Well somehow… this morning i woke up and saw i had an e-mail… and it was from One Great Diva. For a moment i though it was a nice gesture, maybe a way to make things easier for me…then i opened it… there was one pic attached and all the e-mail said was: “Spoil me. Today.” It’s going to be a really expensive Christmas… i don’t think i’m the only one thinking that this pic is just… too much. I’ll…
(Article originally posted on December 12th, 2012) Life is unfair. Recently i noticed some improvements in my financial domination addiction, i thought i was keeping it under control: didn’t get the same excitement, didn’t get the same “need” to serve Goddesses… so yes, i was quite satisfied about it (even if still not happy, that’s a different story). Then, today, One Great Diva showed up and pushed me back into the worst period of this nightmare. She didn’t show any…
That’s an obvious thing maybe, or maybe not. But everytime it happens to me, i do realise that, no matter what’s my mood or how things are going in my life, certain photos will ALWAYS make me weak and give me the need to visit the one that took them… Yes it’s her, Sheena, that asked me to don’t post anything with her on this blog…but i suppose if i cover her face, it’s ok…
Seems like i’m a total failure even in finding the “friends with benefits” thing and, to be honest, that’s depressing. There’s this hot coworker i know since 8 years now: we are really close friends but of course, i also always wanted more. In the last couple of years i’ve increased the “tips” about that subject, always commenting on her outfits, always “Playing” about sexual things and so on… And well, she also did play well on that. We are…
It’s all going down the toilet. Lately i’m having less and less sex with my wife…and the weird thing is that the reason is NOT this financial domination fetish. In fact lately i’m finding less and less satisfaction even in this, which is good in a way. But what’s going on? To be honest, everything BUT sex is going great with my wife…i could say that it’s because i’m working way too much, but this has always been there, at…
Seems like one month passed since I last wrote something here about my usual and, probably, never-ending Financial Domination fetish…so why not putting down an update, more to remember myself how things are going than to anyone else. My goddess asked me (ordered me) to remove all her videos I’ve ever shared online, and so I did it. I’ve actually found it kinda weird, as She was the one telling me at first that She was more than happy about them…but…
In a way, i was expecting it. A beautiful star such as One Great Diva couldn’t keep letting people see her beautiful pictures and HD videos for free, it wasn’t right at all considering how many models have paysites without even deserving that. So when the other day She posted this message on twitter, all i did was immediately go and see that playground (as She called it a few times afterwords). And my God… it’s one of best looking…
It has been too long…really too long since i last spoke to my angel. I wrote about her a couple of times: She’s a sweet, gorgeous, intelligent and funny girl that, more than once, saved me from going online with one of the Mistresses here. Of course not for free, but still…she helped me a lot on slowing down a bit on my addiction. I think it was the beginning of august when i last saw her…after that i’m sure…
There is always a first time, for everything. And a few nights ago it was my first time being drained by Louboutin Shoes and Agent Provocateur stockings: some of the most expensive and awesome shoes and stockings. CLICK HERE AND BE DRAINED LIKE ME MsSupreme was wearing them and I actually knew that was coming, sooner or later. I knew She bought those stockings during a recent trip to Italy She made (boy I was SO excited to know that…
Each time i update the page where i keep a log of the money spent on financial domination (here), i’m always well..surprised. I keep saying i’d like to stop this financial domination fetish i have, i keep saying i should try a real life experience with a financial domination mistress…but then…i’m addicted to cam, that’s what i am. In July and August, i spent nearly 4.000$ in financial domination, all in cam. Is it too much? No, because if it…