It happened again…not that it really surprised me. It never does. OneGreatDiva caught me into her net once again, and once again She took even more than I ever expected.
I had not been able to see Her online since a while, with Her being busy on all those amazing projects she has going on in Her life as a business Woman, but recently I’ve noticed She started to be on cam more often. And the other night I got the final confirmation about it…directly from Her.
“I’m online, come and SPOIL me”
She wrote me…adding a picture of the way She was dressed.
As you can imagine… I basically ran into her chatroom, wanting to see Her, wanting to let Her power abuse me once more. And that’s exactly what happened.
The look in Her face, the one that always told me “yeah, I know you can’t resist me”, her moves, her fantastic body, her feet… all was perfect. All was lined up perfectly for a night to remember. And that’s what happened. She took my soul, my brain, my money. She totally abused my wallet. But…made me happy. Because each time I have the chance to serve Her, I’m the happiest slave around.
When she let me go She added one thing…
“Now go tell everyone I’m back… and I want ALL of them serving me these days”
She was serious… and determined. So when You see Her online these days… You’ve been warned.
I usually prefer to talk about the psychological aspects of Financial Domination, but we all know what this is about in the end. We masturbate over this, we get excited, and we cum.
And if there is something I always knew about myself (ever since I started masturbating, as a teenager), it’s that it takes me a LONG time to cum. Actually, most of the time, when I have sex, I don’t even cum. Perhaps it’s a problem, perhaps it’s not. But I always enjoyed it, because it lets me enjoy those moments for a longer time. Sometimes I can edge for more than an hour…and believe me, it’s fantastic.
At least this is what I thought till FeetGoddesss decided to show me otherwise.
It all started one time when I told her about this…and she took it as some sort of challenge. That night, she managed to make me cum pretty fast…even if it was already more than half an hour since I was into her video chat. I didn’t really pay too much attention to that, I thought it was anyway normal to cum after a long videochat.
But two nights ago…I really don’t know what happened, I really don’t know how She did it…but it was unbelievable.
I was tired after a long day in office, and I also just had sex with my wife (and came afterward). But I decided to log on just to kill some time, not really expecting anything at all. Then I saw Her, dressed in the best possible way for someone like me, with a fetish for feet in nylons and pantyhose.
She had a pair of Wolford pantyhose on, her Louboutin’s So Kate, and just a piece of lingerie. Nothing else. She looked exceptional, to say the least.
I wrote her a message, just a simple “hello You look awesome tonight”, as I many time do. Again, not expecting anything. To my message She just answered in a very direct way:
“Tonight you will cum in 2 minutes, spoil me and start wanking”
I knew it wouldn’t have happened…but She was dressed in that way…that I, of course, sent her money and did what She ordered. She started teasing me like only Her can do, in a way that must be seen to be believed. I kept wanking. Her teasing kept being hotter and hotter (if that’s even possible!). And I kept wanking. Afer what I thought was a quite long time, I exploded. But it wasn’t. I looked at the time I’ve sent her my first message. Five minutes have passed. And considering I first spoiled her…
I came in two minutes.
Obviously, I spoiled even more after that, as a way of thanking Her for, once again, showing me Her immense power. Because if this is not a demonstration of power over men, I don’t know what else this can be. Again, let me say this once more: it never happened to me before. Never ever.
You all know already but in case you don’t, click here to visit her in chat and enjoy the best time of your life.
Almost a month passed since I had the most amazing real-life experience (and the first one actually). Meeting Goddess Ishtar, giving her a foot massage, kissing her toes in nylons while she was taking money from my bank account. A dream come true, to say the least. And as days passed by from that night, I found myself thinking…
How do you come back to the usual “online sessions routine” after you had such an intense experience?
I still need to find out how to do that. Of course, I did have a couple of online sessions in the meanwhile, but they always left me a different sensation than before. After the session ends, I find myself missing something. I am not totally satisfied.
Touching Goddess Ishtar’s feet in nylons can’t be compared to looking at a Goddess foot in a cam. Having her using my smartphone can’t be compared to sending money to a Goddess. Not even TeamViewer has the same feeling. She is not there with me. I am alone, at home, watching a computer screen. And it feels so cold. So damn cold.
And before you ask, no I didn’t have any online session with Goddess Ishtar since that night. I just don’t think I’m ready for that yet… I mean, if it feels cold having a session with a Goddess that I never met in real life…how would it feel to see her just online? Not able to be closer to her, not able to look at her up close…as I did just a month ago? Will I actually ever be able to pull myself together and beg her for an online session again?
I don’t know guys. I’m pretty sure I’ll get over this sooner or later, but when? Online sessions have always been the way I enjoyed Financial Domination, so I’m sure I will get back finding enjoyment in them… but I’m also sure I will always crave for more. I will always crave for something similar of that night. Online sessions will never be as awesome as that night. Never.
