Happiness is in a session with Goddess Ishtar

November 14, 2020 YourMoneySlave Comments 2 comments

One of the key signs to understand if the Goddess you just had a session with is “The One” has to be the way you feel right after it. Too many times we, slaves, feel sad or even angry after a financial domination session.

It can happen of course. Even though we had a great time, as soon as the session ends we stop thinking about the Goddess we’ve served and just realize how much we’ve spent and, perhaps, think about how else we could have spent the same money. So the regret starts. And with it comes sadness or, sometimes, anger with ourselves or the goddess.

But what if you feel happy after a session?

That’s exactly how I feel each and every time I have a financial domination session with Goddess Ishtar. I feel happy, satisfied, relaxed. I feel like the money I gave her were way well spent, I feel like I just had the best time of my life (and it keeps getting better) and there is no way I could think my money would have been better spent in a different way.

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Serving Goddess Ishtar in her videochat room means letting a superior woman take good care of you. She knows exactly what you need, even more than yourself. Of course, if you are visiting her for the first time, you need to let her understand the kind of slave you are. But the more time you spend with her, the better you will feel. I speak from experience, having served her for a long time now.

In all these years there has never been a single time when I ended the session with Her and I felt angry or sad. Happiness and satisfaction have always been the feelings I felt.

The last session I had with her, as an example, was amazing even just starting by the way She was dressed. A unique (and probably expensive) black dress, black Wolford pantyhose, and Louboutin high heels. Her perfect makeup and long, beautiful hair only made the whole picture so perfect that it took me a few minutes to type even one single word.

I don’t even know how much I’ve spent, that’s not even the point. The point is that I felt happy, relaxed, and satisfied when the session ended. No regrets, no sadness, nothing. Just positive vibes and feelings.

That’s the kind of magic Goddess Ishtar brings with Her. Because she’s simply… The One.

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Quick and HUGE drain with Goddess Adriana

November 13, 2020 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

If there is one thing I’ve learned today, is that you can never know what will happen in a session: only the Goddess does. Even when you think it will be just an ordinary, quick, and probably not expensive session well… you can be terribly WRONG.

The thing is, today I was home alone for just a few minutes. It was unexpected and the amazing thing was that, exactly when I was left alone, I was writing a message to Goddess Adriana, congratulating her with one of the last pictures she posted on Twitter.

Before I could finish the message though, I realized I would have been home alone for like 15 minutes, so I thought of adding to the message a simple thing like…

“feels great to compliment you while being home alone for 10 minutes”

In the back of my mind, I was kinda hoping to end up seeing her for a few minutes. A quick non-expensive session that would have let me admire Goddess Adriana’s beauty and elegance once again. The thing is…

“non-expensive” isn’t part of Goddess Adriana’s dictionary

She quickly answered that message with a simple “Call me“. And damn it felt exciting. I didn’t waste a single second and did that.

When her cam opened my jaw dropped to the floor, probably with a loud noise. She was absolutely magnificent. She was wearing some incredible shiny pantyhose that were almost hypnotic to me. An elegant dress, perfect makeup, and heels to die for matched those perfectly.

I a matter of seconds, I lost control of my brain.

What happened afterward was something that never happened to me before: she kept asking for one tribute after another, like one tribute every 3 minutes or so. All the time crossing and uncrossing her long legs, talking to me with her sexy voice, driving me crazy.

After 10 minutes I had to quickly leave as I heard someone coming back home… So I closed the video call and apologized to her.

“Send me one last tribute, then go to the bathroom with your mobile”

As a robot, I did as told. Went to the bathroom, locked the door, and waited. After a few seconds, she sent me a short video of her dangling the shoes, adding to that just a short but clear message

“Come for me”

It was so incredibly hot. So unexpected of Her. It didn’t take me more than 5 seconds to come. It was beautiful. When I came back to my desk I checked my balance: she had taken 300$ in less than 10 minutes.

Beauty, Elegance, and Power. Once again She showed me how special and unique She is. And gave me another explanation (if there was any need) as to why I have been serving her for ages now. Visiting her cam is an experience that will leave a huge mark on you, one of those things that you will never regret or forget. If you still didn’t, go to her private room and let Her show you how powerful She is…

Dreaming of OneGreatDiva…

November 12, 2020 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

OneGreatDiva will never, never, never get out of my head. I find myself simply dreaming about her so often, even if I just had a session with Her, doesn’t matter. My brain doesn’t want to stop thinking about Her, not even while I sleep.

Why is that?

I’ve been asking myself this question many times and, as you can imagine, there is not a simple answer to that. It’s a mixture of so many things.

