I don’t know about you, but when i’m watching a beautiful Goddess driving me crazy, i tend to speak a lot. Of course i don’t make lots of sense, as brain doesn’t really work well in those moments, but i tend to keep telling Her how gorgeous she is, how incredible she looks.
That’s why what happened last night was PAINFUL.
Goddess Adriana approached my on chat, ordering me to go and see Her, even if i was low on cash. She said “doesn’t matter for how long, come in or i won’t let you see me for 2 weeks”. Obviously, in no time i was in her videochat.
She was stunning: a back tight skirt above the knee, cuban tan pantyhose, high heel peeptoes and a nice white top. Simply AMAZING.
But almost immediatly, She turned that videochat into the most painful one till now:
Tonight, i want you to watch me in silence. Just shut up and worship
My total devotion for Her made me follow that order literally, and i didn’t say a word for about 10 minutes (then i had to go…as money run out quite quickly). Believe me, it was painful. I was there, looking at Her… excited, willing to tell Her how beautiful She is, how powerful She is….and i couldn’t. I had to stay in silence. But her microphone was on, so i was able to listen the noise of her legs crossing, of her shoe dangling…and i was also able to see her chatting with someone else. But i just remained in silence, as She ordered.
I didn’t really think silence could have been a torture…till last night. One of the many things Goddess Adriana is making me learn…day by day.
A beautiful Woman. Stockings. Sandals. Her foot on his face. Her other foot on his cock. She’s drinking coffee, as if she doesn’t care that much of him being down there. She’s powerful, Her power being represented by her “size” compared to his.
Isn’t this the perfect dream of each and every slave?
And so this year comes to and end. And more or less nothing changed since last year: my financial domination fetish is as strong as ever.
A few minutes ago i’ve updated my expenses record and i saw two things: in december i’ve spent less than usual…and in total, in 2013, i’ve spent 22.025$ on financial domination… that’s a hell of a lot…and something i’m ashamed of but…something i just can’t avoid it seems. Maybe the fact i’ve spend less in december could make me think that i’m improving…but how long will it last? How long till one of those Goddesses will contact me on messenger saying one of the things that excites me most?
I’m wearing nylons, and i’m going to rape your wallet tonight
I don’t know. My journey continues…my fetish isn’t stopping…and my money keeps going away from my pocket.
And while i’m writing this, i just saw one of One Great Diva’s latest pictures…
There was a time when i thought my financial domination habit could be stopped, or that i could slow it down. Lately it seems even are happening to make me understand that i will never be able to get out of it.
Just when i thought i had enough troubles, last night i got and instant message from MsClassy. All She said was this:
I immediatly knew what that was meaning, and my heart started beating fast. It has been a while since i last saw her, as She wasn’t online often… these days i did notice her online, but i thought, perhaps, She wasn’t interested in me anymore…in a way, i felt safe.
Boy i was wrong. She made me weak in a second, not even wearing nylons this time. Her perfect feet were more than enough to drive me crazy. As i think most of you know by now, i am into feet but, mostly, into nylons. Barefeet usually don’t do anything to me. But with Her it’s totally different. She has the most perfect arched feet i’ve ever seen, her toes are just a huge tease, the way she naturally dangle her shoes is something to be seen to believe…so yes… all these things together made me spend a lot…again…with her.
Yes, since today i’m officialy broke, at least till this sunday. Yeah, went over my credit card limit and can’t spend till it gets reset…this sunday that is. So i was just browsing around…then… i see One Great Diva updated her personal site of which i’m a member of and… well… this is one of the pictures.
Now…is there any more perfect, powerful, gorgeous creature in this world? How will i ever be able to stop serving Her? There can be others, and surely there are…but One Great Diva is just… The One.
Ok i will say it again: i’m broke. Till monday my credit card is maxed out….so i can just…sit here and dream on free stuff…and that hurts, a lot. I’ve been browsing around pictures for a while tonight, and some of them are really driving me crazy…i’ll post them here and well…if you’ll click on them you’ll see whom they belong to…
Well somehow… this morning i woke up and saw i had an e-mail… and it was from One Great Diva. For a moment i though it was a nice gesture, maybe a way to make things easier for me…then i opened it… there was one pic attached and all the e-mail said was:
“Spoil me. Today.”
It’s going to be a really expensive Christmas… i don’t think i’m the only one thinking that this pic is just… too much. I’ll be in her videochat soon… i actually can’t wait to be there.
(Article originally posted on December 12th, 2012)
Life is unfair. Recently i noticed some improvements in my financial domination addiction, i thought i was keeping it under control: didn’t get the same excitement, didn’t get the same “need” to serve Goddesses… so yes, i was quite satisfied about it (even if still not happy, that’s a different story).
Then, today, One Great Diva showed up and pushed me back into the worst period of this nightmare. She didn’t show any sort of mercy, didn’t even care if i had troubles or whatever.
She contacted me on messenger, sent me this picture and just said:
“I’m online, move your ass”
How could i resist? How could ANYBODY resist? I didn’t. I went in, spent a fortune in cam, bought her a pair of shoes as She ordered, looked at her laughing about my weakness, stared at her incredible beauty, went offline when She said She was bored of me.
End of story. I spent a fortune and i am actually here getting excited while i write this. My nightmare starts again. Today.