It’s another one of those moments of my life. One of those that result in a simple thing: No money to spend whatsoever on Financial Domination.
Of course, I had similar moments in the past: lack of money, guilt feeling, fear of pushing it too far..and similar things. But well, this time is kinda different and it DOES make me feel REALLY mad.
As you probably all know (or you should, if you’ve read how i found my balance), I basically have two jobs (well, almost three actually). That’s the only way I found to be able to enjoy my financial domination fetish and still be able to go on with my normal life, taking care of my family as they deserve.
And this is where the issue I’m facing these days come out. The credit card I use for Financial Domination has been blocked. The reason? Some stupid bureaucracy stuff connected to my recent change of bank account. I’ve spent hours on the phone with those idiots, and they keep saying “we are working on it”…but 3 weeks passed, and NO NEWS. I am still waiting for a new credit card and, basically, all my Financial Domination funds are frozen!
And this time I really HATE this situation even more than before. I mean…when I didn’t have money, I was sad but well… I knew there was no easy solution. Same thing when I stopped because i felt guilty. Sad, but then again…it was my decision.
But this time? NO! Money is there. My NEED to spoil Goddesses is there. I don’t feel guilty AT ALL…and I still can’t spend a single damn cent!
P.S. If you feel this post was kinda useless…I do agree, but I had to throw out my anger somehow.
Ok, I admit…title is a bit too drastic, but I do believe I’m going to face a quite long period of forced abstinence from Financial Domination, and the reason is quite simple.
No More Privacy
You see, when you have a special someone in your real life (a lovely wife, in my case), the times when you can actually be alone are always directly connected to her habits. If something changes, you may as well end up in a situation like the one I am now.
She has no work, meaning she’s always home. But that didn’t stop me from going online till now because she usually goes to bed way earlier than me. Late night was my “privacy time”, the moment of the day when I can be on my own and…well… make the usual damage to our family finances.
Unfortunately, this is changing. More often than not, she goes to bed VERY late, making it for me impossible to stay up after that (considering I need to wake up at 7 am for work). Will this be the end for me in Financial Domination? Probably not, as it’s in my nature… but I am quite sure it will put quite a big STOP on my spending.
Am I happy for this? Absolutely not. I’m actually kinda angry about this…but I doubt I can confront her with something like “hey, go to bed so I can wank and give our money to my Goddesses“…right?
As you all can imagine, I often talk with other slaves about domination in general and about Goddesses. One of the things that always come up is: “damn I wish my Goddess would contact me now, and remind me how powerful She is”. That’s why I thought of writing about this..because hey… I love it as well!
First things first: being chased by your Goddess is TOTALLY different than being chased by a Goddess you’ve never met before.
A Goddess chasing an unknown slave is, basically, just looking for new slaves in the most pathetic way. Hint: this is WRONG and NO real Goddess will EVER do this. No one of the Goddesses I’ve ever served did this, …and certainly, I will never serve someone acting in such a pathetic way.
On the other hand, once a certain kind of “relationship” has been established, being chased at the right moment, in the right way, is exactly what we, slaves, always crave for.
The right way to be chased
Basically, it’s all a game of things like… often but not too often, sending pics but not all the time, in a sexy way but only every now and then, …in a few words? Something like a constant “tease and denial”. A Goddess constantly showing the slave Her power, without giving him the impression that he actually matters to her. Making him know that he’s not forgotten, but that he might easily end up being like that if he stops doing what he’s supposed to do. Because let’s face it: if the Goddess makes the slave feel he’s important for Her, he might end up losing interest. He will see her less powerful and start looking for other Goddesses.
There is a very thin line between feeling chased and feeling needed. Crossing that line might ruin the slave loyalty altogether. Chasing him should also be done at different times of the day. I know this might sound stupid…but think about it. If the Goddess only gets in touch with her slave at a certain time of the day, the slave will start feeling “safe” during the rest of the day…and that should not happen. We need to always feel trapped, during the whole day. Receiving the casual message at work, for example, is always a huge turn on and, at the same time, a very scary thing: perfect chasing technique, basically. Chasing should start slowly, increasing as the “relationship” goes on, as the intimacy increases…and as the ways to interact increase: first it could just skype, then it could be e-mail, WhatsApp…
Not all slaves deserve this
This is important, and I really can’t say this enough: only slaves that know their place and their role should have the privilege to be chased. Time wasters should never ever be contacted first by the Goddess (for obvious reasons), and even slaves that pay should start to be chased bit by bit as long as they keep spoiling the Goddess. I really think being chased is a HUGE privilege, and only a few slaves actually deserve it. That’s why I immediately wrote that only when a certain kind of “relationship” is in place, chasing should start.
