Ok, I admit…title is a bit too drastic, but I do believe I’m going to face a quite long period of forced abstinence from Financial Domination, and the reason is quite simple.
No More Privacy
You see, when you have a special someone in your real life (a lovely wife, in my case), the times when you can actually be alone are always directly connected to her habits. If something changes, you may as well end up in a situation like the one I am now.
She has no work, meaning she’s always home. But that didn’t stop me from going online till now because she usually goes to bed way earlier than me. Late night was my “privacy time”, the moment of the day when I can be on my own and…well… make the usual damage to our family finances.
Unfortunately, this is changing. More often than not, she goes to bed VERY late, making it for me impossible to stay up after that (considering I need to wake up at 7 am for work). Will this be the end for me in Financial Domination? Probably not, as it’s in my nature… but I am quite sure it will put quite a big STOP on my spending.
Am I happy for this? Absolutely not. I’m actually kinda angry about this…but I doubt I can confront her with something like “hey, go to bed so I can wank and give our money to my Goddesses“…right?
As you all can imagine, I often talk with other slaves about domination in general and about Goddesses. One of the things that always come up is: “damn I wish my Goddess would contact me now, and remind me how powerful She is”. That’s why I thought of writing about this..because hey… I love it as well!
First things first: being chased by your Goddess is TOTALLY different than being chased by a Goddess you’ve never met before.
A Goddess chasing an unknown slave is, basically, just looking for new slaves in the most pathetic way. Hint: this is WRONG and NO real Goddess will EVER do this. No one of the Goddesses I’ve ever served did this, …and certainly, I will never serve someone acting in such a pathetic way.
On the other hand, once a certain kind of “relationship” has been established, being chased at the right moment, in the right way, is exactly what we, slaves, always crave for.
The right way to be chased
Basically, it’s all a game of things like… often but not too often, sending pics but not all the time, in a sexy way but only every now and then, …in a few words? Something like a constant “tease and denial”.
A Goddess constantly showing the slave Her power, without giving him the impression that he actually matters to her. Making him know that he’s not forgotten, but that he might easily end up being like that if he stops doing what he’s supposed to do.
Because let’s face it: if the Goddess makes the slave feel he’s important for Her, he might end up losing interest. He will see her less powerful and start looking for other Goddesses.
There is a very thin line between feeling chased and feeling needed. Crossing that line might ruin the slave loyalty altogether.
Chasing him should also be done at different times of the day. I know this might sound stupid…but think about it. If the Goddess only gets in touch with her slave at a certain time of the day, the slave will start feeling “safe” during the rest of the day…and that should not happen. We need to always feel trapped, during the whole day. Receiving the casual message at work, for example, is always a huge turn on and, at the same time, a very scary thing: perfect chasing technique, basically.
Chasing should start slowly, increasing as the “relationship” goes on, as the intimacy increases…and as the ways to interact increase: first it could just skype, then it could be e-mail, WhatsApp…
Not all slaves deserve this
This is important, and I really can’t say this enough: only slaves that know their place and their role should have the privilege to be chased. Time wasters should never ever be contacted first by the Goddess (for obvious reasons), and even slaves that pay should start to be chased bit by bit as long as they keep spoiling the Goddess.
I really think being chased is a HUGE privilege, and only a few slaves actually deserve it.
That’s why I immediately wrote that only when a certain kind of “relationship” is in place, chasing should start.
First of all, my words are not rules written in stone: this all just my opinion, and please feel free to write “this is bulls**t” in comments if you feel like it.
But one thing is true: being chased is part of all the most solid and longer Goddess/slave relationships. Because a chased slave is a slave that doesn’t escape, and because a Goddess that knows how to chase, is ALWAYS a truly powerful and dangerous Goddess.
I know what you are thinking by reading the title of this post, and it’s the same thing for me. WTF? A slave now can be…famous? Well…apparently that can happen.
Believe it or not, I recently got a message from two journalists that wanted to interview me.
First one was David Wilson, from the International Edition of South China Morning Post. He was writing an article about Financial Domination fetish in Asia, and he wanted to know a few things from a slave point of view.
Next one was Natasha Fedorenko from Wonderzine, an online Russian Magazine. Her interview was longer than the one David made me. She asked way more questions, and at the beginning wanted to do it on Skype. Of course, I opted for an answer via email, considering I don’t have that much privacy at home.
So…with these two, now I had been interviewed four times since I started this blog: Vice.Com and the Italian forum “My Fetish Room” being the other two. What do I get from them? well…I can’t deny the fact that, somehow, things like this are actually making me feel good…kinda feeding my ego i guess…even if, obviously, none of those articles (with the exception of the one for the Italian fetish forum) are there to put the slave image in a good light.
