Today, 1st May of 2019, marks my first 10 years into Financial Domination.
10 years ago today, OneGreatDiva showed me what it means to be a moneyslave. She took out from me what probably has been hidden inside myself for a long, long time.
Had a session with Her for three nights in a row, and in each of them, She made me fall deeper and deeper into Financial Domination. It was a few months later that I decided to open this blog, believing it would help me stop and forget about it: boy I was wrong.
Financial Domination is a part of who I am, a quite big part. I can’t stay without it, as I would feel sad and unsatisfied otherwise. All I can do is try my best to keep it under control so that people I love around me don’t get affected.
And I am doing just about fine at the moment: finding a balance between my financial domination “needs” and my family ones. A balance I always stick to (with a few exceptions).
10 years in numbers
Another “fetish” of mine are statistics and data: I like to keep track of everything, including my Financial Domination experience. As you all know, on this page I keep track of all my spending but… how about some more data?
It has been now 3.652 days since I started in Financial Domination, and in all this time I had 1.557 online sessions, for a total of 34.392 minutes spent with those beautiful Goddesses.
As I’m guessing you all know, I had just one real-life session (this one with Goddess Ishtar of course) and I’m afraid I can’t tell you how much it really lasted…because She is so gorgeous that I totally lost track of time (and money…actually).
How many Goddesses did I serve? Well, it would be improper to say that I’ve really served all those I’ve paid a visit to (many times I visited them only once, and left unsatisfied)…but I can tell you that I visited 444 different Goddesses in these 10 years. And you all know which Goddesses I really served and spoiled for good, as I spoke about them over here.
And yes…there is one number I’ve left out so far. In the end, Financial Domination is (mostly) about spending money, and You all know I’m not shy to admit how much I spend. So I got the total from all my spendings.
In 10 years in Financial Domination, I’ve spent 174.137$
I don’t know if it’s too much or not, and I honestly don’t care. I know I didn’t make any harm to the people I love for this, I know I was a good moneyslave to many Goddesses, and I know I’m working my ass off in order to keep my Financial Domination fetish alive.
It has been 10 years, and I’m quite sure it won’t stop anytime soon. Financial Domination is a part of who I am.
There is a very common way of getting pleasure: looking at others doing things we like, especially if they do it better than us.
It’s quite simple: if you like soccer, for sure you’ll end up looking at Ronaldo and dreaming to be like him. If you like to sing, you’ll end up dreaming to be one of the biggest stars, and most probably you’ll do that by learning more of what they do, how they perform and so on.
It’s almost like being a Voyeur, it’s like looking into someone else life to get personal pleasure (even if in form of just a dream).
And what about Findom?
It’s exactly the same. We read about what another slave is doing and, especially if he is serving a Goddess we dream of, end up imaging to be him, to do what he did, to experience what he did.
More often than not this leads us to actually do our best to be like him, to emulate him, to feel what he felt: it’s natural, it’s obvious…and it’s exciting.
It happens to me as well, more or less everyday, thanks to Goddess Ishtar stories.
She posts them constantly on her Twitter and inside her cam profile picture Gallery (here). Some of her stories are quite common among Goddesses, as She basically just talks about what some slaves bought or sent her.
But what makes her really special is when she tells in detail how a specific session went. Her ability to write is exceptional (I personally think She should write a book) and, obviously, her sessions always have something incredible to say.
She will post a series of pics with herself and, by the side of each of them, a piece of the story. This makes the whole thing even more exciting because while you read it you can actually look at Her, see how She was dressed, how She teased the slave.
Below there is an example, but if you want to read more I suggest you to visit her Cam profile here…you won’t be disappointed!
Almost a month passed since I had the most amazing real-life experience (and the first one actually). Meeting Goddess Ishtar, giving her a foot massage, kissing her toes in nylons while she was taking money from my bank account. A dream come true, to say the least. And as days passed by from that night, I found myself thinking…
How do you come back to the usual “online sessions routine” after you had such an intense experience?
I still need to find out how to do that. Of course, I did have a couple of online sessions in the meanwhile, but they always left me a different sensation than before. After the session ends, I find myself missing something. I am not totally satisfied.
