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Beyond Control: My Surrender to Goddess Ishtar in Portugal

Beyond Control: My Surrender to Goddess Ishtar in Portugal

As you may have noticed, I didn’t post on this blog as much as I used to recently. The reason is quite simple: I have been trying to stay away from findom, to be a good husband, a hard worker and an everyday, normal man…and a bit less of a paypig.
But my efforts at normality began to unravel when I happened to have a casual chat from Goddess Ishtar in which she mentioned she was going to attend a conference in Portugal. By coincidence, I was planning to attend a conference in Portugal around the same time, and through that coincidence, any plans at keeping to the straight and narrow were doomed.

Resistance is futile

At first, I thought I could resist the temptation to be used by her in real time, but I was naïve.  She started to mindfuck and tease me, using my desire and weaknesses as weapons to undermine my will. She sent me photos from our first real time meeting, attacking me mentally and using the memories, feelings, sensations to flood my brain with dopamine to make me mindlessly horny.

Very soon I had returned to that unique form of madness that only Goddess Ishtar can inspire in the male psyche. I had carefully and dutifully saved some money for a summer vacation with my wife, but I knew I would lose it all the moment I was trapped in her golden web.  I tried to shake some sense and sobriety into my brain to balance the dark and irrational desires that were welling up from the deepest recesses of my brain. But all too soon those dark waves overwhelmed any rationality I had left, and I fell into that familiar self-destructive spiral once more. I knew there would be serious consequences this time – my marriage was very much at stake this time. How could I explain everything away this time, my distraction, inattention, the disappearance of the money we had saved for our vacation? I knew that I was walking into the abyss, but my desire was so intense, at that I didn’t care, all I wanted was to feel that thrill of being a findom junkie, out of control, feeling the visceral power of Goddess Ishtar.

The adventure begins

My brain filled with these dark shadows; I arrived in beautiful Lisbon. The meeting with Goddess Ishtar was scheduled for that evening and she had said she would text me the address and exact time the afternoon of my arrival. I was restless – the danger, the money, and the excitement were all making my nerves electric, my body was trembling in a heady mix of wild anticipation and arousal.

After what seemed like an eternity, I received a text message from Goddess Ishtar:

“Meet me at the Discoteca Jézebel, Praça José Teodoro Dos Santos, (Casino Estoril), Estoril tonight at 23:00, slave”

I didn’t expect the meeting would have been in a different city, but 20 Kms and some heavy traffic wouldn’t have stopped me of course. I took an Uber and, after about 40 minutes and 50 Euros spent, I arrived to Casino Estoril and entered the Discoteca Jézebel.

Meeting Goddess Ishtar

On my way to the bar, my fear and excitement mounted to almost painful levels. Adrenaline was coursing through my veins, and the closer I came to the bar, the more it felt like I had electric electricity running through my veins instead of blood.

When I arrived, I sent a text message to Goddess Ishtar:

”I am here, Goddess.”

After a few minutes that looked like a lifetime, she finally replied:

“Find me in the VIP area, slave”

Goddess Ishtar dressed to perfection, ready to drain YourMoneySlave
Goddess Ishtar posted this photo right before leaving for the drain

Although the bar was crowded with people, Goddess Ishtar stood out from the crowd, sitting at a table in the VIP area wearing a tight black dress, shiny black pantyhose and expensive ankle boots. She looked even hotter than I remembered, a vision of desire. And, although I have been serving her for nearly 14 years, and met Her once already, I started shaking. Couldn’t even breath well. The vision of her was almost unbearable for my heart, I was excited and scared beyond any possible imagination. But I wouldn’t have stop here of course, so I slowly approached her.

The huge drain

Make yourself comfortable and have a drink, slave” she commanded and pointed to the sofa.

I was trembling and my heart was racing as if I had just run a marathon. My need to be used and financially abused was welling up from the deepest depths of my soul. I craved that feeling of the complete loss of control, to be under her control, to feel her power.

My gaze was fixed on her, but even so, my whole body trembled as if surprised, as she shifted her hips gracefully and stretched her legs and laid her feet on my lap. I could feel my cock twitch in response.

