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She’s incredible, and i’m not the only one saying it

She’s incredible, and i’m not the only one saying it

If you follow this blog a bit, I guess you’ve noticed who’s the Goddess that totally took my soul lately: EveSchwarz of course.

There are lots of reasons why i’m so amazed by Her, and beauty is just one of them. Not only She is most of the time in nylons, but the way She moves her toes is something i’ve never seen before. And we are talking about something like a decade looking at girls on camsites!

But the reason I’m writing this post is not to list all the reasons why I’m always enslaved by EveSchwarz, and it’s not to just say how great she is. It’s because today I’ve read an article about Her on an Italian web magazine…and that made me feel just…happy. Why? Maybe because I’m glad more and more people will be able to know Her, and maybe become Her slaves as well…or maybe just because I’m so much into Her that any success she has, even if small, makes me feel happy.

The magazine I’m talking about is called “Donne In Collant” (women in pantyhose), and more or less weekly they review camgirls that use to wear pantyhose on cam. A few days ago they wrote about EveSchwarz, and they also acknowledge what I too think: her feet and the way she moves them are incredible.

By the way, the article I’m talking about is this one (and yeah, it’s in italian): http://donneincollant.com/la-donna-dai-piedi-incredibili-in-collant/

Valentine Day: Wife or Goddess?

Valentine Day: Wife or Goddess?

Yesterday was that time of the year again. Valentine day is the time where you are supposed to show your other half how much you love and care about her…with a gift. Many says this is just a day created to make people spend money, and i tend to agree with that…but still…there is not a better time of the year to send a gift to a Woman.

But for us, slaves who also have a partner in real life, this can be a day full of questions…difficult questions.

Should i be loyal to my woman, at least today?

Am i a good husband?

Will i feel guilty if i don’t buy anything to my Goddess?

Why do i feel this NEED to send the best gift ever to my Goddess?

And the list could go on and on… the “classic” battle that we fight more or less everyday, made more difficult by Valentine. Because this is the day where you are more or less forced (even more than usual!) to make a gift to the woman you care about…so… it’s difficult for us, VERY difficult.

As you may guess, it was the same for me. I spent the day in office thinking about all these things. I was all the time at my computer thinking to spoil my Goddess, then didn’t do it, then thought again…this went one for a while, i guess more than 2 hours. Then…

What did i decide to do?

I bought a great (expensive) gift for EveSchwarz and a flower for my wife. Yes, spent more for my Goddess…and i don’t regret it. At all.

This is love. A special kind of love. A unique kind of love.

And you? What did you do?

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

Each and every day I find new ways in which EveSchwarz is unique and special. And last night was no different.

Don’t get me wrong, i’ve served many beautiful Goddesses in all these years, and i still think the world of them… but …

EveSchwarz is making me do things i’ve never done before, she’s making me feel like i’ve never felt before, She’s making me see things in a way i’ve never seen them before.

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So, back to last night. I was just about to go to sleep, but decided first to switch my laptop on to check a few things and well, most probably deep inside to see if She was online, maybe to just tell Her hello, to just have a quick contact with Her. And yes, there She was. Online.

I sent her a quick message, nothing special really, something like “i’m not in a great mood tonight, so i just wanted to say Hello to You Goddess.”

But looks like she wanted to change my mood. She sent me a pic of her perfect feet in black nylons and sandals, just like that. She didn’t really add anything for a minute. Then..

“Feeling better now? Come to see me.”

Of course i forgot i wanted to go to bed, i forgot everything…i just went into Her room still thinking it would have been just for a quick sight of Her beauty.

I was wrong.

She was looking spectacular. Her new haircut makes the beauty of Her face shine even more, those black pantyhose with line on back, worn with sandals, totally made her legs and feet look even better. And i started watching.

We chatted for a short while, during the few times when she was in free chat between one private and another. Then… then She did what many Goddesses do of course..but it’s what i felt that was different than other times. She said.

“Spoil me.”

Nothing unique in this right? Wrong. Wrong because it felt different to me. As slaves, we always say “i can’t say no to you, Goddess” because, let’s face it, it’s part of the game. But more often than not, we can actually say “no” if we really want to…or even just run away with an excuse. I’ve done that so many times.

