If there is one thing about me that i’m a bit proud of, is the fact that i am not on for quick sessions. I’m not one of those guys that enters into a chatroom already wanking and ready to cum. I like to take things slowly.
Or so i thought
The other night Mistress Alexya made me completely look like one of those guys. I went into Her chatroom and saw She was dressed in a superb way. A sexy top, a pair of magnificent tan pantyhose and high heels. Nothing else.
My breath was already starting to be heavy
It happened quickly, without too much control on my part. She started talking to me and, slowly, took a bit of a heel off. I kept spending. Then she got up, turned around…and did what made me immediately explode.
She removed her foot completely from the shoe, showed it on cam and then teased a bit with her fantastic and perfect ass in pantyhose.
She was simply too much to handle: i exploded like an idiot and left. I wasn’t ready for Her…and i better come back to Her only when i will be, or risk looking again like an idiot.
Moneyslavery is probably one of the fetishes that has more impacts on our everyday life: we spend money online to spoil our Goddesses and, doing so, we have obviously less to spend for anything else.
To keep being a moneyslave, each one of us has to find his own balance (here’s how i found mine) between what he needs to live and how much he can spend online. It’s very difficult to keep up with this balance, and the chances to fall are really high.
Then it comes a time when an unexpected event changes everything.
And that’s exactly what’s going on in my life at the moment: i need to look for a new house to live in, therefore the money i can spend online is… ZERO for the next 4 or 5 months. And it hurts, believe me it hurts.
It hurts because right in this period i am fascinated by a new Goddess (at least, new to me): British Beauty. She’s SO perfect that i just can’t believe me eyes each time She posts a new picture. I fell the NEED to spoil Her, to show Her how much i worship Her…but i simply can’t at the moment. A few days ago she even sent me a message on Twitter, telling me what i already knew…it’s time to spoil her. And with a huge, painful, sad, regret i had to tell Her i couldn’t.
It will be a painful period for me… but i am forced to do so.
Judging from the KickStarter page where the project is getting funds from, it seems that it’s gonna happen. “Ruin Me“, a real, mainstream movie about Financial Dominationwill actually be made and distributed in cinemas (i guess, or at least on TVs). It looks like to be of an high quality level as well, featuring Ceara Lynch (probably the world most famous findomme) and with award winning director Julian Shaw.
Is this a good thing for the whole findom community? NO, no, no and again NO.
Don’t get me wrong, i’m sure it will be an awesome movie and i am absolutely looking forward to see it (because i think Ceara Lynch is naturally amazing on screen, so she will be great)…but for us, moneyslaves and findommes, this won’t be ANY good.
The reason is kinda easy: once more and more people will know about financial domination, what will happen is that there will be even more “goddesses wannabe” and A LOT of “slaves wannabe”.
Hundreds of decent looking girls will think “hey, if she can do that, why can’t i? All i need is talk shit to a guy and ask him money!”. In no time they will jump on Twitter, search for “moneyslave” (ops…guess my name will come up) and contact us with the same, stupid, classic messages. Things like “hey, do you wanna be my slave?”, or “i’m beautiful, serve me”…AS IF WE DIDN’T HAVE ENOUGH OF THEM ALREADY!
And what about all those guys that will surely be teased by the whole idea, jump on the moneyslave wagon, start ACTING as a slave (those pathetic ones, with the same usual things to say and do), and be in touch with all goddesses looking for FREE ways to get a bit of this?
In a few words? Big time wasted for us, real slaves, and for Them, real Goddesses.
Oh and let’s don’t forget the dozens of people (famous and not) that will come and try to give us help, to take us away from this psychological problem (surely they will identify where it comes from), to tell us this is wrong, dangerous, pathetic and bla bla. Maybe some talk shows about this “new fetish ruining lives”? And some bloggers writing about “how to get rich if you are a nice looking girl“?
Do we really need all this? No, we don’t. But i’m afraid there is nothing that can be done about it: that movie will most probably be made…and i am pretty sure it will be a huge success.