For the rest of the world, we are, basically, a bunch of idiots throwing money at girls for no specific reason. But who cares… in a way it’s still a good thing that they speak about this fetish we have. What do you think?
P.S. if you want to read the other interviews, links are on my “About me” page.
What’s an Ignore Draining Session? Basically, it’s when a moneyslave pays money to watch his Goddess doing other things, while she doesn’t consider him at all. Ignoring him completely.
She might be on cam with other slaves, or even doing her own business. The moneyslave pays only for the privilege of spending time with his Goddess, not for her attention.
I’ve done this just once (with Adriana), and I remember it as being extremely exciting. It’s one of the situations in which you completely give yourself to the Goddess, you express your total obedience and, once more, you show Her how much She means to you.
But what MsClassy did recently (not to me) is way too EXTREME for it to pass unnoticed.
Her draining session lasted 17 minutes, and the cost per minute paid by the slave was nearly 60$! He paid 1000 USD just to be ignored by her…in 17 minutes.
1000$ in 17 minutes
I knew already that She is one of the few (very few) Goddesses allowed to charge a super high price on my favorite site, but using this power in an ignore draining session wasn’t something I expected.
Just a look at the screenshot here can show us all Her incredible power: She’s greedy beyond any possible thought, and She’s using her beauty and skills to drain one slave after another.
So, please, listen to me carefully. If you want to experience the strongest moneyslavery session, visit her room following this link.
But remember: you won’t be able to control yourself. If you care about your money, STAY AWAY.
If you follow this blog a bit, i guess you’ve noticed who’s the Goddess that totally took my soul lately: FeetGoddesss of course.
There are lots of reasons why i’m so amazed by Her, and beauty is just one of them. Not only She is most of the time in nylons, but the way She moves her toes is something i’ve never seen before. And we are talking about something like a decade looking at girls on camsites!
But the reason I’m writing this post is not to list all the reasons why I’m always enslaved by FeetGoddesss, and it’s not to just say how great she is. It’s because today I’ve read an article about Her on an Italian web magazine…and that made me feel just…happy. Why? Maybe because I’m glad more and more people will be able to know Her, and maybe become Her slaves as well…or maybe just because I’m so much into Her that any success she has, even if small, makes me feel happy.
The magazine I’m talking about is called “Donne In Collant” (women in pantyhose), and more or less weekly they review camgirls that use to wear pantyhose on cam. A few days ago they wrote about FeetGoddesss, and they also acknowledge what I too think: her feet and the way she moves them are incredible.
Each and everyday i find new ways in which FeetGoddesss is unique and special. And last night was no difference.
Don’t get me wrong, i’ve served many beautiful Goddesses in all these years, and i still think the world of them… but …
FeetGoddesss is making me do things i’ve never done before, she’s making me feel like i’ve never felt before, She’s making me see things in a way i’ve never seen them before.
So, back to last night. I was just about to go to sleep, but decided first to switch my laptop on to check a few things and well, most probably deep inside to see if She was online, maybe to just tell Her hello, to just have a quick contact with Her. And yes, there She was. Online.
I sent her a quick message, nothing special really, something like “i’m not in a great mood tonight, so i just wanted to say Hello to You Goddess.”
But looks like she wanted to change my mood. She sent me a pic of her perfect feet in black nylons and sandals, just like that. She didn’t really add anything for a minute. Then..
“Feeling better now? Come to see me.”
Of course i forgot i wanted to go to bed, i forgot everything…i just went into Her room still thinking it would have been just for a quick sight of Her beauty.
I was wrong.
She was looking spectacular. Her new haircut makes the beauty of Her face shine even more, those black pantyhose with line on back, worn with sandals, totally made her legs and feet look even better. And i started watching.
We chatted for a short while, during the few times when she was in free chat between one private and another. Then… then She did what many Goddesses do of course..but it’s what i felt that was different than other times. She said.
Nothing unique in this right? Wrong. Wrong because it felt different to me. As slaves, we always say “i can’t say no to you, Goddess” because, let’s face it, it’s part of the game. But more often than not, we can actually say “no” if we really want to…or even just run away with an excuse. I’ve done that so many times.
But with Her it’s different. Obeying her orders just feels right. And saying no to Her feels totally wrong. Inside my mind i was thinking “i should say no and go to bed”, but that made me feel… guilty! Yes, even just THINKING of saying no to Her made me feel guilty as hell.
This is something i’ve never experienced before… i’ve always managed to remain focused on myself, spending a lot when i actually felt like it (even if i kept “playing” the game of being forced by the teasing), running away when i wanted. And always with no particular regrets for how i behaved with the Goddess.