It’s not just her unmatched beauty, not just her unique attitude. It can’t even be just the perfect way she embraces being a Goddess. And let’s don’t forget the hugely successful life she lives: all those achievements in her business life, things that a guy like me could never even dream to do.
Again, it’s quite evident that she has so many ways to make me feel inferior, to make me worship her that well… I can never have enough of her. One session after another, I have now been her slave for several years…and the more I worship and spoil Her, the more I want to do so.

Spoiling OneGreatDiva is one of those things that ANY slave should do at least once in his life: she’s like no one else. So many Goddesses out there took inspiration for her, so many girls look at her as a role model…and there is a reason for that. But until you try for yourself, you will never fully understand.

If you want to elevate your financial domination experience today, do yourself a favor: click here and go visit her videochat. Then come back here and tell me how you feel… even if I already know what you will tell me.

EveSchwarz proved me wrong. Once again.

October 19, 2020 YourMoneySlave Comments 3 comments

It’s not the first time (and I’m sure it won’t be the last one) that EveSchwarz shows me how wrong I am about what I think excites me and what it doesn’t. Why? Because she’s just too powerful, that’s why.

It has only been a few days since I wrote about my (bad) opinion about group draining sessions: I don’t like them, they don’t excite me, I would never want to be in one.

Or so I thought

I have a fetish for legs and feet in pantyhose ever since I was a teenager, and a Woman wearing trousers just doesn’t interest me. She’s not as sexy as in a miniskirt, her legs in nylon are hidden, come on it’s just not for me.

Or so I thought

If there is one way EveSchwarz has to show me Her immense power, is proving me wrong on this kind of thing. A few nights ago, after finishing my work, I logged online just to have a look around. Started browsing Twitter, cam sites… you know, the usual stuff we all do.

At some point, I went into EveSchwarz room.

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She had a leather catsuit on, Louboutin high heels, and nylons (later I discovered being pantyhose). She looked incredible. Her perfect body was like a perfect match with that outfit, her legs looked even longer than usual, her incredible ass was breathtaking. I couldn’t leave. I had to stay and watch a bit.

Thing is, she was super busy as usual. I could hear her asking tributes to a few different guys, giving them orders, calling them one by one: it was a group draining session. You know, that kind of session I don’t like. I thought of just enjoying the show, without taking part in it…but she was of a different opinion.

At one point, between one order to a guy and another, she said, looking deeply into the cam:

“Spoil me Massi, it’s your turn now. You know you want to”

To be honest, I didn’t KNOW I wanted to… till then. Those words instantly turned me into an obedient puppy. I sent the first tribute and started acting like I had no brain. Well, it wasn’t really acting… she did actually take my brain away, piece by piece. She was moving in the sensual way only Her can do, her voice was hypnotic, slowly giving orders to others, then to me, then to them…one by one…sometimes I stared while she was clearly giving orders to others and ignoring me but…she did it in such a perfect way that I never felt left out. It was a constant switching between one and another, with perfect timing, always giving everyone the right attention. It was perfect. I had a magnificent time.

The next morning I woke up happy but also a bit confused. Do I even know what I like? Does it even matter?

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Feeling guilty and sad

August 20, 2020 YourMoneySlave Comments 13 comments

It happened. I always thought my findom addiction was under control and was not interfering with my private life…but I was wrong. And not because of my spendings, those are actually totally under control (remember how I found my balance?), but because of my…wanking habit. Or at least that’s what I think this is, perhaps it’s deeper I don’t know.

I Love Her

First of all, I love my wife with all my heart. She is always my first thought about anything that I do, and I would never do anything to harm her. In all these years I made sure I protected my marriage from all the dangers of Financial Domination. That’s why I managed to find a balance on my spendings, and that’s why I never risked getting caught. If there is a slight risk, I just don’t even go online. She is my main priority.

My failure

But there is one thing that seems to be affecting us: my lack of sexual drive. Recently, we just don’t have sex enough. It’s about once a month, sometimes even less…and it’s not because she’s not beautiful, because she is. It’s probably because she doesn’t represent what my sexual fantasies are always about, she doesn’t even come close to what I need to get excited…and that’s starting to be an issue.

Two nights ago we spent an hour talking about this (well, talking…arguing I should say). She ended up crying, thinking this is all her fault. That I don’t like her anymore and stuff like that. We ended up cuddling and having sex …but since then I feel guilty. Extremely guilty. The one thing I never wanted to happen, it’s happening. I’m hurting her. And it’s all because I probably spend too much time fantasizing on Financial Domination goddesses and stuff like that.

Is there a solution?

How can I solve this? I don’t know. The only solution I see seems impossible: many times I tried, and always failed to quit money slavery. This is who I am, this is an important part of myself, and I can’t be happy without it.
All I’m doing these days is giving more and more attention to her needs, always been there for her (even more than before), and of course, having sex more often but… how long this will last? How long till I will stop feeling guilty, and just get back as I was before?

I have no answers at the moment. I’m just sad.