Give me your best foot rub, slaveshe ordered.

My foot massage to Goddess Ishtar during our Findom Cashmeet
Click here and be Goddess Ishtar's moneyslave

With shaking hands, I carefully and worshipfully slipped her boots from her perfect feet, taking the greatest care not to scratch them and began to massage her feet feeling the warmth of her skin through the silky pantyhose.   After a few moments of this bliss, I heard her say, without drama, “Hand me your wallet, slave.” Taking great care to continue massaging her feet with one hand, I reached the other into my jacket and gave her my wallet. With a practiced motion, Goddess Ishtar took the wallet, flipped it open and extracted all the cash it contained, leaving it limp and completely empty.

Findom Cashmeet with Goddess Ishtar - She takes all the money from my wallet

She had taken 5,250 EU, the 5K EU I had brought for her tribute as she had stipulated, and an additional 250 EU I had brought for my everyday expenses.  Then she said the words I had been dreading.

“I know you have more money in your savings account, slave.”

“Please, Goddess, mercy” I murmured, hopelessly. Not even really meaning what I said. Deep down I was craving for more and more. I wanted to be drain and ruined completely.

“You knew that 5K wouldn’t satisfy me, slave, didn’t you? That tribute is necessary, but not sufficient You have known that at some level from the moment you agreed to this meeting, you know me, you know what I want. I want your complete and unreserved compliance, complete submission. The cost of this meeting is not about mere money, a measly 5K EU. The true cost is your willingness to risk complete ruination to demonstrate your devotion to your Goddess. I want you to prove that you are willing to put at risk everything you have – family, life, career in order to be my slave.”

“Fundamentally, I want to destroy you and take everything you have. Hand me your cell phone, slave. Now have another drink.”

Her confidence, beauty and power made me completely powerless and helpless.

I was punch-drunk, confused, aroused, I couldn’t think clearly, I couldn’t control my actions and desires, I was just her mindfuck puppet dangling from her elegant fingers on strings of silk.

Quickly finding my banking app on the phone, she tapped it open as I looked on, paralyzed by the web she had wrapped me in. Then, like a silver bell, I heard her next demand, “Open the app, slave, now!”

Findom Cashmeet with Goddess Ishtar - opening my phone bank app
Findom Cashmeet with Goddess Ishtar -  massaging her feet in pantyhose while giving her my phone
Findom Cashmeet with Goddess Ishtar -  massaging her feet in pantyhose while giving her access to my bank account

My fingers trembling, I entered the necessary data and handed the phone back to her. In less than a minute I had laid bare all my finances and given her complete access. Thirty seconds to do the most stupid thing I had done in my entire life.

Findom Cashmeet with Goddess Ishtar - She is taking money from my bank account

Mindlessly I stared at my hands, still rubbing her divine feet and calves, and heard, as if in the distance, the tone that signaled a transaction had been completed successfully.  Out of the corner of my eye I could see the Goddess grin in triumph.

Goddess Ishtar stood up abruptly and slipped her feet back into her boots: “I will be back in 5 minutes” she said and left, striding across the bar like the divine creature she is, every eye turning to follow her progress as she cut her way through the crowd.

The unexpected gift

The afternoon of anticipation, the electric effect of seeing her in the bar, the sensation of massaging her calves and feet, the dark excitement of the extreme submission she had demanded of me had all combined to make me extremely horny: I desperately needed a release. I wanted nothing more than to escape to my hotel room and stroke my cock until I exploded with mindless orgasm, but I knew that if the Goddess returned and found me gone, my punishment would be physically and mentally excruciating.  So, I stayed where I was, my cock dripping my brain a blur until Goddess Ishtar returned in 10 minutes that had felt like an eternity.

