Today, 1st May of 2019, marks my first 10 years into Financial Domination. 10 years ago today, OneGreatDiva showed me what it means to be a moneyslave. She took out from me what probably has been hidden inside myself for a long, long time. Had a session with Her for three nights in a row, and in each of them, She made me fall deeper and deeper into Financial Domination. It was a few months later that I decided to…
Remember when I wrote about me finding the balance, that would let me live happily with my Financial Domination fetish? In this post I described how I managed to keep spending without hurting my real life or people around me: finding another job was enough to cover my Financial Domination expenses. Well, turns out EveSchwarz disagrees with that. And She showed that to me the other night. I was already on a tight budget this month, and I was totally…
It’s happening again, and I guess you can tell from my lack of posts here on my blog: some personal life stuff is keeping me away from Findom. Do I think this is good? No, of course not. I don’t care if this means I spend (way) less money. I don’t care if this can feel like a way to slow down. I don’t care if it keeps me away from danger. It’s simply NOT what I want. I’d love…
As we all know, Goddesses are not all the same. They have a different style, attitude, personality and, obviously, a different way of getting into our brain, of enslaving us. Heartless Queen, at least in my case, always enslaved me by…scaring me. Yes, I’m not afraid to admit it: She is the one I’ve always been most scared of. Her approach has always been very direct: as soon as She understood what drives me crazy, She started constantly using it…
I should know by now: I can never predict what’s going to happen when I’m alone and vulnerable. Nothing can be planned in findom, nothing at all. And what happened last night wasn’t an exception. I was just getting ready to switch off my computer, after a long day and a pretty boring night, when I got a message from MsSupreme: “Take a look” After that, She just sent me this picture. Obviously, my plans of switching off the computer…
Usually when I know I will be home alone for some time, I kinda feel scared. Unsafe, I would say. I know that when I’m alone, I am an easy target for Goddesses, and I also know that those are the days I end up spending the most. But this year I feel different, don’t know why. I am actually looking forward to it. Perhaps it’s because I am coming out a tough period at work, or simply because I…
I’ve been writing on this blog for about 8 years now, basically ever since I discovered my Financial Domination fetish. And In all this time, everything always happened online. Cam sessions with some of the most beautiful women I could ever dream to meet in real life, from the comfort of my home, behind the safety of my computer “power off” button. One of the Goddesses I’ve been serving for the longest time is, by no doubts, Goddess Ishtar. I…
It’s another one of those moments of my life. One of those that result in a simple thing: No money to spend whatsoever on Financial Domination. Of course, I had similar moments in the past: lack of money, guilt feeling, fear of pushing it too far..and similar things. But well, this time is kinda different and it DOES make me feel REALLY mad. As you probably all know (or you should, if you’ve read how i found my balance), I…
As some of you know, from time to time I like to have a little chat with one of the amazing Goddesses I serve: something like an interview that can maybe let you all know Her a bit better. After my last interview with Mistress Alexya (two years ago!), I had the honor to be allowed by Goddess Ishtar to ask Her some questions. She is without any doubts one of the greatest Financial Domination (and not only) Goddesses out…
As you all know, I have been all alone at home for about 10 days. This was the perfect chance to finally enjoy my Findom fetish, after some time of forced abstinence. And boy was it great. For some time now I wanted EveSchwarz to have a new pair of Louboutins to add to her collection, so a few days ago I contacted Her, begging to see and spoil Her. As usual, She was super busy and at first, didn’t…