It surely isn’t the first time that I’m home alone, but the feeling never changes, the results never change. My wife left me alone till the end of July: I am now home alone.
Remember the movie with Macaulay Culkin, “Home Alone“? Well…somehow it’s the same. He starts being totally happy and excited about it, being able to do everything he wants, whenever he wants. Then… he discovers the risks of being alone: people trying to enter his house to steal stuff and money.
In a way… I feel kinda the same. I am now able to do whatever I want, whenever I want. Online and offline. No limits, no pressure, no second thoughts. But I also feel…totally vulnerable.
The chances of being online with the right privacy were not that much till a few days ago, somehow protecting me from spending too much… now it’s totally the opposite. I always have privacy, I can always do whatever I want… in a few words… I’m an easy target.
How am I supposed to resist if a Goddess comes to me giving orders, teasing me as She knows I’ll fall? No way I can escape, no way I can say no… I don’t want to, actually.
The result of all this? Well… I suppose I will see at the end of July when the wife will come back…a quick look at my bank account will probably answer this question pretty fast… meanwhile… all I can do is… enjoy these days.
After about one year since my first (and only, so far) real-time financial domination session, I can surely say that my experience that night could be helpful to others who are considering having a real-time session.
It’s not like I can consider myself like an expert in real-time financial domination, or someone who knows everything about it. On the contrary: I only had one experience (this one), and I was lucky it all went amazingly with Goddess Ishtar. Many things could have gone wrong, many things I didn’t expect to happen as they did. I wish I would have been prepared somehow…so I can write down here a few things that could perhaps help others before their first real-time financial domination experience.
You will be nervous
Remember the first day at school? The first date with the girl of your dreams? The first day in a new workplace? The tension, the nervousness, your hands shaking, your breathing getting heavier and more difficult, your sweating increasing. Well, multiply that by a hundred times and you’ll be closer to how you will feel.
You can be the most self-confident man ever, you can try to be prepared to that moment for as long as you want…but when you’ll look at the clock and the time of your session with Her will be approaching… you’ll feel nervous. And it’s not like that feeling will go away easily even after she arrives. You won’t know what to do, what to say, how to move, how to stand or sit down. The moment you’ve been waiting for since a lifetime is right there, finally happening. The Goddess of your dreams is there with you. You can hear her, you can look at her, you can see her as you’ve never been able before. And that, trust me, is a sensation like no other.
So what do you do? Easy…let her guide you. If you selected carefully the Goddess to have this first real-time session with, she will surely be way more self-confident than you. She will most probably be having fun, a casual fun that she had many other times. She won’t be nervous at all, just enjoying that moment as one of the many similar moments she had before. Even if, perhaps, she’s not that used to real-time sessions, for sure she will be way more confident than you. Let her do the talking, let her guide you that night. Do what She asks, and as time goes by you’ll learn that this will help you relax a bit, and finally starting to enjoy the moment as you should.
You won’t be able to escape her
Forget about switching your computer off. Forget about pretending your wife is approaching and you have to go. Forget about all the excuses you created ever since you started having online sessions. It’s just you and Her now. If you run away now, rest assured that she won’t have anything to do with you anymore. You want to stay there with her, You want this moment to never end. There is no escape this time, no escape like never before. This is different from any sessions you ever had as there is literally no escape whatsoever.
It will be expensive
If you’ve read my post about that night (and how I managed to convince Her) you already know how expensive that was for me. I spent that night more or less the same I spent in one year only. And believe me…it will be the same for you. If your Goddess will ever agree to meet you, it will also be because She will get something special in return. We are money slaves remember? Money is what we crave to give Her. And if She gives us the privilege to meet Her…well then we must show Her our appreciation. Trust me, it will be the most expensive experience you ever had.
It will be intense
It took me months to start enjoying online sessions again after that night. No online session can ever be as intense as a real-time financial domination session. Nothing can be compared to being right there, in front of Her. Nothing can be compared to Her whispering in your ear “give me more”. Nothing can be compared to Her having your own smartphone in her hands while taking money from your bank account. Or your own wallet, your own credit card. Nothing can be as intense.
