This won’t be a long post, but I want to put it here to see if others ever felt the same frustration when what I’m about to describe happened. To me, this is by far the biggest frustration as a slave, one of those nights where all you can do is hit your head on the wall.
Imagine this: you haven’t had a chance to have a session with that special Goddess for a long time. The reasons behind it are not important, they can be money, lack of privacy, lack of free time, or whatever. What counts is that you haven’t seen her for a long time, and you are craving to serve Her again.
Then, one morning, she posts something on Twitter: she says that she will be online that night, and the time she says she will be there perfectly matches your free time. You know you will be online at that time, you know you will have your chance.
You dream about that moment the whole day: at home, in your car, in the office. All you can think of is what is going to happen at night. You will finally be able to serve her again, you will finally be able to let yourself go and be her slave. The moment you have been dreaming of for months.
The night comes. You log in. You load her profile and she is offline. You stay there and refresh the page countless times. You even check your internet connection, fearing something could go wrong. Minutes pass. An hour. Two. You have been waiting for two hours, and you look at the clock and realize the worse is happening: she is not coming online. Your chance is wasted. You don’t know when you will have another one, but it’s not going to be tonight.
They say a picture is worth 1000 words, so I’m sure a video will definitely help you understand why I think FeetGoddesss is such unique and amazing.
It’s a video from the session I had a few nights ago…decided to do it so that everyone could have a hint of what it is to see her live in cam, in a private session….but just a hint. Session was way, WAY hotter than what you’ll see here.
Last night I had an amazing time with Goddess Ishtar, so I thought of writing about Her. She is probably one of the Financial Domination Goddesses I’ve been serving for the longest time now, but every time I am amazed by Her.
As I said many times I guess, in Financial Domination beauty is not everything. Of course, it’s where everything starts from (for me at least), and there is no doubt that Goddess Ishtar is one beautiful Woman…but there is way more than that.
She is a smart Woman that easily understands your weaknesses and needs. Yes, you’ve read it right: Needs. I was thinking about this while on cam with Her last night. She is not a Goddess playing just a part to get money, or acting as She doesn’t care about the slave in front of her.
She will enslave you by giving you what you dream of (within her limits and rules of course): so if you are into nylon, feet, and heels as I am… rest assured that every single minute you will spend with Her will be a dream come true for a fetishist of this kind.
And what she did last night was no exception: dressed in a beautiful piece of lingerie with matching stockings, high heels to die for and…her natural sex appeal. Those long hair, her beautiful face, the exciting look in her face. Everything was SO damn perfect that, as it always happens, I simply lost track of time and managed to close the session just because…She stopped it as she had to go somewhere else.
I had such a great time that decided to make a small video of it…hope you will enjoy it. But believe me…no recorded video can even get closer to the excitement of seeing her LIVE on cam.
If there is one part of a woman’s body that makes me weak, that has to be her legs and feet, especially if in pantyhose. And that’s the reason why Goddess Kmy has an incredible power over me..since a long time now.
It’s no secret that i have been visiting lots of Goddesses online…but i honestly can’t think of a pair of legs more beautiful than Goddess Kmy’s. Add to that Her huge collection of shoes and pantyhose, and you will know why i am totally, totally, TOTALLY crazy about Her.
The problem is ….She knows my weaknesses…and She totally knows how tomanipulate me using her legs. I don’t even know how many times i told myself “no, i won’t go and see Her tonight” and then failing as soon as She tells me about what She’s wearing.
I decided to make a short video…so that you all can relate to my “problem” with Her…
by the way…her videochat is here…but i wouldn’t go there if i was you. Unless you want your wallet to…suffer.
Today i stumbled across this TED talk from Johann Hari, a british journalist that spent three years researching the war on drugs, trying to understand if what we know about drugs and addiction is correct…or wrong.
I won’t spoil the video too much, but it’s rather interesting for all those people that thinks to know everything about addictions….and especially for all those people coming up with “you should just stop, this is stupid”. And yes, financial domination can be quite related to a few things he says.
Watch the video…it will make you think.
Obviously, financial domination can’t be compared to drugs….or…can it?
In the end what he says about the rat park can be something that a moneyslave is looking for as well. And it’s actually true: the few times that i really wanted to escape from this, i managed to stay away only focusing on the great things in my life…like my family, my job (jobs, actually), my hobbies…but the thing is….is this really an addiction? or is it just part of who i am?
Because in the end… looks like you turn into drugs to escape your everyday life…but when i turn into financial domination, i do it to satisfy a sexual need i have…so what could it be my rat park? What could fulfill my needs and make me stop my financial domination fetish?
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