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MsSupreme raped my wallet again

MsSupreme raped my wallet again

MsSupreme had been on vacation for a couple of weeks and, as it always happens, as soon as She got back and posted a few photos on her videochat page…I felt the need to see her….but I didn’t want to admit it to myself (and to Her).

It’s a thing I have with Goddesses…i don’t want to be the one asking to see them… I prefer them to order me to go and see them…it makes it all more exciting, it sets each other role immediately, as it should be.

So all I did was sending her a message saying how incredible those photos were. But instead of ignoring it or ordering me to come in, what She did was… laughing and saying

I Know what you want, but it won’t happen tonight!

So I just said goodnight…with a bit of sadness inside myself…but didn’t go offline.

After a few minutes that seemed hours to me, She sent me this message

Or maybe…mmmmm….

And silence. I didn’t know what to reply, didn’t know what to say… I just… remained there with my eyes fixed on the chat, hoping she would have said something else. She did, a few minutes later

Come into my room, NOW

Didn’t take me more than 5 seconds to enter…but I made the mistake to go into normal videochat, not one on one private chat. She immediately noticed that and said “not in one on one? What’s this?” with a really upset face…so I followed her order and went into one on one.  As there is NO WAY I could say “no” to her looking like that and with that upset look…

She was wearing one of those pantyhose She bought while I was online, a few weeks ago (remember this post?)…and that made Her even more powerful over my brain… while She was crossing and uncrossing Her legs, my brain just got more and more blank… Her shoes also were just perfect, just so powerful…with a heel that was making me dream to be on that floor…

I spent a fortune that night because after a while She also started to play with her credit card, running it all over her body… then she used her eyes to make me even weaker… I was sort of in a hypnosis status…i was happy, weak, vulnerable, unable to go anywhere… for a long, long, LONG time.

But…at one point I heard a noise…my wife was getting up. I don’t know how, but I managed to quickly close everything and she didn’t catch me…but… my need to have my wallet raped by MsSupreme didn’t go away because what I really wanted was to remain there and keep looking…

I know…i know… soon I will see her online again…and again…i will comment on her photos…hoping that MsSupreme will decide to use my weakness against me…and show me the other pantyhose She bought…

I also made a short video from that night… because of this time…She had audio turned on…and the noise of her heels was an incredible turn on for me…

My pathetic 120$ spent with MsSupreme

My pathetic 120$ spent with MsSupreme

MsSupreme caught me on messenger last night. She contacted me and just said:

“I feel like draining you tonight”

And i couldn’t even answer…all i said was that, at that time, my wife was still around so i couldn’t go into her video. To that She answered:

“I know you need me and you will come to me”

And that’s exactly what i did, after about an hour. I couldn’t help it, i had to go even if i saw She set up the price to 6$ a minute. She put on her black stockings in an incredibly sensual way, She kept looking at me with those magnetic eyes, She changed shoes, dangled them, played with a credit card… i was like under hypnosis. After 20 minutes, She told me it was time to tribute Her, and She ordered me to send 100$.

At that time i came and felt so ashamed that i had to leave. It was pathetic, really pathetic…but i couldn’t help it. That’s the way She made me feel.

Slave of many Mistresses

Slave of many Mistresses

I can’t be loyal, i just can’t be slave of a single Mistress. I thought i could…but One Great Diva actually opened my eyes, and let me see the reality: i am a slave of many Mistresses, although one of them is sort of the “main one” (One Great Diva).

The thing is that, sometimes, i just feel the need to be dominated, to have my wallet raped…and that’s why i start browsing those sites listed here on the right…looking for a Mistress. Is it wrong to do so? Should i just wait for One Great Diva to come online? She said i’ll never be able to…and i will always end up visiting all the others…like Mistress Sandra, MsSupreme, Miss Olivia…and maybe others.

That’s just the way i am: sometimes i need a beautiful woman to use her feet to seduce and enslave me…even if My Mistress isn’t online.

MsSupreme: She’s back… i’m in trouble

MsSupreme: She’s back… i’m in trouble

It was well…quite a long time since i last saw MsSupreme online…so the other night i was quite surprised when She showed up…and even more surprised when She ordered me to come into her videochat.

Strange enough, i was quite calm and relaxed…thought She wasn’t as dangerous as the others…thought i would have been able to exit whenever i wanted.

Boy, i was wrong. Her high arched feet in black stockings and, later on, in suntan pantyhose totally made me crazy and blind. I wasn’t even able to see how much it was all costing me…and forgot that the rate was at 6$ per minute

I ended up spending a truly big fortune… and in the future i will watch this video to remember how dangerous She is…even if I know… I will soon be back at Her feet…

Miss Olivia: should i really run away?

Miss Olivia: should i really run away?

One year has passed since i’ve started this blog. As the name suggests, i was and still am (i think) trying to run away from my financial slavery addiction: too much money spent, too much risk to spend even more. I had to stop.

But after a year of failure, as i ended up spending even more, i think i met the one Mistress that really made me think, for the first time, if this decision to run away is what i really want.

Could it be that i just want to…take a break? Let this bad financial moment in my life pass, and then start again as before? Why should i deny what i am? Why should i deny what really excites me?

I met Miss Olivia online a few days ago, one of those nights when my need to be dominated is higher than my desire to run away from that. Of course she immediatly shocked my for her bauty, but what really made me think a lot in the following days is how that videochat went.

We had a long, interesting, facinating, surprising conversation. It was like she could read my mind, my emotions, my thoughts as no one before. At one point she asked me “Are you sure you want to run away?”. I didn’t answer to that question, i didn’t have an answer. At least not a complete honest answer. And i still don’t.

Her intelligence is beyond anything you can imagine to meet, especially online in a videochat. You can feel how her mind is superior than yours, and one thing that you notice immediatly is that it’s not easy to be accepted as her slave.

She doesn’t take anyone. First she wants to understand the way you are, what you are really looking for, what are your desires. And after that…she is the one deciding if you are worth her attention or not. In my case… all we did was talk, even in a nice way…but at the end of that chat… i just couldn’t stop thinking about her. More than any other Mistress i met before. She is into my brain, and there is no way i can let her go now. And i believe this is because she KNOWS i could be really and deeply submitted only by words, only by a beautiful woman that would use words in a perfect way.

So i’m here today asking myself: how can i run away from Miss Oliva? Is that what i really want? Will i be able to stay away from her for long?

It has been a long year, mostly spent (literally) with the three Mistresses that brought me into all this mess (OneGreatDiva and MsSupreme)…but now that a new year starts…it seems that another one, Miss Olivia, will put a stop on all my intentions to run away.

I am confused tonight…especially because i am writing these things and i don’t feel, inside my brain, the usual voice saying “this is wrong, you need to run away”. The only voice i hear into my brain is Miss Olivia’s, and she’s saying:

Are you sure you want to run away from me?