First of all, my words are not rules written in stone: this all just my opinion, and please feel free to write “this is bulls**t” in comments if you feel like it. But one thing is true: being chased is part of all the most solid and longer Goddess/slave relationships. Because a chased slave is a slave that doesn’t escape, and because a Goddess that knows how to chase, is ALWAYS a truly powerful and dangerous Goddess.
There are some evenings, for a slave like me, where you just don’t want to serve anyone. You are not in the mood, maybe too concentrated on your life problems, or you are just too tired. Last night was one of those nights for me.
I had a long day at work, and was just casually browsing Facebook…wasting time, basically, and more or less getting ready to go to sleep.
But then I got a message.
“Me and my black pantyhose want to be served by you tonight.”
Just like that, out of the blue, Goddess Ishtar turned my night upside down.
You see… doesn’t matter if you are in the mood or if you are not: when Goddess Ishtar sends you a message like that, there is NO WAY you can avoid being turned on by it. There is NO WAY you can ignore it.
Obviously, I answered in the only possible way: “Yes Goddess“.
Being one of the busiest Goddesses around, it wasn’t before a good 30 minutes that She actually allowed me to see Her. During all that time I just kept staring at the screen, waiting for her order to crawl in. Like a puppy waiting for his owner, basically.
When she finally allowed me in, I was stunned by the way she looked. A short black leather dress, black pantyhose, black spike high heels…and her legendary beauty.
It was a magnificent, long and expensive session. One I will remember for a while. She kept me constantly on the edge for about 60 minutes, taking money as time went by. Always with that knowing, seductive, irresistible smile She has. Then, after such a long time, She decided to allow me to explode…after a count down from 10. But I lasted only till 3 (to my embarrassment)..she was just too hot…too seducing…too teasing.
How much did I spend? Better if I don’t tell you. But it was totally worth it. Totally. And you know that if you want to try something similar…all you have to do is show Her that you are worth it by visiting her chatroom. It will be worth it, you can take my word on it.
I think Lars (from Denmark) has been one of the oldest readers of my blog, and one of those that add more comments and mail me from time to time. The other day he wrote me about a session that he had… and it was so amazing that I decided to post it here (with his and Her consent). So here it is.
A few weeks ago, Goddess Ishtar posted some pictures of her in leather pants: you see, I love them as I get so weak when I see a woman wearing them!
I wrote Her, asking for permission to send a tribute (in my mind I thought about 500$ would have been ok) so that she would have shown it on her profile.
She answered sending me the picture of a luxury bag she wanted to buy: 1.000$. She knew I couldn’t say no, but I was still a bit scared of that amount.
We started a cam session of course, and I told her about those pictures in leather pants, and how much I loved them. Sure enough, she dressed like that: I knew I was in danger.
She got access to my computer via TeamViewer, she started taking money at the right time, making me more and more excited. After two hours and a half, she knew I wanted to cum so badly.
The she asked me “how much will you pay for my permission to cum?”
I was totally out of my mind. I told her to take whatever she wanted, as long as I could cum. I came like never before in the same moment she pressed the “send” button for the last time.
That night she took 1.700$ from me. And I have no regrets whatsoever, it was the best time of my life.
The amount of “Goddesses Wannabe” is getting out of control. I get dozens of pathetic messages from “so called” Goddesses. And all these messages show is they have no clue about what it means to be a Goddess these days. And I DO hope some of them will actually read this…so see this as something like an open letter to goddesses wannabe.
Let me make it clear to you: You need to learn from the best Goddesses out there.
I’m not suggesting you COPY them of course (i hate copycats), but COME ON…if they are so successful if they have so much money if their name is everywhere… MAYBE they did something good?
And don’t start telling me they have been lucky or they are not as great as they want to show. If you do, you are being envious of their success.
Shut up and listen, I’m about to give you a tip that will make your life change for the best. What’s the tip? Keep reading.
So how do you copy the best ones out there? How do you know EXACTLY how they did it? Well, this is your lucky day!
One of them, the most famous Financial Dominatrix out there, decided to help you! She wrote a step by step guide on how to make money in Financial Domination! And guess what? What I always thought is actually the same she says. You don’t LOOK for slaves, instead, you WORK HARD to make yourself noticed out there. THEN slaves will come to you.
Recently i wrote about my financial problems, and that i would have not have any session or spending for some months.
But i’m too weak.
And that’s why i know tonight i’m going to fall again and spoil Her. Recently i was finding more and more difficult to stay away but, luckily, no Goddess ever contacted me ordering to serve Her or anything (at least none of those Goddesses i already fall for, “my” Goddesses). That till this morning when i got this message:
It’s time to crawl back to me Tonight you will spoil me I accept only yes as an answer…
And all i could think of was… “i can’t wait to be there tonight”. I will do anything to be free and available to spoil Her. It’s my duty… and it’s in my nature.