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Every PayPig’s biggest problem: the rush

Every PayPig’s biggest problem: the rush

One of the things that always upset me more about my Financial Domination “life” is the amount of money that I end up wasting: lately, I think I identified where the main problem is, but before getting into that, let me explain what I really mean about wasting money in Financial Domination.

Here’s what wasting money on Financial Domination really means

First of all: if I thought that Financial Domination is just a waste of money, I would have stopped years ago. That is NOT what I think. Financial Domination is part of who I am, of my sexuality, and spending money on this makes me feel sexually satisfied. BUT. Not all money spent on Financial Domination is spent wisely. 

I had countless bad sessions, I’ve sent countless tributes to goddesses I end up spoiling just 2 or 3 times in 12 years, countless sessions that left me just angry with myself for days after they happened. 

Wasting money for me means paying for a session that ends up being totally unsatisfying. It means finishing the session and, for many days following it, keep thinking “damn If only I had spent that money with one of the best Goddesses out there…“. That is precisely the whole point. My wasted money is the one spent for a session I really don’t enjoy, especially if, rationally, I could have easily spotted it was going to be a bad session…but I decided to do it anyway. And the main upsetting thing is the thought that that money could have gone to a way more worth Goddess, if only…

The biggest problem: the rush

Picture this. It’s late at night, you are home alone, and you feel the urge to have a session. You start browsing the internet looking for one of the best Goddesses you know, hoping one of them will be online to drain you as good as you feel you need. But no one of them is around. No one. 

The rush of having a session is still there (or, better said, you are still excited as f**k), so you start looking around camsites or Twitter, searching for some Goddesses you never served before that, judging from what you can quickly see, could still give you what you want. 

That’s it. This is what will most probably make you waste money. 

No good decision ever arrives from being in a rush. Even more, if you are in a rush AND excited. If you are running from one site to another, in a desperate attempt to find a great Goddess, most of the time you will end up settling down with a girl that “more or less” can have potential…and she will not. Believe me. You WILL waste your money.

The solution: use your brain (the one inside your head)

I know very well how we all feel in these moments, and which brain we are actually using (hint: not the one inside your head). We could easily solve the problem and don’t waste money, but we fail because we just can’t think straight. Again, we are not using the brain inside our heads. 

What would the solution be? Easy: when that kind of situation arrives, get off those sites and just wank! Wank on your own, cum, and forget about that feeling. Then, when you are NOT excited or in a rush, browse the internet looking for new “potential” Goddesses. Follow them, see what they post, what they do, how they do things. In time you will get a pretty good feeling of those that could potentially be a good “fit” for you, and if you are lucky enough one of them will be online the next time you are in this situation.

It’s true that, in the end, we are all just a bunch of wankers. But what we are looking for is more specific than others and, often, more difficult to find. We usually need a connection with the Goddess, we need Her to behave, talk and act exactly as we dream her to do. There are many great Goddesses out there, but finding them takes time and dedication. It’s never a good idea to jump into a session with someone you’ve never seen before. 

Stop the rush, calm down (yeah, wank to do that), relax and use that brain. You will have other chances with the Goddesses you crave for, no one ever died for not having a financial domination session. Just calm the f**k down in those moments, and don’t waste money.

It’s time to slow down

It’s time to slow down

I’ve waited a bit to write this post because I first wanted to see if I was on the right path if I was able to keep my word. So far so good, some would say, so here I am telling you all about my good intentions.

Things were out of control

Ever since I sort of “made peace” with an old friend of mine (hint: I started using the best cam site for a paypig again), my spendings on financial domination sessions have been skyrocketing. You can see it yourself here, just take a look at the last three months of 2020 and January 2021. I have been spending the same in the past, but since 2016 I have never spent so much for so many months in a row. 

That site “exposed” me to an endless list of temptations, and I just started to taste all of them, ending up spending way too much.

I don’t regret it

Let me be clear: I am happy about those months. I had so many great sessions (and yes, also wasted some money on some really bad ones) and, on top of that, I was lucky enough to find my new obsession. The one I had my last session with, at the very beginning of February. The one I wrote about hereUltimateGoddess.

So, again, I really have no reason to regret those months: but you know what I’m like, I always want to stay inside my balance. I never want my spendings on financial domination to end up hurting the people I love most, never want my sins to be the cause of some troubles in real life. 

What I am planning to do

Here’s the tough part: writing down what my plans are and…try to stick to them. I have never been good at keeping the promises I make here on this blog, I have never managed to keep even one of them. I mean, this blog started with “I am writing here as I hope it will help me to stop“…and that was 11 years ago… so I don’t really look like being good in keeping my promises. But let me try once again.