Touching Goddess Ishtar’s feet in nylons can’t be compared to looking at a Goddess foot in a cam. Having her using my smartphone can’t be compared to sending money to a Goddess. Not even TeamViewer has the same feeling. She is not there with me. I am alone, at home, watching a computer screen. And it feels so cold. So damn cold.
And before you ask, no I didn’t have any online session with Goddess Ishtar since that night. I just don’t think I’m ready for that yet… I mean, if it feels cold having a session with a Goddess that I never met in real life…how would it feel to see her just online? Not able to be closer to her, not able to look at her up close…as I did just a month ago? Will I actually ever be able to pull myself together and beg her for an online session again?
I don’t know guys. I’m pretty sure I’ll get over this sooner or later, but when? Online sessions have always been the way I enjoyed Financial Domination, so I’m sure I will get back finding enjoyment in them… but I’m also sure I will always crave for more. I will always crave for something similar of that night. Online sessions will never be as awesome as that night. Never.
I’ve been writing on this blog for about 8 years now, basically ever since I discovered my Financial Domination fetish. And In all this time, everything always happened online. Cam sessions with some of the most beautiful women I could ever dream to meet in real life, from the comfort of my home, behind the safety of my computer “power off” button.
One of the Goddesses I’ve been serving for the longest time is, by no doubts, Goddess Ishtar. I had my first online session with Her in September 2010: from then on, countless times She has been raping my wallet. Countless times She scared the hell out of me with Her incredible power. Countless times I’ve been dreaming, one day, to finally be at her feet. In real. Well, last week it happened.
I met Her and experienced Her beauty and power in person.
It all started about 2 weeks ago when we were in a session and She told me She was going away for about a week. To my surprise, I discovered She would have been in the same city of me, as I was planning a business trip in the same European city.
At first, I was full of doubts, didn’t even know if proposing to meet Her or not…but, as usual, She was smarter than me. She noticed the desire in me and played on it. With Her incredible beauty, She convinced me to meet Her in a matter of minutes. But, of course, it wouldn’t have been free.
She told me She very rarely meet slaves, and only because I have been serving Her for so long She would consider this. But I had to make it worth it. And that’s when I started doing what a moneyslave is supposed to do. I started sending Her money. But this time the feeling was more intense than usual because I had a goal in mind, I had a dream just very very close… I had to catch it. And She knew all this.
After I sent Her about 6000$, She agreed to a meeting.
We didn’t set lots of details, as She said She didn’t want to be bothered with a scheduled. It would have happened, I just wouldn’t know exactly when.
My business trip started, and all I could think about was meeting Her. I kept looking at my phone constantly, waiting to see a message from Her. Waiting for Her to tell me when and how we would have met. And then it happened.
Followed by a google maps link to a very famous nightclub in the city.
It was early afternoon. But I had to leave the meeting I was having. Too excited, too anxious, too happy. I spent the whole afternoon just thinking about that moment, just trying to imagine what it would have happened, how she would have approached me, what she would have given me the pleasure of doing for Her.
At 11pm I arrived at the place, went in, got myself a drink, and took a look around. I couldn’t see Her. I decided to sit down on a place from where I could see the entrance, hoping to see Her coming in pretty soon.
After about 20 minutes, I saw her. And I can’t describe you how I felt. I was as excited as anyone can be, for a few long moments I even had trouble breathing. She has been in my dreams for 8 years. I have been fantasizing about Her for all this time, day after day…and finally She was here. Walking towards me slowly and with a beautiful knowing smile in her face.
She had a yellow top, a black leather skirt, black nylons (Wolford, as I discovered later) and black high heels. Beautiful and perfect.
She arrived at where I was sitting (well, standing now, of course) and gave me Her hand for a very friendly handshake.
“So we finally meet, are you ok? You seem a bit nervous”
To that, she added a nice smile, which actually contributed to making me relax a bit.
Time passed by without any reference to domination. We had a few drinks (well I had more than her, as She told me She doesn’t like to drink), talked about general stuff, smiled..almost like two friends. She probably noticed I was too nervous, and tried to calm my down. And She totally succeeded in it. After half an hour or so, I was feeling really really nice. Relaxed, happy… in heaven.