As she strode toward me, I noticed with a thrill that now her legs were bare and she was holding, bunched in one fist the pair of black silk pantyhose that had previously been stretched across her beautiful legs, feet, and heavenly ass.  With a powerful and victorious expression on her face, she leaned forward, held the wisp of silk across my mouth. The pantyhose were fragrant with her scent and still held some of the warmth of her body.  Through a haze of desire, I heard the whisper she dripped into my ear, “When you get back to your hotel room, slave, I want you to turn on the video recorder in your laptop, wrap these pantyhose around your face, and jerk off slowly as you breath in the scent of my body and remember your empty wallet and empty bank account. Edge for at least 10 minutes, holding back as long as you can. Only after 10 minutes or longer, you are allowed to cum. Only after you send me the video are you allowed to check your accounts. Now leave, I have no use for you anymore.

The release and the humiliation

As I stumbled back to my hotel, my desire grew to painful proportions. My need for release became the center of my awareness, a bright blinding drive that blotted all else and was soon more important more than anything else.

Stumbling into the lobby of my hotel, rushed to my room looking like a madman, almost breaking down the door in my desperation to get in.  Ripping off my clothes and tossing them in a heap in the corner, I opened my laptop, turned on the video recorder application, kneeled at the bed like the supplicant I was and wrapped the perfumed pantyhose of the Goddess around my face like a holy shroud.  I put the empty wallet and my cellphone on the floor between my knees, spat into my palm grabbed my throbbing cock and began to masturbate, furiously at first, but then more cautiously, mindful of her 10-minute minimum.  As the wave of orgasm rose in my balls, fragments of desire and memory filled my brain, the sight and sensation of her sexy feet, the scent of her perfume, the heat of body, the assured power that emanated from her and she bent me to her will.

After 11 minutes and 12 seconds, I could no longer hold back. My cum exploded from my cock, spattering the computer, carpet, wallet, and cellphone with my thick semen of need that the Goddess and drawn from me. Before cleaning the mess, I had made, I saved the video, made some screenshots of key moments, and sent them to Goddess Ishtar as I had been instructed. As I clicked the button to send the video, my cock was still dripping cum onto the carpet, a hot sticky reminder of my shame and need and a sharp feeling of regret began to fill me.

The shocking discovery

What have I just done? What have I done to myself?  With a feeling of existential dread and after several false starts, I logged into my banking app to see what damage I had to contend with and explain to my family. The pit in my stomach grew bigger and bigger as it became clear that the Goddess and emptied all my personal accounts as well as the joint accounts I shared with my wife.  In total, in addition to the money she had already taken for her own, an additional 14,472.17 EU was gone. She had takem them all. My account showed a rounded, never seen before, zero.

Cashmeet Findom with Goddess Ishtar - Photo of my bank account showing zero euros in it
Goddess Ishtar took a photo of my phone after taking all the money in my bank account

My brain began to race, thinking how I could escape this damning situation. I sank deeper and deeper into a miasma of anxiety, regret and fear the room seeming to close in on me from all sides. After some time, not sure how long, the clear and unique tone of a message on my phone from the Goddess cut through the depression like a shaft of light in a dungeon.  My brain filled with mindless desire as I reached for the phone.  

I saw her message

Well done, slave.

And immediately my depression and anxiety lifted, replaced by pride at having please the Goddess. She had also edited the materials I had sent and added some photos of her own, including a few taken from my mobile while she was empting my bank account. I looked at those photos over and over, as I could not believe my eyes.

Findom Cashmeet with Goddess Ishtar - Her beautiful legs in pantyhose and cash in her hand
Findom Cashmeet with Goddess Ishtar - Taking her shoes off

But even if the consequences have been shockingly harsh on my and my bank account, Looking through these visual examples of my depravity and submission, I could feel the rising wave of desire flooding my body, and the electric need to be used and abused by her even harder. I have never been drained that hard before, and yet I felt like it wasn’t enough. I wanted more. I wanted to keep serving and spoiling her as I have been doing for about 14 years now.

Final thoughts

As I sit down writing this post, I can’t stop thinking and trying to figure out how was all this even possible. How does she do it? How does she exercise such control over all men? How has she amassed such power to destroy and wreak havoc on one man after another? How is it possible that, after a long time of submission and servitude, after all the hard draining, all I can think of is how I can save some money to serve her again? At this stage, I still don’t know how I am going to hide all this from my wife, but I don’t really care. All I want is to keep making Goddess Ishtar happy, to keep looking at her beauty, to keep feeling lost in those hypnotic eyes, to keep feeling the adrenaline pump into my veins each time she demands for more.

