your own, cum, and forget about that feeling. Then, when you are NOT excited or in a rush, browse the internet looking for new “potential” Goddesses. Follow them, see what they post, what they do, how they do things. In time you will get a pretty good feeling of those that could potentially be a good “fit” for you, and if you are lucky enough one of them will be online the next time you are in this situation.

It’s true that, in the end, we are all just a bunch of wankers. But what we are looking for is more specific than others and, often, more difficult to find. We usually need a connection with the Goddess, we need Her to behave, talk and act exactly as we dream her to do. There are many great Goddesses out there, but finding them takes time and dedication. It’s never a good idea to jump into a session with someone you’ve never seen before. 

Stop the rush, calm down (yeah, wank to do that), relax and use that brain. You will have other chances with the Goddesses you crave for, no one ever died for not having a financial domination session. Just calm the f**k down in those moments, and don’t waste money.

The joy after a bad session

The joy after a bad session

Although there are only a few Goddesses I really feel a slave of, sometimes it happens that I end up having sessions with “random” Goddesses found online. The reason is quite simple: sometimes I’m horny and no one of those I usually spoil is available….that’s when it happens.
And, as in everything, when you go fishing you never know if you are going to get a good or a bad fish. And trust me, when it comes to Goddesses, bad surprises are just around the corner.
You know how it is… a Goddess who might look great in pictures but then, during the session, reveals herself as just pretending to be part of the financial domination world or a Goddess who simply has a terrible cam quality…the reasons why a session can go wrong and be totally unsatisfying are endless. Shit happens, they say.

And it’s precisely after those sessions that you end up enjoying, even more, the very next session, the one you have with a Goddess you know, with a Goddess that knows you and your weak spots. Everything works flawlessly, she touches the right spot, makes the right moves, says the right things…and yes, drain your wallet pretty hard. In a few words: just a perfect, regular, financial domination session.
Boy that feels good! After you had that bad session, after you kicked yourself in the butt for not having saved that money, the right one comes to the rescue, showing you once again what it really means to be a Goddess with a capital “G”, showing you the meaning of being her slave…bringing you happiness after the dark moment of a bad session.

So, in a way, having a bad session every now and then can make you enjoy even more the really good ones… what do you think?

My last crazy tribute to FeetGoddesss

My last crazy tribute to FeetGoddesss

So, as I’m sure you all know, I’m in a “slowing down” period, meaning I’m trying to spend way less on Financial Domination. Why? Well, it’s kinda simple: because I’ve spent way more than I could. 
But why did I decide from one day to another to slow down? What made me suddenly realize it was time to put a stop to that? well, it was…

My last session with FeetGoddesss

My last session with FeetGoddesss was one I won’t forget easily, and I’m sure you’ll agree with me after reading this.
It was a night between the end of January and the beginning of February, one of those where I don’t expect anything to happen, basically just hanging around my computer before going to sleep. 
While doing so, I noticed FeetGoddesss was online, so I decided to have a quick look. I mean, what’s the harm in having a look, I thought. Boy, I was wrong. That was a big mistake, from my wallet point of view at least.
She was dressed in a fantastic and, for her, a bit unusual way. She was wearing a super short red leather dress, with a zip on the front that made it even sexier. With that, She also had a pair of tan pantyhose (Wolford, I learned later) that, matched with a pair of beautiful and expensive Tom Ford sandals, made her legs and perfect feet shine in full glory. 

Needless to say, I was totally hooked in a matter of seconds. What I thought would have been a quick look, turned out to be a long staring. In silence, for the moment. 
After a while, she noticed I was in her room and at that exact moment she said, looking right into the cam:

Someone is going to spoil me big time tonight

Deep inside, I knew she was talking to me. It’s not like she said my name or anything, but I just knew. And I got it confirmed a few seconds after that when she wrote me a private message ordering to send Her the first tribute.

Spoil me. Then the fun will begin.

I saw her typing it, and smiling it after having sent it. That smile made it impossible to resist the temptation. It just felt like the right thing to do. I quickly sent her a tribute of 50 USD and waited to see what was going to happen. But that wasn’t enough for her. She just laughed and said out loud:

That’s not enough. Send again, moneyslave

The way she said that, the look on her face made it once again impossible to say no. I didn’t even blink and sent her the second tribute. After that, she allowed me to start a private show
As soon as the show started, I saw she was busy doing something on her computer. I couldn’t understand what she was doing, but not long afterward she explained:

It’s only me and your wallet now.

She had disconnected from all other sites she was on! That way, she was able to focus on me or, better said, on my wallet. Knowing how busy she always is, made me feel privileged and even more excited and willing to serve her as best as I could. It doesn’t happen often to have her full attention, so that really felt precious. I was willing to do my best to serve her. Not that she gave me any chance not to, anyway. 

The non-stop tease 

It was clear that She was going to give me probably the hardest time ever that night. The session lasted for a very long time, and she never stopped teasing me. It was incredible.

The look in her eyes burning with passion, her perfect red lips, her tongue touching them at the exact right moment, and, of course, what made me fall in love ever since I’ve seen her for the first time: her incredible feet movements
She kept moving those feet and toes in front of the camera in such a hypnotic way that I almost forgot to breathe. She made me lose track of time, and to don’t care about anything else but Her and that session. 
A few times she also faked a footjob, with her feet in the air in front of me and a dildo moving inside them at an increasing speed, while she kept ordering to wank faster and faster…only to stop just about when I was going to explode.