But with Her it’s different. Obeying her orders just feels right. And saying no to Her feels totally wrong. Inside my mind i was thinking “i should say no and go to bed”, but that made me feel… guilty! Yes, even just THINKING of saying no to Her made me feel guilty as hell.

This is something i’ve never experienced before… i’ve always managed to remain focused on myself, spending a lot when i actually felt like it (even if i kept “playing” the game of being forced by the teasing), running away when i wanted. And always with no particular regrets for how i behaved with the Goddess.

But this time… this time i ended up spending 200$ (not a lot, i know) just because it would have made me feel guilty and bad to leave Her, to say no, to don’t spoil Her as She demanded.

I’m falling deeper and deeper for EveSchwarz, and I guess it will only get worst… or should I say better?

When you do things just because She wants you to

When you do things just because She wants you to

I firmly believe that a slave/goddess relationship is in many ways similar to any other kind of relationship: it needs to build up slowly and steadily in order to be a long-lasting one.

Most of the time this kind of relationship stops at some stage, either because the slaves look somewhere else, or the Goddess gets bored…or simply there isn’t that special chemistry going on.

But sometimes…it just keeps reaching levels you never thought would have been possible to reach.

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And that’s exactly what’s happening with EveSchwarz: She’s going deeper and deeper into my soul and brain, and I’m doing things for Her that I’ve never done for anyone else before.

At first, it was singing for Her: I’ve never done it for any Goddess…but well, of course, I did it for my wife (let’s say for different reasons). So in a way, this didn’t surprise me “that much”.

But then…a week ago… I did something for Her, something with a HIGH risk…and just because she brought me to it.

I masturbated in office.

It was a special day, as there were not many people at work. Basically, I was alone in the room…but I could hear people walking in the corridor all the time.

She sent me a few pics on my phone, followed by a simple “take it out and do it for me”. At first, I thought it was crazy, what if someone would catch me?

But then…slowly… I somehow started to think it was the right thing to do… She made me believe it was possible and right to do it…so… I took it out, there where I was, and started rubbing it.

There i was, in my office, with my trousers open and my hand on my cock!

I kept doing it “slowly”, as She ordered… I was more and more excited as time passed by…then… I thought someone was entering my room.

So I stopped, tried to put my chair as much as possible under the table..and waited to see if someone would have come inside.

It didn’t happen.

She said “Then go to the bathroom and do it for me…i want proof”

And I did it. I pulled my trousers up, went out of the room, entered the bathroom and locked the door. I put my phone with her pic where I could watch it, pulled my trousers down…and started to wank.

It didn’t take me too long to come..and it was VERY exciting. I would say amazing.

When I got back to my room, she wasn’t online anymore. She probably left knowing I would have followed Her orders.

And that’s exactly what i did.

EveSchwarz brought me one step forward into my total devotion to Her.

EveSchwarz: The one that stays inside my brain

EveSchwarz: The one that stays inside my brain

FeetGoddesss: The one that stays inside my brain

Through the years I’ve been serving quite a lot of Goddesses: some just once, some for a few times, others (the best ones) I simply never stopped serving. But not a lot of them have the ability to speak directly to my soul as EveSchwarz does.
I know, it may sound like an exaggeration, something maybe that I’ve built in my mind to make this fantasy more exciting…but there is more than that. I can easily say we connect on some sort of special level, and not just speaking about exciting situations.

But when it comes to that, when it comes to serving Her, it’s always the same.
She just KNOWS when I’m truly ready to serve Her, She just KNOWS when demanding me to serve Her will be a success. She doesn’t always chase me (obviously…She has LOTS of slaves), but each and every time She does, I get on my knees and do whatever She asks me to.

The things She says, the way She moves, the way She is always dressed: everything is just perfect to enslave me. Everything. And that’s why She’s always inside my brain, even when I don’t feel weak at all. I find myself thinking about Her at the most strange times, like while I’m at work in a meeting, or at home with my family. She’s there, She sits there showing up every now and then…and when She decides it’s time to server Her…it happens.

And the other night it was no exception. Although I promised myself to reduce the amount of money I spend (and you can see here that I am somehow succeeding in that), I couldn’t say no when She started moving in a way only She can do, while writing me things I could not ignore.

The result? A classic. I ended up spending a fortune online and, to thank Her for the time She spent with me, I then bought a few items from Her wishlist on Amazon.

Because when a voice inside your brain orders you to do something, you just do it.