It’s not something I can control, it just happens. I often find myself feeling very strong, thinking I can stop whenever I want, thinking I’m not addicted or anything… and then… Then I see Her on cam. And everything changes. It’s hard to explain the reasons behind this addiction, but every time I see Goddess Adriana live on cam… my addiction grows and all I want is to be there, to worship Her, to serve Her, to make Her happy….
This is what happens when a slave stops using his brain…and just keeps staring at the screen for too long. Goddess Adriana looked magnificent the other night and, moreover, she told me she was just about to leave for a vacation. So I knew I would have not been able to see Her for some days… and I forgot about the time that I was spending on Her videochat. I spent all the money left on my credit card..and my…
I don’t know about you, but when I’m watching a beautiful Goddess driving me crazy, I tend to speak a lot. Of course, I don’t make lots of sense, as the brain doesn’t really work well in those moments, but I tend to keep telling Her how gorgeous she is, how incredible she looks. That’s why what happened last night was PAINFUL. Goddess Adriana approached me on chat, ordering me to go and see Her, even if I was low…
A beautiful Woman. Stockings. Sandals. Her foot on his face. Her other foot on his cock. She’s drinking coffee, as if she doesn’t care that much of him being down there. She’s powerful, Her power being represented by her “size” compared to his. Isn’t this the perfect dream of each and every slave?
This post doesn’t have to do anything with Financial Domination or anything like that… but it’s my blog, and tonight i need to write out some thoughts. So you are totally free to move on if all you want to read is Financial Domination, blackmailing, cam and so on. So i’m working no stop since 3 years now.. no less than 10 hours a day, holding two jobs. My regular, boring one, and the other…the dream. The one that i…
So this short story begins two nights ago, when my Padrona (as She allows me to call Her) Goddess Adriana, gifted me with a rather long chat on Skype. During that chat I not only was able to see how AMAZING Her brain is, but She also told me that, the night after, She would have put on a new outfit that I would have liked. Mind you…I had about 50$ left on my credit card. Yesterday, at work, all…
Goddess Adriana is inside my brain, inside my bones, inside my soul…and I just can’t escape from Her. Well, I don’t even WANT to escape, to be honest. She just KNOWS the “buttons” to push and when to push them. Her brain is sexy, her body is sexy, her movements are sexy, her style of dressing is just the kind every Woman with capital “W” should use. Last night it happened again. I didn’t have much money left on my…
It happened. After all this time going from one Goddess to another, never being able to stay loyal to any of them… I’ve met Goddess Adriana. At first what really hit me was Her elegance, Her style of dressing. Then I saw Her power, Her intelligence. Then I saw how smart She is… and She slowly entered into my head. Minute by minute. I’ve spent 1.700$ in 4 days with Her This is more I’ve ever spent with anyone else……
It has been ten days…so far. Ten days since my last cam session online, Ten days since i’ve fall at a Goddess feet… ten….LONG days. And i have to be honest… i can’t wait for this to end. I didn’t choose to stay away, i didn’t want this to happen (even if i should), it wasn’t an act of strength on my part, it wasn’t me winning against my instincts. I just didn’t have a single cent left on my…
And so this year comes to and end. And more or less nothing changed since last year: my financial domination fetish is as strong as ever. A few minutes ago i’ve updated my expenses record and i saw two things: in december i’ve spent less than usual…and in total, in 2013, i’ve spent 22.025$ on financial domination… that’s a hell of a lot…and something i’m ashamed of but…something i just can’t avoid it seems. Maybe the fact i’ve spend less…