Thinking back to that session there is one thing I understood: ever since it all started, her plan was for me to be as weak as possible. She wanted to bring me to a level of weakness I never reached before. That’s why she kept playing the tease and denial game multiple times, always bringing me to the edge of cumming only to stop the countdown with an evil laugh, asking for a tribute in order to continue. 
And also there is one special thing she kept saying that night, something that I always considered the most effective way (if done correctly) to obtain anything from me…

Send me a tribute if you don’t want me to end this session right now. 

A simple, yet incredibly powerful sentence especially when said while I am at the edge of cumming, after losing all control of my actions. And mind you, I really believe this is a tricky thing to say for a Goddess. If said at the wrong moment, it could easily be a huge turn-off for me, making me react oppositely. But FeetGoddesss knew EXACTLY when to say it and how to say it…and she also did that more than once that night. The last thing I wanted was for that session to end. She knew that and used that to keep me sending tributes.

The final tribute

After a while (I don’t even know how much time has passed) I was really exhausted. My balls were super full since I was constantly on the edge of cumming but never allowed to. I was desperate and at the same time super excited and craving for more and more. 
Her feet in those wonderful pantyhose kept waving in front of me, her perfect red lips kept saying dangerous things, while her tongue was touching them from time to time. It was incredible. And I was totally out of control.

Now you will buy me a new pair of Louboutins

Just like that, out of the blue, after many tributes and a seriously long session, she added this. It didn’t actually sound like an order, more like a prevision. More like describing something that she knew was going to happen.
She knew I was in a sort of trance. She knew I was as weak as I could have ever been. She knew buying shoes is not something I usually do. But she had me at her fingertips and she was going to abuse that power.

I hesitated. It would have been a huge 600 Euros tribute to send, and something inside me was still somehow resisting that idea. I remember even trying to bubble something in chat like “no Goddess…I can’t…” or something stupid like that. But she had a different opinion of course. She knew she had all the power to make me say “yes” to anything…so she took me bits by bits into her spider net.

Since I was in that state of trance, she knew she had to guide me to what she wanted me to do. So she started giving me small orders while using the tease and denial game to make me say “yes”.
At first, it was just a simple “look at your credit card”, then something like “click the send tribute button”, then the detailed instructions to what I had to type and click. I was like a zombie, that was the only way she could have made me do that. Small, simple tasks done slowly while being teased to death. All those tasks were all done with one purpose: bring me to send a 600 Euros tribute. Did she succeed? 

You bet she did. At the very last thing I had to do (the click on the “send” button) she used all the most intense teasing she had used till then, only concentrated in one, huge, irresistible countdown… and when she arrived at the number 3…she stopped. Smiled. And only said 

“Now you will buy me the Iriza Louboutins, and then you’ll cum like you never did before. Click that button.”

And it happened exactly as she said. This new pair of Iriza Louboutins are the result of that tribute. And every time she wears them I get reminded of that night. Of the night that gave me the reason to slow down for a while. Of the night when I had the most intense, incredible, session ever. The one where all my deepest and most secret fantasies became reality right in front of me.

Because FeetGoddesss is pure magic. Pure, powerful, unstoppable magic. And remember: if she wants you to do something, you WILL end up doing it

It’s time to slow down

It’s time to slow down

I’ve waited a bit to write this post because I first wanted to see if I was on the right path if I was able to keep my word. So far so good, some would say, so here I am telling you all about my good intentions.

Things were out of control

Ever since I sort of “made peace” with an old friend of mine (hint: I started using the best cam site for a paypig again), my spendings on financial domination sessions have been skyrocketing. You can see it yourself here, just take a look at the last three months of 2020 and January 2021. I have been spending the same in the past, but since 2016 I have never spent so much for so many months in a row. 

That site “exposed” me to an endless list of temptations, and I just started to taste all of them, ending up spending way too much.

I don’t regret it

Let me be clear: I am happy about those months. I had so many great sessions (and yes, also wasted some money on some really bad ones) and, on top of that, I was lucky enough to find my new obsession. The one I had my last session with, at the very beginning of February. The one I wrote about hereUltimateGoddess.

So, again, I really have no reason to regret those months: but you know what I’m like, I always want to stay inside my balance. I never want my spendings on financial domination to end up hurting the people I love most, never want my sins to be the cause of some troubles in real life. 

What I am planning to do

Here’s the tough part: writing down what my plans are and…try to stick to them. I have never been good at keeping the promises I make here on this blog, I have never managed to keep even one of them. I mean, this blog started with “I am writing here as I hope it will help me to stop“…and that was 11 years ago… so I don’t really look like being good in keeping my promises. But let me try once again.

My plan is to drastically reduce my financial domination spendings (meaning, no spendings at all) for at least two months. I am writing this after one month since my last session, so it seems I’m on the right path to this…but I still have to go a long way. As you all know, this is easier to be said than done, temptations are everywhere and, let’s face it, spending less doesn’t bring any sort of pleasure but… I’ll try my best. I need to slow down a bit, can’t really go on spending that much every month. I have to find a way to resist the temptation. I’ll keep myself busy perhaps, I’m not sure yet.

As you can tell, I am not sure if I will succeed, but rest assured that you will be the first to know on the pages of this blog.

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