Take a look at this trailer, i think you’ll agree with me that it surely looks awesome enough to be a star.
This is a repost of an old article. In September 2016 i had a server crash and all site content got lost, since then i’ve been trying to repost some of the old articles
I always played a bit around Teamviewer sessions. Always thought of how it would have been…i actually gave my details only once to a Goddess that i knew wasn’t dangerous at all, just playing around a bit. Always thought how it would have been with a really dangerous Goddess.
Many guys described how it would have been with her, and i knew already that she enjoys it A LOT. She knows how to use Teamviewer and how to use it to get more and more money. The idea excited me a lot…but i was always too scared to try. Till now.
Today i gave Her my Teamviewer ID and Password.
She was in cam, dangling her red heels in the most sexy way, as she always does. Without stockings. I came into Her room and she just asked me: “Home alone?”
I wasn’t. My wife was sleeping in the next room…but i wanted to do it. I wanted to give her access to my computer. I didn’t tell her what i wanted to do, why i was in her room. But..she started putting her tan stockings on and, as if she could read my mind, said:
“Teamviewer ID and password”
And i did as she asked me.
At that point she made a mischievous smile. She knew, after so long, i finally did what she alwyas wanted me to do. And she was totally enjoying it.
She switched on my cam, started a private show in her room, sent her votes and credits. Then…started to make a payment to add more credits. My card didn’t have credit..so she kept looking for ways to do it. She was still smiling…enjoying all this so much. And i was getting harder and harder, without even taking my cock out of my trousers.
Then she selected Paypal as a payment option. And, to my surprise, i saw my login details already filled in. She was ONE CLICK away from sending herself 200 Euros.
I exploded. Literally exploded in my pants. I don’t remember the last time i had come that much without being able to contol myself. I wet my pants, made a total mess…and closed my laptop.
I was in shock. It was probably one of the most intense sessions i’ve ever had…and it was quick. Quick and intense.
Before my wife woke up i managed to clean up everything, telling her i took a coffee and it accidentaly fell onto my trousers. A lie…a huge lie of course. But she believed that.
I honestly don’t know if i will have the strength to try this again…but i know that, in case i will look for a Teamviewer session… I will surely go to the worst (best) one: Heartless Queenn.
I’m online since like forever now, and i’ve always visited camsites: it has always been the best way (for me) to live my financial domination fetish. A direct interaction with the Goddess, and other reasons i’ll explain below, made me a more or less… a camsite-fan.
Today there are like dozens of different camsites, and sometimes it can be difficult to choose which one to go to. I’ve tried more or less all of them, and i still remain loyal to the very first i’ve visited ages ago: this is the site i’m talking about.
Many times i’ve been asking the reasons behind my choice, so why not sharing them here?
Unless you pay, you can’t see the Goddess
This is crucial in my opinion: i want to show Her my total respect as soon as i decide to see Her. I want to give the right value to Her precious time, even if it’s just the first time we meet online. I find all those free cam sites quite cheap or, at least, not perfectly suited around financial domination. We get excited while spending money for a gorgeous woman teasing us, sowhy should it be free to see her? In the site i’ve chosen, all you can see if you don’t pay are pictures of the goddess (or a short teasing video). Nothing else. And usually if you are not registered to the site, you can’t even see the pictures. This is great in my opinion, as it helps keeping away lots of time wasters or fake slaves.
They take money directly from your credit card
You don’t buy credits upfront, you don’t have any sort of way to save your bank account. Money just flows from your credit card to the site, without you having to going out of the chatroom to recharge your account. This makes it all more dangerous of course…but also way more exciting. Too many sites today have this thing about credits, and i really hate it. I want to feel the risk, i want to feel myself in trouble while i’m in chat. If She slowly starts removing her shoe, and she’s very slow in doing that, i don’t want to risk my credits to end in that moment. I just want the session to go on, as it should and facing the risks i’m ready to face. As soon as i get in, i want to feel in danger.