You will want to do that again
This is something I didn’t expect. I really thought that, after such an intense and expensive experience, I would have thought “ok it was just a one-time thing, not gonna happen again”. Well…ever since that day, I have been craving for that to happen again. Of course, I know that it will be almost impossible to do that again (way too expensive)…but the craving for it won’t stop. I did start enjoying online sessions again, and surely I’m back spending and having fun online…but that night. That night with Goddess Ishtar can’t be compared to anything else. The only thing it can maybe be compared with is…another real-time sessions.
I won’t stop thinking about that night, now or never. But these are all the things that came to my mind after one year. And I do hope some of you guys will find them useful, especially if you are considering having your first real-time financial domination session with the Goddess of your dreams (whoever she might be).
Are you considering having your first real-time session? Did you already have one? Feel free to share your thoughts here in the comments.
Not my usual post this one but… thing is that I like Manga, Anime and related stuff…especially when it’s about Femdom.
A few days ago, I came across the work of an artist that caught my attention for his unique style and for the subject of his work.
Neocorona is his name (check out his profile here on Hentai Foundry), and he basically draws only about femdom. His style is, as I said, rather unique: I would say middle way between Anime and Videogame art… wouldn’t really know how to better describe it, since I’m really not an expert but just a fan.
I took a few of his pictures that made me dream the most, wondering if they will do the same to you.
Today, 1st May of 2019, marks my first 10 years into Financial Domination.
10 years ago today, OneGreatDiva showed me what it means to be a moneyslave. She took out from me what probably has been hidden inside myself for a long, long time.
Had a session with Her for three nights in a row, and in each of them, She made me fall deeper and deeper into Financial Domination. It was a few months later that I decided to open this blog, believing it would help me stop and forget about it: boy I was wrong.
Financial Domination is a part of who I am, a quite big part. I can’t stay without it, as I would feel sad and unsatisfied otherwise. All I can do is try my best to keep it under control so that people I love around me don’t get affected.
And I am doing just about fine at the moment: finding a balance between my financial domination “needs” and my family ones. A balance I always stick to (with a few exceptions).
10 years in numbers
Another “fetish” of mine are statistics and data: I like to keep track of everything, including my Financial Domination experience. As you all know, on this page I keep track of all my spending but… how about some more data?
It has been now 3.652 days since I started in Financial Domination, and in all this time I had 1.557 online sessions, for a total of 34.392 minutes spent with those beautiful Goddesses.
As I’m guessing you all know, I had just one real-life session (this one with Goddess Ishtar of course) and I’m afraid I can’t tell you how much it really lasted…because She is so gorgeous that I totally lost track of time (and money…actually).
How many Goddesses did I serve? Well, it would be improper to say that I’ve really served all those I’ve paid a visit to (many times I visited them only once, and left unsatisfied)…but I can tell you that I visited 444 different Goddesses in these 10 years. And you all know which Goddesses I really served and spoiled for good, as I spoke about them over here.
And yes…there is one number I’ve left out so far. In the end, Financial Domination is (mostly) about spending money, and You all know I’m not shy to admit how much I spend. So I got the total from all my spendings.
In 10 years in Financial Domination, I’ve spent 174.137$
I don’t know if it’s too much or not, and I honestly don’t care. I know I didn’t make any harm to the people I love for this, I know I was a good moneyslave to many Goddesses, and I know I’m working my ass off in order to keep my Financial Domination fetish alive.
It has been 10 years, and I’m quite sure it won’t stop anytime soon. Financial Domination is a part of who I am.
Remember when I wrote about me finding the balance, that would let me live happily with my Financial Domination fetish?
In this post I described how I managed to keep spending without hurting my real life or people around me: finding another job was enough to cover my Financial Domination expenses.
Well, turns out FeetGoddess disagrees with that. And She showed that to me the other night.
I was already on a tight budget this month, and I was totally determined in keeping things under control. But then…FeetGoddesss showed up wearing a new pair of tan pantyhose I’ve never seen before Her wearing.