Then everything got spectacular. Out of the blue, She told me:
“Now listen. You will give me your phone with your home banking app unlocked. And you will give me a foot massage“.
I got an instant hardon. It was really happening. I was really going to experience something I only ever dreamed of until that moment.
I immediately gave Her my phone with my home banking app unlocked. She took a sip of her drink, then slowly went down with her hands, took off her heels, and put her feet in my lap.
I had Goddess Ishtar feet in my lap. For real. And I was allowed to touch them.
I almost couldn’t believe it was really happening, so at first, I kinda froze and was unable to move.
“Give me your best foot massage. Now!” She said, pointing her finger to her feet.
Her Wolford nylons felt incredible in my hands, her feet were warm, perfect and smooth. I already knew every inch of them, at least virtually, but feeling them in my hands was another story.
I gave the best attention to her feet that I could: her toes, her soles, every part of her feet. And as I was doing that, I was in heaven. I totally forgot about my phone, my bank account…really didn’t care! It was the best moment of my life!
After about 30 minutes (so I discovered later), She gave me back my phone saying:
“You’ve been good, now you can give my toes a goodbye kiss“
Kissing her toes guys, I was going to kiss Goddess Ishtar’ toes! My eyes probably popped out, because she made a beautiful laugh right after she told me that…but I did as She ordered me. I gave her toes a soft kiss, trying to treasure that moment as much as possible. As I knew it was going to be the end of the night.
After that, She just put Her shoes back on, took the last sip of Her drink, got up and told me: “It was nice, hope we will do it again one day”
And She left. I couldn’t even say anything. I just watched Her leaving and stayed there, probably looking like a zombie, for 20 minutes or so. Still didn’t realize what it just happened.
When I came back to my Hotel room I finally remembered She had my phone the whole time.
Unlocked it and saw a picture She took while I was giving a foot massage! That pic would have helped me remember that night even more, so glad She thought about taking it!
Then i opened my home banking app.
She took 5200$
And I don’t even think She took too much. She took what She deserves. And I feel that was a way for me to thank Her.
Because last week I had the time of my life. All thanks to Goddess Ishtar. And I don’t care if it costed me 11.200$.
As some of you know, from time to time I like to have a little chat with one of the amazing Goddesses I serve: something like an interview that can maybe let you all know Her a bit better. After my last interview with Mistress Alexya (two years ago!), I had the honor to be allowed by Goddess Ishtar to ask Her some questions.
She is without any doubts one of the greatest Financial Domination (and not only) Goddesses out there, and She recently got lots of exposure on Twitter after her legendary session with a slave: 13.000$ in one night.
I’ve been lucky to serve Her for quite a few years now, and I surely know very well how powerful, smart and beautiful She is. After this interview, my admiration for Her was not only confirmed but most probably increased (by far!). I hope it will be the same for you or, at least, that you will discover something about Her that you didn’t know before.
Before we go about other things, I would like to focus on something you did recently. I’ve noticed you went to the Live Cam Awards in Lisbon and to an event connected to it. Could you tell us more about it? How was it? Why did you decide to go? I had been considering attending such event for a while. I have always wanted to meet other Dommes and webcam models. But this year my friend Shezel was nominated as Best Fetish Model and so I went primarily to support her. But the trip exceeded my expectations – the summit was educational, I received many useful tips, met a number of potential partners and the Live Cam Awards ceremony itself was spectacular (and the food was SO VERY delicious!) One Great Diva organized the event incredibly well, but there is no surprise there, she is good at everything she does.
Now let’s talk about Online Domination: how long have you been doing this? And how did you start? I have been doing it for more than 10 years. A friend of mine told me about it and I didn’t think twice, but plunged right in It has gone well from the day I started. Do you enjoy looking at your slave during a session? Cam2Cam sessions are much more fun than text-only interaction. I like to watch as slaves become weaker, hornier and more anxious to follow my instructions without hesitation. There is something about that dissolution into pathetic lust that turns me on. Also, with Cam2Cam, it is easier to ensure that the slaves are following my instructions. But if a slave really wants to amuse me, they need to put some effort in as well. They need to use their imagination to make conversation with me in a unique and memorable way. Or they can use their bodies to perform for me. Failing either of those methods, compensate me for my boredom and PAY MORE.