Best place to find Goddesses
Ok this can look quite personal, as i know we are all different as slaves. But trust me, this site is the one where i’ve always found the best Goddesses, especially when it comes to those into Findom and NOT just into leather clothes, whips and chains. You know i’m always looking for elegant dressed Goddesses, that tease me with their shoe slowly dangling, or their foot coming out of the shoes…i am definitly NOT looking for a Goddess dressed in leather, with a strapon dildo telling me she wants to use her whip on my ass. Actually…i’ve met there ALL the Goddesses i speak about on my blog… so to me…that’s more than enough to say it’s the best place to find them.
I am not saying this is the perfect camsite for everyone, nor i’m stating it’s one of the best camsites out there. Perhaps there are better sites in terms of video quality, design and everything. But in the end all i’m looking for is danger while in chat with a beautiful woman. And this is exactly what this site offers me. So if you want to give it a try, there’s a link to it below. And if you disagree with me, feel free to let me know in the comments of course!
Life is strange sometimes…or perhaps it’s just fate playing its game in the most surprising ways, i don’t know.
A few days ago i got a message here on the blog, coming from a Goddess i didn’t know (or at least i thought so). She wasn’t saying much actually…all She said was this:
I’m back, and you better run and serve me
The name used in the message didn’t ring any bell…so i answered in one of my usual nasty ways. You know i hate Goddesses coming up like this to slaves they don’t know… but then…. she answered sending me just this pic.
She didn’t say anything else. Just this awesome pic. But boy this got me big time…. you see, in a single picture She managed to represent more or less everything that drives me crazy: a beautiful foot in reinforced nylons, a black pump with silver heel, the foot slowly coming out of it.
But still…that name didn’t ring any bell. I had to know more. I had to know the owner of that foot. So i asked (kindly this time) her how i could see her… and that’s how it happened.
It was Goddess Evee, a fantastic Goddess i’ve been serving for a short period of time a while back. She then probably changed her schedule, because i didn’t see Her again….till now, that is.
I have to admit.. as soon as She sent me this link to her videochat, i immediatly remembered VERY well the amazing time i’ve been spending with Her. It has always been a natural connection..you see…just like when you feel you have something “in common” with the Goddess You are serving… as if you were made to serve Her. And that didn’t change in time. I’ve spent a huge amount of money in the latest days with her…but it’s not like i can avoid that. She seems to know exactly what drives me crazy, and she seems to know how to play perfectly with that.
I can surely say that….she caught me again… and it looks like i won’t be able to escape easily anytime soon…
Last night i had an amazing time with Goddess Ishtar, so i thought of writing about Her. She is probably one of the Financial Domination Goddesses i’ve been serving for the longer time now, but each and everytime i am amazed by Her.
As i said many times i guess, in Financial Domination beauty is not everything. Of course it’s where everything starts from (for me at least), and there is no doubt that Goddess Ishtar is one beautiful Woman…but there is way more than that.
She is a smart Woman that easily understands your weaknesses and needs. Yes you’ve read it right: Needs. I was thinking about this while on cam with Her last night. She is not a Goddess playing just a part to get money, or acting as She doesn’t care about the slave in front of her. She will actually enslave you by giving you what you dream of (within her limits and rules of course): so if you are into nylon, feet and heels as i am… rest assured that every single minute you will spend with Her will be a dream come true for a fetishist of this kind.
And what she did last night was no exception: dressed in a beautiful piece of lingerie with matching stockings, high heels to die for and…her natural sex appeal. Those long hair, her beautiful face, the exciting look in her face. Everything was SO damn perfect that, as it always happens, i simply lost track of time and actually managed to close the session just because…She stopped it as she had to go somewhere else.
I had such a great time that decided to make a small video of it…hope you will enjoy it. But believe me…no recorded video can even get closer to the excitement of seeing her LIVE on cam.
