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Goddess Ishtar: One look and you are doomed

Goddess Ishtar: One look and you are doomed

I have been amazed by Goddess Ishtar beauty and power for ages now, and my devotion to Her keeps going stronger and stronger each time I look at her (either on video or just on a picture) because She has something in Her that no one else has, something that will put you on your knees just by looking at her.

The look in her eyes

I strongly believe that, even if it’s “just” a cam session, eye contact is one of the most powerful ways for a Goddess to make her slave do whatever She wants. Goddess Ishtar brings this concept to the highest possible level: she will look right in the cam in such a deep way that you will basically feel like she’s looking inside yourself. 

Her eyes won’t even blink, they will be glued to the camera, looking directly at you, directly at all your weaknesses and desires. 

It happened to me countless times: whenever She wants to somehow “confirm” Her power on me (as if there is any need, actually…), She will do that. Looking gorgeous as She does, dressed in one of the magnificent ways She always does, She will just look right into the camera…and it will feel like She’s looking right at me, directly in my eyes.

Often I end up looking down, as I’m not able to resist looking into her eyes for too long…I have to admit, I ended up blushing more than once. All alone, here in my room, I end up blushing and looking down, unable to keep looking at Her, unable to bear that look for too long.

I mean…look at this picture:

And tell me if you don’t feel Her power the same as I do…if you don’t feel the urge to click here and go serving Her right now, with no hesitation. I’m sure it’s not just me…besides…She’s one of the most powerful out there… and this is just one of the many reasons why She is…

Choosing a Goddess to serve

Choosing a Goddess to serve

I know many will say “slaves have no power, they are just there to serve Goddesses”, and I know many Goddesses (especially the “wannabe” ones) will believe that. To them, a slave exists only to serve ANY Goddess, no matter what she looks like, say or do.

Well let me open your eyes: this is NOT true. We, slaves, do have one power, and it’s one of the most important ones for you to become our Goddess. 

We choose which Goddesses to serve

There is simply no way a Goddess can be the right one for every slave: each one of us has different tastes, different fantasies, different things that make him “going”. And because I get dozen of messages from basically ANY kind of Goddess, I thought of writing a post about the process I usually go through before I become a slave of one particular Goddess.

How she looks like

This is the very first factor that drives my attention toward a Goddess. And it’s not just about her body, it’s also about her dressing style. I have a fetish for feet in nylons (especially pantyhose) so if, say, I look into her Twitter and see she never wears stockings and pantyhose or doesn’t like them, I just move away. Nylons are important to me and more important is that She wears them because She wants and likes to, not just because I like them. One “plus” for me is also if she seems to have many different outfits that she uses. Too often some girls are always showing the same clothes, making it look like they are sort of wearing a “uniform to go to work”. I prefer a woman who loves to put different stuff on, making me think she enjoys getting ready before starting her domination session.

Her attitude

After I’m intrigued by the way She looks, I start following her on social media or camsites, if she works on one with free cam shows. This way, I can get a better understanding of the kind of Goddess She is. Is she aggressive? Is She mean? Does she seem to be enjoying what she does? Does she seem bored? Is she funny? There isn’t a “list” of things I like or don’t like here. Each Goddess is different, and I might like one for a reason, another one for the very opposite of that. So let’s say that I more or less try to understand if her attitude “makes me going” or it’s so bad that simply makes me forget I like the way she looks.

My first approach

If I’m still interested in Her, of course, the next step is approaching Her. Let me be clear here: I try to NEVER waste her time, and ALWAYS have total respect for Her and Her valuable time. So my approach is never like talking hours with Her for free or making her waste tons of time on social media. A few comments here and there on pictures I like, some engagement on Her posts, some small talk in free chat. Nothing else. Just to let Her know I exist so that when I will go for a session I won’t be someone she never heard about. Usually, nothing goes wrong here, because I don’t expect much from Her. I know they are all super busy, and I know the proper way of making myself noticed is with a tribute. But some of them are better than others, and they end up engaging a bit with me. Even a short reply to my messages can be nice, makes me feel like she’s aware of what’s happening around her, she’s not just sitting there waiting for sessions. That’s a nice thing.

The first session

Now it’s time to have my first session with Her: I’m interested in Her, I like how she looks, how she dresses, how she engages and behaves…sure I want to be at her feet!

And yet… sometimes it happens that only during the first session I understand She’s not one for me. Of course, I don’t expect her to magically understand all of me in just one session or the very first session to be perfect.. but there are a few things here and there that can be a total turn off for me. I don’t even know how to describe them, because every session is different…but if they happen, that will be my first and last session with her. It happened more than a few times, unfortunately. 

Wrapping up

So this is the “process” I follow each time I spot a Goddess I didn’t know before. It may seem odd or too complicated but…believe me, every (serious) slave does the same. We all want to have the best experience ever, and there are thousands of potential Goddesses out there. The least we can do is choose wisely….don’t you think?

I need a break from Her

I need a break from Her

The other night She literally destroyed me. One Great Diva came online dressed to kill ME and no one else…no matter what She says, i know that’s what She wanted.

She had white stockings on, peep toe high heel shoes…and that look and attitude… i ended up spending a fortune, feeling raped…excited… exausted…all together.

After that She ordered me to create a video about that session, knowing that i recorded it…and that’s what i did.

But i need a break from Her, i really really really do. I think i will beg her to let me go somewhere else for a while… i’m feeling really, really, really exausted by her power. Each time i see her it’s like i feel the NEED to spoil her, to let her do to me anything She wants… i truly hope She will agree, i’m sure i won’t spend as much if i visit other Mistresses…and that will help me recovering a bit.

Financial Domination is a nightmare that i don’t think i can escape from…but at least i can try to reduce the amount of money i spend…if and only if One Great Diva will let me see someone else…

Financial Domination is here to stay

Financial Domination is here to stay

This had been my worst year so far. I’ve been updating my status page and i just noticed it. My Financial Domination fetish isn’t over at all…it’s actually getting stronger and more expensive.

What to do?

I don’t really have an answer to this question…all i know is that at the moment my mind is only focused on One Great Diva’s feet, on her legs, on her eyes… nothing else counts at the moment…nothing else.

Thinking about… real life

Thinking about… real life

tacchi01It doesn’t stop…that’s a fact. I am spending more than last year and surely i am not slowing down… perhaps…this is just what i want…and i should really stop fighting this… what’s the point in fighting who i am?

Actually… recently i find myself thinking more and more about… real life sessions… about a Mistress (well, i can say Her name… Miss Olivia) tempting me in a public place, using my fetishes to make me weak…and then.. using me to go shopping… maybe shop about shoes… and modeling them in front of me… yes.. i am thinking about this more and more… and i find it really exciting.

But i do know one thing: that’s something i can’t afford. A real life session is going to cost WAY more than a videochat…and i can’t, can’t, can’t really afford that…at the moment…