What’s the worst thing a slave can do to you? Betray my trust. Fortunately, I have not met many dishonest slaves. I usually have good instincts when it comes to picking the right slaves. The few mistakes I have made is when I have gone against my intuition because a slave begs and pleads.
Online domination, and especially financial domination, are becoming some sort of “the cool thing” at the moment. Every girl thinks she can be a findomme, every girl thinks she can easily make money with this. What’s your thought on this? I have considered this question in depth and done my own analysis of the most successful Dommes. I think that a fundamental aspect of success is having a strong personality. Without a doubt, appearance, a sense of fashion, technical knowledge and skills are all important, but that strong, internal strength of will and personal entitlement is key. As one of my friends says, “true dommes are born, not made – the goddess is there from the start.”
If you don’t mind, I’d like to ask a few personal questions to let us all know you a bit better. What kind of music do you like? I mostly listen to electronic music: dance, house because it energizes me; and I need lots of energy to handle so many slaves. My friends think that I don’t have good taste in music, but to hell with them, it works for me.
Are you a bathroom singer? Or what’s the place you usually sing the most? I am not a bathroom singer. When I bathe I focus on taking care of my perfect body, and I do it thoroughly so as not to miss an inch. I can work on my body for hours and as I do, I forget about everything else. Oh God, I had better stop thinking about it….I was turning myself on.
What are you really bad at, if anything? I am bad at things that I really don’t need. Things that I think would be a waste of time doing or that just don’t give me pleasure. After all, dealing with these things is one of the reasons slaves exist.
Now, name 3 people you admire and why I don’t admire people from afar. I only admire those that I know well, friends that I have known for years. Obviously, I am not going to reveal their names for publication. I admire their personalities. They are successful, smart, professional, creative and most importantly STRAIGHT FORWARD. And I love them for having all these qualities and for supporting me all these years.
And… 3 people, you always disagree with? I disagree with anyone who is close-minded, who refuses to consider a different vision of the World; whose mind is full of stereotypes and brainwashed by ideology. I hate people who repeat words and ideas stolen from others in a pathetic attempt to be interesting. It is so easy to tell when someone is plagiarizing.
Thank you so much for your answers, but before we finish this I think it’s important to help those slaves that still didn’t have the chance (or the courage?) to serve you. What’s the proper way a slave should get in touch with you? And how can he help you in making the session with you his best one ever?
A slave can find me on CamContacts, from the link to my profile on your website. He can also send me a message on Twitter and if I deem him worthy, he will be allowed to have an opportunity to serve me. Prospective slaves should remember, however, that to make a session efficient a slave must be completely open and honest. I am not a mind reader, so it is a slave’s responsibility to answer all my questions before we start a session. I need to know EVERYTHING: keywords that trigger a submissive response, fetishes, experience, limits, etc. I understand that some slaves are scared to open up because they know that once I get into their minds they are in big trouble. It is true and my slaves will confirm that once I have captured their souls there is no way back. BUT they will also confirm that their lives are so much better meaningful as a result of serving me.
That’s it guys, now be sure to let me know what you think about this interview and if you discovered something you didn’t know about Goddess Ishtar. And to those out there that still didn’t feel the excitement of a session with her…well you have no excuses now. She told you what to do and what to don’t do in order to have the best session of your life. What are you waiting for? Visit her in cam and feel what I have been lucky enough to feel since ages now…She is AMAZING.
Before you ask, no, I wasn’t the slave in question. But I saw Goddess Ishtar posting about this on her twitter, with screenshots, and I was like… looking at my screen, unable to move, for about 5 minutes… after which I thought of posting here.
I had an extremely draining but profitable session last night. Was putting the squeeze on an intoxicated money slave who ended up paying around $13,000 in just 8 hours. I had to make sure I kept him on the hook while also ignoring him….a tough balancing act. pic.twitter.com/XUPRcwGt6j
She drained a slave of about 13,000$ in 8 hours, by just IGNORING him while she was doing other things. That’s what he asked for, and that’s what he got. I really don’t think I’ve ever seen anything like this before.. probably the biggest wallet draining in cam EVER. Legendary, to say the least.