As you probably all know, i’m a moneyslave since ages now (five? six? i lost count). At first i tried to fight this fetish of mine. Let’s face it, this is probably one of the worst fetishes when it comes to its interference into your everyday life. You end up spending a lot of money that you could have been used in other ways (for your life, your family, whatever). So it’s obvious that i first tried to fight it, to end it, to stop it totally.
I failed. Tried again… and failed. Tried..and failed.
It’s in our nature, it’s what drives us crazy. Giving money to a gorgeous woman that uses her beauty to drive us crazy, to reduce our brain to a tiny little…ATM. Where she just pushes a button and gets whatever she wants. And we literally explode with pleasure when this happens.
Let’s face it: it’s impossible to stop being a moneyslave.
You can’t just listen Goddess Resha calling you a dog and asking you to bark without getting excited. While Goddess Kmy keeps crossing and uncrossing her legs, what can you do other than become like a zombie? And whenever MsClassy looks at you directly into your eyes, with her perfect face, telling you that she’s going to show her latest agent provocateur stockings…what else can you do other than pay, pay, pay for that? And don’t make me mention the most natural reaction to One Great Diva special attitude: she just needs to snap her fingers while looking at You as only Her can do…and you are doomed.
But again…everyday we feel the same fear. What if this fetish takes over our lives, what if we can’t control it anymore, what if we really go totally broke?
After ages and ages of looking for a way out of this i came to the conclusion that, each of us, needs to find a balance between what we need in our everyday life and..moneyslavery.
How can we find this balance?
Well, i don’t know about you…but i can tell you how i did it and how i think everyone should do. The very first thing to do is put your everyday life as the MAIN thing to think about. And to do so…start this by masturbating and cumming…only AFTER that you’ll be able to focus on your everyday life…you know that better than me.
You need to find out how much money you really need each and every month, how much you will need for your future plans…just come out with a rough number, or with a few options. But please, DO NOT think about any Goddess in this moment. Log off from twitter, Facebook, internet. Just focus on yourself.
After this…the hardest part. I don’t know about you…but i’m not rich. And when i did this “game”, i came out sad. Because from that number to my wage the distance was…almost none. I came out with “ok, i have 100$ a month for moneyslavery”….you can easily judge from my spendings that this is WAY far from what i need to spend as a moneyslave…. the only solution i had? Find another job. And that’s what i did. I am now working not less than 12 hours per day, but i can surely state that i found my balance. I let my earnings from this new job go to a new bank account i created, and it’s from there and only there that i take money for my financial domination fetish.
Is it a hard life? Maybe…but i am satisfied. I could never imagine to completely stop giving money to those gorgeous women that uses my fetishes in such a perfect way…and i’m more than happy to work more for this.
I am into financial domination sice a few years now (6, if i’m not wrong) and, in all this time, i have seen our fetish grow in popularity. These days, almost everyone who’s into any kind of fetish or involved in any kind of adult work speaks and knows about it. And that’s BAD.
Why is that bad, you might say?
Because now every girl thinks she can be a Financial Domination Domme…so she opens up a facebook or twitter account and, basically, starts saying the classic stupid things to everyone (you’re a loser bla bla, you know that cliche) at the same time posting pictures of her feet, her ass, her boobs.
And what happens next? She doesn’t earn as much money as she thought it would have been possible…she starts to realize that there are actually some GREAT goddesses out there, that knows their shit and that are taking all the slaves. She’s desperate. Her dream seems to be over. She needs to do something.
So what does she do? A PRICELIST. And actually the CHEAPEST fucking pricelist EVER.
20 Euros and i will be your owner, your goddess.
TWENTY euros for a findom cam show. TWENTY. Can it go lower than this? Having dozens of silly goddesses wannabe contacting me saying “i will be your Goddess” wasn’t enough to be mad…now even a fucking price list? I don’t know…what’s next? “I will give you 10 euros if you become my slave”?
I don’t know how…but please…please..we need to STOP THESE CHEAP GIRLS.