But this time… this time i ended up spending 200$ (not a lot, i know) just because it would have made me feel guilty and bad to leave Her, to say no, to don’t spoil Her as She demanded.
I’m falling deeper and deeper for FeetGoddesss, and i guess it will only get worst… or should i say better?
Something that happened a few days ago, made me think about another reason why a Goddess is a real one or just someone who’s here for the money and nothing else.
I sent a not so high tribute to a Goddess (i admit it wasn’t high) because i’m in a somehow difficult situation at the moment…but that was ALL i could offer. It was a great sacrifice for me. Her answer made me reconsider Her as a Goddess…actually made me see Her as a not so powerful or smart Goddess. She basically insulted me, stating it was a way too low tribute and that i should have sent more in order to please Her.
Now… some of you could argue that it was correct of Her to do so, because maybe She can’t be open to like any slave, She can’t see value in everyone. But we are not thinking of a 5$ tribute here, it was still a somehow nice tribute. She could have reacted in many different ways…but the ways she reacted only showed me what she really is.
She is there ONLY because of the money
She doesn’t care about dominating men, She doesn’t give a damn f**k of being a Goddess. She only wants money. And that, to me, is a sign of weakness. It’s a sign that says “stay away from this one, She’s not worth it”.
As someone said once, there is a higher value in a slave giving away his last 10$ than in a rich one giving away 1000$ just because he owns them and doesn’t know what to do with them. A smart Goddess should recognize this and actually understand the real value of a tribute.
This one didn’t, and won’t see a tribute from me ever again. Did she lose something? I don’t know, but i certainly didn’t lose my time serving someone who’s not worth it.
I have been serving OneGreatDiva ever since i can remember being a slave (actually, She is the one that made me a moneyslave), so it doesn’t come to a surprise that i always, ALWAYS, think about Her. Even when i don’t realize i’m doing it.
As it was today. I was sitting at my laptop casually checking stuff when, all of sudden, she sends me a pic (the one here above) adding just a few word:
That was it. In a second i stopped doing whatever i was doing and literally jumped to her chatroom, and begged Her to allow me to serve Her. She made me wait for a while, then allowed me in.
And the result was the same one as every time i see Her: and empty wallet and a happy slave.
I spent a lot, and i don’t even regret it. Because each time OneGreatDiva shows up, i must take the chance to serve Her. She’s unique, She’s powerful, She’s hot. I don’t see a single reason why i should even think before serving Her.
It happened today, and it will happen again..and again…and again…
Through the years I’ve been serving quite a lot of Goddesses: some just once, some for a few times, others (the best ones) i simply never stopped serving. But not a lot of them have the ability to speak directly to my soul as FeetGoddesss does.
I know, it may sounds like an exaggeration, something maybe that I’ve built in my mind to make this fantasy more exciting…but there is more than that. I can easily say we connect on some sort of special level, and not just speaking about exciting situations.
But when it comes to that, when it comes to serving Her, it’s always the same.
She just KNOWS when i’m truly ready to server Her, She just KNOWS when demanding me to serve Her will be a success. She doesn’t always chase me (obviously…She has LOTS of slaves), but each and every time She does, i get on my knees and do whatever She asks me to.
What She says, the way She moves, the way She is always dressed: everything is just perfect to enslave me. Everything. And that’s why She’s always inside my brain, even when i don’t feel weak at all. I find myself thinking about Her at the most strange times, like while i’m at work in a meeting, or at home with my family. She’s there, She sits there showing up every now and then…and when She decides it’s time to server Her…it happens.
And the other night it was no exception. Although i promised myself to reduce the amount of money i spend (and you can see here that i am somehow succeeding in that), i couldn’t say no when She started moving in a way only Her can do, while writing me things i could not ignore.
It’s late at night, i’m horny as usual but no one is around (plus, i can’t really spend in this period) so i ended up browsing the web with no particular path and then… i started thinking.. what’s the most powerful thing She could tell me? What’s THE thing She could say that would lead me to do anything for Her?
I imagine the scene…She’s right there in front of me, dressed in an elegant way, with a black pair of pantyhose and high heel shoes. Her left shoe dangling from the top her toes. Our session has been going for a good time now, but somehow i’m still able to control myself. Then…
What if She orders me to do something and then adds to it…
Do it or i will NEVER allow you to see me again
How could ANY of us be strong there? How could we not end up doing anything She asks? If She’s the one, if She’s the one you end up thinking a lot during the day…could you live without being able to see Her ever again? Could you even think of Her ignoring you FOREVER?