My plan is to drastically reduce my financial domination spendings (meaning, no spendings at all) for at least two months. I am writing this after one month since my last session, so it seems I’m on the right path to this…but I still have to go a long way. As you all know, this is easier to be said than done, temptations are everywhere and, let’s face it, spending less doesn’t bring any sort of pleasure but… I’ll try my best. I need to slow down a bit, can’t really go on spending that much every month. I have to find a way to resist the temptation. I’ll keep myself busy perhaps, I’m not sure yet.

As you can tell, I am not sure if I will succeed, but rest assured that you will be the first to know on the pages of this blog.

Cover photo by Pixabay

Making Money in Financial Domination. Here’s how.

Making Money in Financial Domination. Here’s how.

The amount of “Goddesses Wannabe” is getting out of control. I get dozens of pathetic messages from “so called” Goddesses. And all these messages show is they have no clue about what it means to be a Goddess these days. And I DO hope some of them will actually read this…so see this as something like an open letter to goddesses wannabe.

Let me make it clear to you: You need to learn from the best Goddesses out there.

I’m not suggesting you COPY them of course (i hate copycats), but COME ON…if they are so successful if they have so much money if their name is everywhere… MAYBE they did something good?

And don’t start telling me they have been lucky or they are not as great as they want to show. If you do, you are being envious of their success.

Shut up and listen, I’m about to give you a tip that will make your life change for the best. What’s the tip? Keep reading.

So how do you copy the best ones out there? How do you know EXACTLY how they did it? Well, this is your lucky day!

One of them, the most famous Financial Dominatrix out there, decided to help you! She wrote a step by step guide on how to make money in Financial Domination! And guess what? What I always thought is actually the same she says.
You don’t LOOK for slaves, instead, you WORK HARD to make yourself noticed out there. THEN slaves will come to you.

The one I’m talking about is Ceara Lynch  (also producer of a movie about financial domination) and this is the guide she wrote:

How To Make Money as a Financial Dominatrix

Read it once, twice, as many times as you need to understand it. Because she wrote it after her personal experience, not out of nowhere. What she says there WORKS.

It’s as simple as that…amazing right? You need to work hard to be a successful financial dominatrix.
Or you can sit back on your royal ass, contact hundreds of potential slaves every day and earn a few hundred euros per week.
But didn’t you tell me, last time we spoke, that you are like the best out there?
Well…move your ass and show me that you are indeed the best.
She just needs to show up, and i’m at Her feet

She just needs to show up, and i’m at Her feet

onegreatdiva-in-pantyhose

I have been serving OneGreatDiva ever since I can remember being a slave (actually, She is the one that made me a moneyslave), so it doesn’t come to a surprise that I always, ALWAYS, think about Her. Even when I don’t realize I’m doing it.

As it was today. I was sitting at my laptop casually checking stuff when, all of sudden, she sends me a pic (the one here above) adding just a few words:

“I’m online”

That was it. In a second I stopped doing whatever I was doing and literally jumped to her chatroom, and begged Her to allow me to serve Her. She made me wait for a while, then allowed me in.

And the result was the same one as every time I see Her: an empty wallet and a happy slave.

I spent a lot, and I don’t even regret it. Because each time OneGreatDiva shows up, I must take the chance to serve Her. She’s unique, She’s powerful, She’s hot. I don’t see a single reason why I should even think before serving Her.

It happened today, and it will happen again..and again…and again…

EveSchwarz: The one that stays inside my brain

EveSchwarz: The one that stays inside my brain

FeetGoddesss: The one that stays inside my brain

Through the years I’ve been serving quite a lot of Goddesses: some just once, some for a few times, others (the best ones) I simply never stopped serving. But not a lot of them have the ability to speak directly to my soul as EveSchwarz does.
I know, it may sound like an exaggeration, something maybe that I’ve built in my mind to make this fantasy more exciting…but there is more than that. I can easily say we connect on some sort of special level, and not just speaking about exciting situations.

But when it comes to that, when it comes to serving Her, it’s always the same.
She just KNOWS when I’m truly ready to serve Her, She just KNOWS when demanding me to serve Her will be a success. She doesn’t always chase me (obviously…She has LOTS of slaves), but each and every time She does, I get on my knees and do whatever She asks me to.

The things She says, the way She moves, the way She is always dressed: everything is just perfect to enslave me. Everything. And that’s why She’s always inside my brain, even when I don’t feel weak at all. I find myself thinking about Her at the most strange times, like while I’m at work in a meeting, or at home with my family. She’s there, She sits there showing up every now and then…and when She decides it’s time to server Her…it happens.

And the other night it was no exception. Although I promised myself to reduce the amount of money I spend (and you can see here that I am somehow succeeding in that), I couldn’t say no when She started moving in a way only She can do, while writing me things I could not ignore.

The result? A classic. I ended up spending a fortune online and, to thank Her for the time She spent with me, I then bought a few items from Her wishlist on Amazon.

Because when a voice inside your brain orders you to do something, you just do it.