Bring a man to THAT level of submission, and keep him under your control for 8 hours (while he spends) really needs some GREAT power.. and Goddess Ishtar is one that DOES have that power. I experienced it myself many times, and each time, after the session, I was always left with a sensation like… “wow, I’ve spent some time with this AMAZING woman”.
Her beauty, her attitude, her being so smart, so clever… all adds to her power, and all get to a point where she can basically ask ANYONE to do ANYTHING for her. And I’ve experienced it personally many, many, many times.
I don’t know about you, but reading that on Twitter made me immensely aroused: I knew there was no way I could spend anything close to that amount… but I wanted to be under Her power. I wanted to show Her my complete devotion. I wanted Her to know I am always made weak by Her power. So I contacted Her, begging for some time with Her and, after about 1 hour of wait, She finally allowed me in.
She was dressed in the hottest possible way: a short leather dress, black Wolford pantyhose, and Louboutin’s shoes. I was in Heaven. I literally lost control almost immediately, and all I know is that when She allowed me to go, I had spent 500$. I have NO idea how that happened, all I know is that I had an intense, exciting, fantastic time with Her. As always, actually.
If you still didn’t know Her, and you are not afraid, you can see her live here in her videochat… but if You don’t think You are ready for such big power…stay away. Listen to me: STAY AWAY.
There are some evenings, for a slave like me, where you just don’t want to serve anyone. You are not in the mood, maybe too concentrated on your life problems, or you are just too tired. Last night was one of those nights for me.
I had a long day at work, and was just casually browsing Facebook…wasting time, basically, and more or less getting ready to go to sleep.
But then I got a message.
“Me and my black pantyhose want to be served by you tonight.”
Just like that, out of the blue, Goddess Ishtar turned my night upside down.
You see… doesn’t matter if you are in the mood or if you are not: when Goddess Ishtar sends you a message like that, there is NO WAY you can avoid being turned on by it. There is NO WAY you can ignore it.
Obviously, I answered in the only possible way: “Yes Goddess“.
Being one of the busiest Goddesses around, it wasn’t before a good 30 minutes that She actually allowed me to see Her. During all that time I just kept staring at the screen, waiting for her order to crawl in. Like a puppy waiting for his owner, basically.
When she finally allowed me in, I was stunned by the way she looked. A short black leather dress, black pantyhose, black spike high heels…and her legendary beauty.
It was a magnificent, long and expensive session. One I will remember for a while. She kept me constantly on the edge for about 60 minutes, taking money as time went by. Always with that knowing, seductive, irresistible smile She has. Then, after such a long time, She decided to allow me to explode…after a count down from 10. But I lasted only till 3 (to my embarrassment)..she was just too hot…too seducing…too teasing.
How much did I spend? Better if I don’t tell you. But it was totally worth it. Totally. And you know that if you want to try something similar…all you have to do is show Her that you are worth it by visiting her chatroom. It will be worth it, you can take my word on it.
I think Lars (from Denmark) has been one of the oldest readers of my blog, and one of those that add more comments and mail me from time to time. The other day he wrote me about a session that he had… and it was so amazing that I decided to post it here (with his and Her consent). So here it is.
A few weeks ago, Goddess Ishtar posted some pictures of her in leather pants: you see, I love them as I get so weak when I see a woman wearing them!
I wrote Her, asking for permission to send a tribute (in my mind I thought about 500$ would have been ok) so that she would have shown it on her profile.
She answered sending me the picture of a luxury bag she wanted to buy: 1.000$. She knew I couldn’t say no, but I was still a bit scared of that amount.
We started a cam session of course, and I told her about those pictures in leather pants, and how much I loved them. Sure enough, she dressed like that: I knew I was in danger.
She got access to my computer via TeamViewer, she started taking money at the right time, making me more and more excited. After two hours and a half, she knew I wanted to cum so badly.
The she asked me “how much will you pay for my permission to cum?”
I was totally out of my mind. I told her to take whatever she wanted, as long as I could cum. I came like never before in the same moment she pressed the “send” button for the last time.
That night she took 1.700$ from me. And I have no regrets whatsoever, it was the best time of my life.