Unveiling the Holy Grail: My Discovery of the Ultimate Financial Domination Manga

Unveiling the Holy Grail: My Discovery of the Ultimate Financial Domination Manga

From the moment I stumbled upon Manga comics, it was like finding a secret passage into a realm where every page whispered tales that resonated with my deepest fantasies. Manga, with its vibrant imagery and captivating narratives, offered an unparalleled excitement, an electrifying experience that set it apart from any other form of storytelling.

As I traversed the vast landscapes of the internet in search of Manga treasures, a persistent yearning emerged—a desire for a story that delved into the intricate dance of Financial Domination. This pursuit wasn’t just about finding any Manga; it was about unearthing a narrative that would capture the essence of how individuals like us, playfully dubbed paypigs, could be lured into surrendering our hard-earned money to an enticing woman. It’s the teasing, the sparkle in her eyes, the doubts lingering in our minds just before we hit that spend button, and the palpable desperation when we fear we’ve fallen short of her expectations.

Imagine my surprise when, just a few days ago, I stumbled upon what can only be described as the epitome of a Financial Domination Manga—a revelation that felt like destiny had orchestrated a perfect alignment of stars to fulfill my quest.

This Manga, this masterpiece, paints a narrative that transcends the boundaries of mere fantasy. Picture a cute girl, a virtuoso in the art of desire, skillfully teasing a guy into a whirlwind of spending. Witness his valiant attempts to resist the siren call of temptation, the ensuing shopping session that becomes a battleground of desires, and the crescendo of tension as he stands hesitating at the cashpoint, pulled by her teasing yet torn by an inner struggle.

It’s nothing short of a dream come true, a symphony of emotions and desires meticulously choreographed within the pages of “Hajimete no Mitsugi Maso-ka Choukyou – Misaki Route.” As you embark on this literary journey, prepare to be captivated, enthralled, and transported into a realm where Financial Domination and Manga intertwine seamlessly. Without further delay, I extend an invitation: lose yourself in the enchanting allure of this masterpiece, a tale that transcends the ordinary and plunges you into the extraordinary.

So, with bated breath and eager anticipation, step into the world of “Hajimete no Mitsugi Maso-ka Choukyou – Misaki Route” and allow yourself to be swept away by the magic it unfolds!

Exploring the Nature of Findom Sessions: Pleasure or Punishment?

Exploring the Nature of Findom Sessions: Pleasure or Punishment?

During a recent conversation with a fellow paypig, I came to realize the diverse ways in which individuals approach Financial Domination sessions. Personally, I view findom as a treat, while others perceive it as a means of escape or relief from life’s pressures. Let’s delve into these two distinct approaches and their implications.

Approach 1: Financial Domination as a Reward

In my case, I engage in findom sessions as a form of self-reward when things are going well in my personal and professional life. It’s akin to congratulating myself for achievements or simply enjoying the fruits of success. Think of it as saying, “Well done, now treat yourself!” For me, embarking on a Financial Domination session is contingent upon being in a positive mental state. If I’m feeling down or unhappy, the idea of a session wouldn’t even cross my mind. It would only be a waste of time and money. However, when I’m in a good mood, a session can be the perfect cherry on top of an already delightful situation. In rare instances, I might resort to findom when I’m angry, seeking solace from the source of my anger. Nevertheless, I avoid engaging in findom when I’m sad, disappointed, or worried.

Approach 2: Financial Domination as an Escape

Alternatively, some individuals turn to findom as a temporary escape from life’s challenges, seeking relief from situations that undermine their self-confidence. This approach is akin to other addictive behaviors, where individuals, amidst their lowest points, seek refuge in Financial Domination, only to find themselves feeling even worse once the session concludes.

Can One Choose Their Approach?

