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Goddess Ishtar: the 1700$ session with Lars

Goddess Ishtar: the 1700$ session with Lars

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Goddess Isthat: The 1700$ session with lars

I think Lars (from Denmark) has been one of the oldest readers of my blog, and one of those that add more comments and mail me from time to time. The other day he wrote to me about a session that he had… and it was so amazing that I decided to post it here (with his and Her consent). So here it is.

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A few weeks ago, Goddess Ishtar posted some pictures of her in leather pants: you see, I love them as I get so weak when I see a woman wearing them!

I wrote Her, asking for permission to send a tribute (in my mind I thought about 500$ would have been ok) so that she would have shown it on her profile.

She answered sending me the picture of a luxury bag she wanted to buy: 1.000$. She knew I couldn’t say no, but I was still a bit scared of that amount.

We started a cam session of course, and I told her about those pictures in leather pants, and how much I loved them. Sure enough, she dressed like that: I knew I was in danger.

She got access to my computer via TeamViewer, she started taking money at the right time, making me more and more excited. After two hours and a half, she knew I wanted to cum so badly.

lars sent 1700$ to Goddess Ishtar

The she asked me “how much will you pay for my permission to cum?“

I was totally out of my mind. I told her to take whatever she wanted, as long as I could cum. I came like never before at the same moment she pressed the “send” button for the last time.

That night she took 1.700$ from me. And I have no regrets whatsoever, it was the best time of my life.

So be careful… because Goddess Ishtar is online every day.

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Valentine Day: Wife or Goddess?

Valentine Day: Wife or Goddess?

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Yesterday was that time of the year again. Valentine day is the time where you are supposed to show your other half how much you love and care about her…with a gift. Many says this is just a day created to make people spend money, and i tend to agree with that…but still…there is not a better time of the year to send a gift to a Woman.

But for us, slaves who also have a partner in real life, this can be a day full of questions…difficult questions.

Should i be loyal to my woman, at least today?

Am i a good husband?

Will i feel guilty if i don’t buy anything to my Goddess?

Why do i feel this NEED to send the best gift ever to my Goddess?

And the list could go on and on… the “classic” battle that we fight more or less everyday, made more difficult by Valentine. Because this is the day where you are more or less forced (even more than usual!) to make a gift to the woman you care about…so… it’s difficult for us, VERY difficult.

As you may guess, it was the same for me. I spent the day in office thinking about all these things. I was all the time at my computer thinking to spoil my Goddess, then didn’t do it, then thought again…this went one for a while, i guess more than 2 hours. Then…

What did i decide to do?

I bought a great (expensive) gift for EveSchwarz and a flower for my wife. Yes, spent more for my Goddess…and i don’t regret it. At all.

This is love. A special kind of love. A unique kind of love.

And you? What did you do?

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

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Each and every day I find new ways in which EveSchwarz is unique and special. And last night was no different.

Don’t get me wrong, i’ve served many beautiful Goddesses in all these years, and i still think the world of them… but …

EveSchwarz is making me do things i’ve never done before, she’s making me feel like i’ve never felt before, She’s making me see things in a way i’ve never seen them before.

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So, back to last night. I was just about to go to sleep, but decided first to switch my laptop on to check a few things and well, most probably deep inside to see if She was online, maybe to just tell Her hello, to just have a quick contact with Her. And yes, there She was. Online.

I sent her a quick message, nothing special really, something like “i’m not in a great mood tonight, so i just wanted to say Hello to You Goddess.”

But looks like she wanted to change my mood. She sent me a pic of her perfect feet in black nylons and sandals, just like that. She didn’t really add anything for a minute. Then..

“Feeling better now? Come to see me.”

Of course i forgot i wanted to go to bed, i forgot everything…i just went into Her room still thinking it would have been just for a quick sight of Her beauty.

I was wrong.

She was looking spectacular. Her new haircut makes the beauty of Her face shine even more, those black pantyhose with line on back, worn with sandals, totally made her legs and feet look even better. And i started watching.

We chatted for a short while, during the few times when she was in free chat between one private and another. Then… then She did what many Goddesses do of course..but it’s what i felt that was different than other times. She said.

“Spoil me.”

Nothing unique in this right? Wrong. Wrong because it felt different to me. As slaves, we always say “i can’t say no to you, Goddess” because, let’s face it, it’s part of the game. But more often than not, we can actually say “no” if we really want to…or even just run away with an excuse. I’ve done that so many times.