There was a movie when i was a kid that always fascinated me (probably because i’m a nerd, and everything about computer gets me going). It was called Weird Science and, basically, it was about two guys creating the woman of their dreams (Kelly LeBrock, nice choice by the way) with a computer. Let’s say it was kinda of a modern version of Frankenstein…and boy i loved it!
Now…what if i could create the Goddess of my dreams? What ingredients would i put, if i could take something from each Goddess i had the privilege to serve? Let’s play…and i hope none of these Goddesses will get offended by my words..it’s just a game and believe me…i consider all of You amazing and powerful 🙂 Let’s go from head to toes, shall we?
Hair I’ve never seen anyone with hair as long and beautiful as Goddess Ishtar. I don’t have a “thing” for long hair, but hers always fascinated me totally.
Brain All of the Goddesses i’ve ever served are smart, don’t get me wrong here…but if i could choose one, then i would surely choose OneGreatDiva. Her achievements in life speak for this, and my experience with her evil side completes the picture. Smart and evil at its best. Oh and did i mention she can also be fun when she wants? Amazing.
Eyes Goddess Kmy has a wonderful face, almost like a doll. She doesn’t show her face to everyone, but if you will be loyal and worth enough you will be rewarded by the privilege to admire her incredible, beautiful, fantastic blue eyes.
Lips In my opinion, it’s rare to find a woman with bad looking lips (i have a collegue that has almost non existent lips: that’s what i call ugly…but it’s rare!)…and it’s also very rare to look at a Goddess lips and being unable to move away. And if She uses them at her own advantage…you are doomed. So who has the best and most powerful lips ever? OneGreatDiva. No doubts about it…see them to believe it.
Voice First of all: i didn’t have the luck to listen to everyone of the Goddesses i’ve served. But among those i’ve had a chance to listen, i think OneGreatDiva is the one that, when she speaks, always puts you in your place (at her feet, basically). Beautiful and perfect english, clear and sexy voice.
Boobs Well… Jessy Princess Bernini surely have been the one impressing me the most on this matter. Beautiful and big…huge i would say. In a word: amazing.
Ass Many of the Goddesses i’ve served have a fantastic ass, but if i could choose the very best one i would go for Mistress Alexya. She has an incredibly perfect body, and her ass just reaches perfection.
Legs Long, perfect, slender legs. Goddess Lana‘s fantastic legs are meant to make anyone weak as soon as she crosses them. That matches with her love for short dresses and pantyhose…a killer combination for me.
Feet I’ve always said it and i will never stop doing so: MsClassy has the most beautiful arched feet i’ve ever seen in my whole life. And believe me, being a foot fetishist i’ve seen a lot of them (virtually). Ever since i saw her the first time i was like shocked by the arch of her feet, and today i still am each time i see Her.
Elegance This kinda hurts me a bit, because she’s not a domme anymore. Goddess Adriana always had a different outfit, and each time it was elegant, sexy and with awesome pantyhose or stockings. The way she moved was just awesome, like a cat i would say. Each step she took was meant to be admired and worshipped. Her shoes drove me crazy each time i saw a new pair. It was like a dream coming true finding a Goddess with a style identical to what i consider the perfect style any woman should have. And it hurts to think i won’t be able to worship her anymore.
Wow….now that i’ve finished…i’m starting to imagine this creature…and i guess She could easily rule the whole world…don’t you think?
This happened just today…it was brief..but intense.
I was in office, at the end of my day and, as it doesn’t really happen often, i was alone. Everybody left a bit earlier today, so basically i had the chance to be alone for about 30 minutes before it was time to leave for home
Goddess Ishtar was online. I was looking at her icon… thinking if it would have been appropriate to approach Her or not…when..
I want you to spoil me, i don’t care if you are in office
Just like if She knew i was alone. I don’t know how she could but… i was immediatly in her videochat. She had a leather dress on, with vintage stockings and some gorgeousheels. I couldn’t stay long…so it all lasted like 10 minutes…but it was SO intense…like a rush to spoil Her as much as i could in those few minutes.
I admit, i probably don’t visit Her chatroom as much as i should…but she never stops surprising me. Never stops getting more and more beautiful and dangerous.