Personally, I believe that the choice of approach is not a conscious decision. It is our instinct that guides us towards findom when we feel the need for it. Instinct alone determines which approach resonates with us. While I acknowledge that my approach is not the only one, I consider it to be less perilous. When we are in a positive state of mind, our brain tends to function better, reducing feelings of desperation and self-harm.

What Are Your Thoughts? Please comment below and let me know your perspective!

The Best Camera For Online Sessions: an in depth review

The Best Camera For Online Sessions: an in depth review

I have never made a secret that, in my opinion, one of the most important things for an online Cam Model is the quality of your streaming. We all know that the image of a Financial Domination Model has to be the one of a spoiled woman, one who doesn’t need money from slaves but just gets them to show her power: a bad looking video gives the idea of a cheap camera and, in the end, of a not so much spoiled Goddess. The slave easily ends up thinking, “This model doesn’t even have the money to buy a decent camera, is she really as powerful as she says?

So, in an effort to help new and experienced cam models to give a better experience to us, slaves, I started looking into the cameras that can be used to stream online. I asked Goddesses out there what camera they are using, did my own research, and came out with a choice: the Logitech Brio. Of course, I don’t want you to take my word as granted, so I will compare this camera with a few other very common choices: at the end of this post, you will have a clear idea which is the best cam for you.

As a financial domination model or dominatrix, the quality of your online sessions is essential to your success. Having a high-quality camera that can capture every detail of your performance is crucial. The Logitech Brio is a popular choice for cam models, but is it the best option for financial domination new models? In this in-depth review, we will explore the Logitech Brio, compare it to the Logitech C920 and the Sony A9, and provide a guide for new cam models.

Logitech Brio Overview

The Logitech Brio is a 4K webcam that offers exceptional image quality and a range of features that make it a popular choice for cam models. It has a 90-degree field of view, which is wider than most webcams, and it also features advanced autofocus and light correction technology. The webcam also has an adjustable field of view, allowing you to zoom in and out depending on your needs.

Pros

  1. Exceptional Image Quality: The Logitech Brio delivers high-quality images, thanks to its 4K resolution capability. It captures every detail of your performance, making it ideal for financial domination models.
  2. Adjustable Field of View: The adjustable field of view is a great feature that allows you to zoom in and out, depending on your needs, without sacrificing image quality.
  3. Advanced Autofocus and Light Correction: The Logitech Brio’s autofocus and light correction technology ensures that your image stays sharp and clear, even in low-light conditions.
  4. Wide Field of View: The 90-degree field of view is wider than most webcams, making it easier for you to capture everything you need for your online session.

Cons

  1. Expensive: The Logitech Brio is more expensive than other webcams on the market, which may not be ideal for new cam models who are just starting.
  2. Requires a High-Speed USB Port: The Logitech Brio requires a high-speed USB port to work properly, which may not be available on all computers.

Logitech Brio vs Logitech C920

The Logitech C920 is one of the most popular webcams on the market and is a great option for new cam models. It offers 1080p resolution and a 78-degree field of view.

Pros of Logitech C920

  1. Affordable: The Logitech C920 is more affordable than the Logitech Brio, making it a great option for new cam models.
  2. Good Image Quality: The C920 offers 1080p resolution, which is good enough for most online sessions.
  3. Easy to Use: The C920 is easy to use and doesn’t require any additional software.

Cons of Logitech C920

  1. Narrow Field of View: The 78-degree field of view is narrower than the Logitech Brio, which may limit what you can capture in your sessions.
  2. No Autofocus: The C920 doesn’t have advanced autofocus technology, which means you may need to manually adjust the focus.

Logitech Brio vs Sony A9

The Sony A9 is a high-end mirrorless camera that is popular among professional photographers and videographers. It offers 4K video and a range of advanced features.

Pros of Sony A9

  1. Exceptional Image Quality: The Sony A9 offers exceptional image quality, thanks to its full-frame sensor and advanced autofocus technology.
  2. Interchangeable Lenses: The Sony A9 has interchangeable lenses, which allows you to customize your setup based on your needs.
  3. Professional Grade: The Sony A9 is a professional-grade camera that is widely used by photographers and videographers.