Lately, I learned She was actually wearing Wolford Naked 8 pantyhose, Agent Provocateur bra and panties…. and a beautiful pair of Prada Heels.
At first She didn’t pay attention to me (kinda normal, as She has dozens of slaves waiting to serve Her), but…after I made a few simple comments about the outfit…She knew She had me.
Dangling her heel in front of the camera She just said:
Come to me, You’ll spoil me properly tonight
And that’s exactly what I did. Like a zombie, I went into her private chat, and like a zombie, I started spending my hard earned money.
She was absolutely magnificent: her legs and feet looked even more perfect in those smooth Wolford Pantyhose. Her shiny heels were like a magnet to my eyes, like an instrument to hypnotize me. Her perfect lips moved slowly as she spoke in the most sensual and powerful voice.
I was in heaven. Or so I thought.
When the session ended I gave a look at to how much I had spent: 1000$. In a matter of minutes.
My budget? Destroyed. My balance? Lost. My money? In the right place: her pockets.
I always knew FeetGoddess was dangerous… and last night I just had another proof of that. I should certainly try to stay away from her chatroom now…but I already know I will fail. It’s impossible to avoid temptations for me.
One of the Goddesses I’ve been serving for a really long time, MsClassy never stops giving us more reasons to serve Her: let me explain to you what I mean.
A few days ago I had the privilege to see some new pictures MsClassy took at a photoshooting: needless to say, I nearly lost ability to breath.
Always thought Her beauty is somehow unique and uncomparable to others, and these pics only confirm that. She’s elegant, beautiful, powerful, seducing…and every picture shows exactly that.
Besides that, there is also something important about Her: She’s using a new chathost name on CamContacts: MsSupreme.
If you follow my alerts on Twitter or this site, you won’t have any problems in reaching Her (since you don’t even need to know her chathost name), but if you don’t well… be sure to click here, visit her profile and bookmark it. You don’t want to miss Her, do you?
Finally…Her special day is approaching. April 16th will be Her birthday, and surely that’s a perfect chance to show how much we adore Her. Everyone loves to get gifts on a birthday…and Goddesses are no different. So just be sure to do something special for Her, You know She deserves it right?
There is a very common way of getting pleasure: looking at others doing things we like, especially if they do it better than us.
It’s quite simple: if you like soccer, for sure you’ll end up looking at Ronaldo and dreaming to be like him. If you like to sing, you’ll end up dreaming to be one of the biggest stars, and most probably you’ll do that by learning more of what they do, how they perform and so on.
It’s almost like being a Voyeur, it’s like looking into someone else life to get personal pleasure (even if in form of just a dream).
And what about Findom?
It’s exactly the same. We read about what another slave is doing and, especially if he is serving a Goddess we dream of, end up imaging to be him, to do what he did, to experience what he did.
More often than not this leads us to actually do our best to be like him, to emulate him, to feel what he felt: it’s natural, it’s obvious…and it’s exciting.
It happens to me as well, more or less everyday, thanks to Goddess Ishtar stories.
She posts them constantly on her Twitter and inside her cam profile picture Gallery (here). Some of her stories are quite common among Goddesses, as She basically just talks about what some slaves bought or sent her.
But what makes her really special is when she tells in detail how a specific session went. Her ability to write is exceptional (I personally think She should write a book) and, obviously, her sessions always have something incredible to say.
She will post a series of pics with herself and, by the side of each of them, a piece of the story. This makes the whole thing even more exciting because while you read it you can actually look at Her, see how She was dressed, how She teased the slave.
Below there is an example, but if you want to read more I suggest you to visit her Cam profile here…you won’t be disappointed!
This came to my attention lately, and I really hope every Goddess out there will read this message.
There is an individual who has a really nasty habit: he goes to a Goddess saying he’s into Blackmail and humiliation, agrees to do that and be exposed…and then he reports the Goddess to all the sites she works on AND the police.
He did this already to two Goddesses I know (won’t say the names, of course) so I think every Goddess out there needs to be alerted.