But with Her it’s different. Obeying her orders just feels right. And saying no to Her feels totally wrong. Inside my mind i was thinking “i should say no and go to bed”, but that made me feel… guilty! Yes, even just THINKING of saying no to Her made me feel guilty as hell.

This is something i’ve never experienced before… i’ve always managed to remain focused on myself, spending a lot when i actually felt like it (even if i kept “playing” the game of being forced by the teasing), running away when i wanted. And always with no particular regrets for how i behaved with the Goddess.

But this time… this time i ended up spending 200$ (not a lot, i know) just because it would have made me feel guilty and bad to leave Her, to say no, to don’t spoil Her as She demanded.

I’m falling deeper and deeper for EveSchwarz, and I guess it will only get worst… or should I say better?

A great Goddess values the sacrifice, not the amount

A great Goddess values the sacrifice, not the amount

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Something that happened a few days ago, made me think about another reason why a Goddess is a real one or just someone who’s here for the money and nothing else.

I sent a not so high tribute to a Goddess (i admit it wasn’t high) because i’m in a somehow difficult situation at the moment…but that was ALL i could offer. It was a great sacrifice for me. Her answer made me reconsider Her as a Goddess…actually made me see Her as a not so powerful or smart Goddess. She basically insulted me, stating it was a way too low tribute and that i should have sent more in order to please Her.

Now… some of you could argue that it was correct of Her to do so, because maybe She can’t be open to like any slave, She can’t see value in everyone. But we are not thinking of a 5$ tribute here, it was still a somehow nice tribute. She could have reacted in many different ways…but the ways she reacted only showed me what she really is.

She is there ONLY because of the money

She doesn’t care about dominating men, She doesn’t give a damn f**k of being a Goddess. She only wants money. And that, to me, is a sign of weakness. It’s a sign that says “stay away from this one, She’s not worth it”.

As someone said once, there is a higher value in a slave giving away his last 10$ than in a rich one giving away 1000$ just because he owns them and doesn’t know what to do with them. A smart Goddess should recognize this and actually understand the real value of a tribute.

This one didn’t, and won’t see a tribute from me ever again. Did she lose something? I don’t know, but i certainly didn’t lose my time serving someone who’s not worth it.

When you do things just because She wants you to

When you do things just because She wants you to

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I firmly believe that a slave/goddess relationship is in many ways similar to any other kind of relationship: it needs to build up slowly and steadily in order to be a long-lasting one.

Most of the time this kind of relationship stops at some stage, either because the slaves look somewhere else, or the Goddess gets bored…or simply there isn’t that special chemistry going on.

But sometimes…it just keeps reaching levels you never thought would have been possible to reach.

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And that’s exactly what’s happening with EveSchwarz: She’s going deeper and deeper into my soul and brain, and I’m doing things for Her that I’ve never done for anyone else before.

At first, it was singing for Her: I’ve never done it for any Goddess…but well, of course, I did it for my wife (let’s say for different reasons). So in a way, this didn’t surprise me “that much”.

But then…a week ago… I did something for Her, something with a HIGH risk…and just because she brought me to it.

I masturbated in office.

It was a special day, as there were not many people at work. Basically, I was alone in the room…but I could hear people walking in the corridor all the time.

She sent me a few pics on my phone, followed by a simple “take it out and do it for me”. At first, I thought it was crazy, what if someone would catch me?

But then…slowly… I somehow started to think it was the right thing to do… She made me believe it was possible and right to do it…so… I took it out, there where I was, and started rubbing it.

There i was, in my office, with my trousers open and my hand on my cock!

I kept doing it “slowly”, as She ordered… I was more and more excited as time passed by…then… I thought someone was entering my room.

So I stopped, tried to put my chair as much as possible under the table..and waited to see if someone would have come inside.

It didn’t happen.

She said “Then go to the bathroom and do it for me…i want proof”

And I did it. I pulled my trousers up, went out of the room, entered the bathroom and locked the door. I put my phone with her pic where I could watch it, pulled my trousers down…and started to wank.

It didn’t take me too long to come..and it was VERY exciting. I would say amazing.

When I got back to my room, she wasn’t online anymore. She probably left knowing I would have followed Her orders.

And that’s exactly what i did.

EveSchwarz brought me one step forward into my total devotion to Her.