It’s getting worst. Since she raped me a few days ago, i updated my current status page and…it didn’t look good at all. I’m spending way more than last two years….and it doesn’t look like i can stop. I keep going there, looking for those Financial Domme i know but also always to seek for new ones…as if i’m always looking for more women to rape my wallet… this is not going to stop…
UPDATE: Mistress Sandra asked me to clarify that this post refers to an old session i had with her (roughly in June) and that She wasn’t online at the time of my writing here. She’s back these days…and i’m going to probably fall again… One Great Diva let me free for a while…but that doesn’t mean i’m safe. I’m a slave inside, and i crave to be dominated and…ruined using my fetishes. There’s no way i can deny that, and…
I said that i needed a break from One Great Diva, and she actually answered from her blog. So yes… i’m free from her, as She said i can be teased by others too…so i should be feeling better but… it’s obviously just a temporary thing. “I know that anytime i get back or i find some free time to be online he will get weak under my royal feet” And that is so true…i can feel it…but i don’t…
The other night She literally destroyed me. One Great Diva came online dressed to kill ME and no one else…no matter what She says, i know that’s what She wanted. She had white stockings on, peep toe high heel shoes…and that look and attitude… i ended up spending a fortune, feeling raped…excited… exausted…all together. After that She ordered me to create a video about that session, knowing that i recorded it…and that’s what i did. But i need a break…
This had been my worst year so far. I’ve been updating my status page and i just noticed it. My Financial Domination fetish isn’t over at all…it’s actually getting stronger and more expensive. What to do? I don’t really have an answer to this question…all i know is that at the moment my mind is only focused on One Great Diva’s feet, on her legs, on her eyes… nothing else counts at the moment…nothing else.
Article originally posted on June 7th, 2011 It’s getting worst. It’s nearly one year and a half since i started this blog, and after all this time i can clearly see that i’m getting deeper into Financial Domination. I’m trapped. As of today, i spent more than any other of the previous years…and that’s not what i promised myself when i started this Finacial Domination blog. I was going to stop, i was going to resist, i was going to spend…
There is no escape for me from One Great Diva, the moment i start thinking that i could maybe resist Her…She sort of “feels” it and shows me how powerful She is. Today i went to see Her, swearing to myself that it would have been quick and just to see that i could resist. Boy i was wrong. She was dressed in an incredible way…stockings…incredible shoes… and the way She lights a cigarette, the way She looks at me……
One Great Diva brought me back into financial domination… and i can easily say that i feel like i am the money slave of the perfect financial domme. She’s beyond beautiful, sexy, intelligent, greedy… believe me, i might look like an easy target but i’m not. There are small things that help me escape from a financial domme…but One Great Diva doesn’t have any of these things. She’s just perfect. I’m afraid she’ll keep raping my wallet over and over……
Article originally posted on April 18th, 2011 It seems it was silly for me to even think Financial Domination could have been over… She brought me back into it with a…”virtual slap” i could say. One Great Diva caught me online the other night… at first i was acting strong, well i was actually sure to be strong enough..but her attitude, her beauty, her power…made me fall all over again into Financial Domination. She got 300$ in half an hour…and more…
No, it’s not. Financial Domination isn’t over for me, not yet. But i surely slowed down recently (just updated the Current Status page)…even if the reason isn’t what i always hoped. I am not less attracted by Financial Domination, i am just busy with personal stuff and working a lot….and that just reduces the chances for me to have free time to be online…that’s all really. And actually… i have met another Mistress recently…and She already raped my wallet a…