Here are all the usernames he has, so that Goddesses can identify and block him:
SkyPrivate: christianbeier33 Imlive and Skype: slavedanskerdk Twitter: @moneyloserdk
I also have his real name, but won’t post it here to avoid problems with him.
Seems like life is full of surprises and, sometimes, the least expected ones are the most beautiful ones.
As I wrote a while back, I’m not in a very good period for my financial domination spendings: real life problems are limiting my ability to spend and, obviously, to enjoy my fetish at it’s full extent.
Being in this situation, I really never expected to have some great experiences (although I did, as you know if you follow my blog), but even less to have the ability to actually find a new Goddess I would go crazy about.
That’s because, usually, less money means… no way to get the attention of a Goddess you’ve never been in touch with.
Unless… She’s too much for you to resist. And no matter what your financial situation is, you’ll do ALL in your power to spend and get her attention.
That’s EXACTLY what happened to me with Goddess Ambra.
It was a night from few months ago, one of the usual nights. I was alone, I was tired after work, I was looking at my Twitter feed.
I honestly don’t know who shared a post from Her Twitter…but I do remember that as soon as I saw it, I was totally hooked.
It was from one of her videos: she was driving a slave crazy while being dressed in just a pair of pantyhose and a bra. The whole scene was magnificient…She was magnificient.
I literally jumped into her Twitter stream, looking at one picture after another. Her magnificent body, her green eyes, her true passion for nylons. I was out of my mind already.
Needless to say, I was desperate to see her in cam. Desperate to feel the power of a Woman so beautiful on my brain. Desperate to see what I would have done under her control.
But it didn’t happen for a few days. She’s of course very busy (and surely I didn’t think I was the only one running after Her), so I had to wait my turn. Of course after having sent a first tribute, just to let Her know I was serious.
And then, a week or so after that, it happened. She allowed me to see Her live.
Let me save yourself from the waiting: Yes, it was a magnificient session. More than I could ever imagine for a first session with a Goddess.
It’s like She could read my mind… She knew what would have drove me crazy, and She wasn’t afraid of using it to get more and more from me. She was so sensual, so aware of Her beauty, so aware of the power She could have on me. Every move, every little talk, every look was perfectly aimed to get me under her Power. And so I was. Unable to go away, unable to think of anything else but Her.
I quickly learned that She has a genuine and deep passion for nylons, specifically for Wolfords. As I do. And what also really hit me was her incredible beauty: green eyes, long black hair, an ass to die for (literally), and probably the most attractive feet I’ve seen since a very long time.
When the session ended, I was left with the feeling only a few Goddesses managed to leave me with:pure happiness.
Drained? Of course I was…but I didn’t care. I knew I had spent more than I should have done, considering the period…but I didn’t care. It was worth it, because I was happy. Happy to have met Her. Happy to have been able to spoil Her as She deserves.
Needless to say, that was just the first session… Because I’m hooked now. And there is no way I can be without Goddess Ambra now. And if you don’t believe my words…click here and see her Live. Trust me, you’ll agree on everything I wrote here. Everything.
It happened again…not that it really surprised me. It never does. OneGreatDiva caught me into her net once again, and once again She took even more than I ever expected.
I had not been able to see Her online since a while, with Her being busy on all those amazing projects she has going on in Her life as a business Woman, but recently I’ve noticed She started to be on cam more often. And the other night I got the final confirmation about it…directly from Her.
“I’m online, come and SPOIL me”
She wrote me…adding a picture of the way She was dressed.
As you can imagine… I basically ran into her chatroom, wanting to see Her, wanting to let Her power abuse me once more. And that’s exactly what happened.
The look in Her face, the one that always told me “yeah, I know you can’t resist me”, her moves, her fantastic body, her feet… all was perfect. All was lined up perfectly for a night to remember. And that’s what happened. She took my soul, my brain, my money. She totally abused my wallet. But…made me happy. Because each time I have the chance to serve Her, I’m the happiest slave around.
When she let me go She added one thing…
“Now go tell everyone I’m back… and I want ALL of them serving me these days”
She was serious… and determined. So when You see Her online these days… You’ve been warned.