Cons of Sony A9

  1. Expensive: The Sony A9 is significantly more expensive than both the Logitech Brio and C920, making it an unrealistic option for most new cam models.
  2. Complicated Setup: The Sony A9 requires additional equipment and software to work as a webcam, making it a more complicated setup than webcams.

Tips for New Cam Models

If you’re a new cam model, choosing the right camera for your online sessions can be overwhelming. Here are some tips to help you make the right choice:

  1. Consider Your Budget: The Logitech C920 is a great option for those on a budget, while the Logitech Brio offers exceptional image quality at a higher price point.
  2. Think About Your Needs: Consider what you need to capture in your online sessions and choose a camera with the right field of view.
  3. Look for Autofocus: Advanced autofocus technology can save you time and ensure that your image stays sharp and clear.
  4. Experiment: Don’t be afraid to experiment with different cameras and setups until you find the one that works best for you.

Comparison Table

CharacteristicLogitech BrioLogitech C920Sony A9
Image QualityExceptionalGoodGood
Field of View90 Degrees78 DegreesVaries by Lens
AutofocusAdvancedSimpleAdvanced
PriceExpensiveAffordableVery Expensive
Ease of UseEasyEasyComplicated
CompatibilityRequires High-Speed USB PortCompatible with USB 2.0Requires Additional Equipment and Software
Ideal forFinancial Domination ModelsNew Cam ModelsProfessional Photographers and Videographers

Conclusion

In conclusion, the Logitech Brio is an excellent choice for financial domination models who need exceptional image quality and a wide field of view. However, it is more expensive than other webcams on the market, which may not be ideal for new cam models on a budget. The Logitech C920 is a great option for those on a budget, while the Sony A9 is a professional-grade camera that is best suited for professional photographers and videographers. When choosing a camera for your online sessions, consider your budget, needs, and level of expertise, and don’t be afraid to experiment until you find the right setup for you. To buy the Logitech Brio at the best price, click here

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10 New Year’s Resolutions for the Devoted Paypig: A Lighthearted Look at Life as a Financial Submissive

10 New Year’s Resolutions for the Devoted Paypig: A Lighthearted Look at Life as a Financial Submissive

As we enter a new year, many people are thinking about their resolutions and what they want to accomplish in the coming months. But have you ever considered the resolutions of a paypig?

I doubt anyone reading this would need an explanation of what a paypig is, but for the sake of this article…here it is.

A paypig, for those who may not be familiar, is a submissive individual who derives pleasure from financially supporting a dominant partner, often in exchange for attention, affection, or other forms of psychological gratification.

So, without further ado, here are the top 10 new year’s resolutions for a paypig:

  1. “I resolve to send even more money to my Goddess because nothing brings me greater joy than making her life a little easier.”
  2. “I resolve to learn more about the financial interests of my Goddess so that I can better cater to her needs and desires.”
  3. “I resolve to be more attentive to the requests and commands of my Goddess because her pleasure is my top priority.”
  4. “I resolve to save up for that special gift that my Goddess has been hinting at because making her happy is worth any financial sacrifice.”
  5. “I resolve to be more proactive in finding new ways to serve and support my Goddess because nothing brings me greater satisfaction.”
  6. “I resolve to work harder and earn more money so that I can offer even greater financial support to my Goddess.”
  7. “I resolve to be more creative in my financial tribute because my Goddess deserves the best and most unique gifts.”
  8. “I resolve to be more patient and understanding when my Goddess tests my limits because I know it’s all part of the dynamic we share.”
  9. “I resolve to communicate more openly and honestly with my Goddess about my financial limits and boundaries because honesty and transparency are key to any healthy relationship.”
  10. “I resolve to embrace my role as a paypig and embrace the joy and fulfillment it brings me because there’s no better way to start the new year than by embracing who you truly are.”

So there you have it, the top 10 new year’s resolutions of a paypig. Whether you’re a paypig yourself (and if you are, you should click here and start acting on this list) or a Goddess reading this post, I hope you enjoyed this little bit of lighthearted fun.