If there is one thing about me that i’m a bit proud of, is the fact that i am not on for quick sessions. I’m not one of those guys that enters into a chatroom already wanking and ready to cum. I like to take things slowly.
Or so i thought
The other night Mistress Alexya made me completely look like one of those guys. I went into Her chatroom and saw She was dressed in a superb way. A sexy top, a pair of magnificent tan pantyhose and high heels. Nothing else.
My breath was already starting to be heavy
It happened quickly, without too much control on my part. She started talking to me and, slowly, took a bit of a heel off. I kept spending. Then she got up, turned around…and did what made me immediately explode.
She removed her foot completely from the shoe, showed it on cam and then teased a bit with her fantastic and perfect ass in pantyhose.
She was simply too much to handle: i exploded like an idiot and left. I wasn’t ready for Her…and i better come back to Her only when i will be, or risk looking again like an idiot.
Moneyslavery is probably one of the fetishes that has more impacts on our everyday life: we spend money online to spoil our Goddesses and, doing so, we have obviously less to spend for anything else.
To keep being a moneyslave, each one of us has to find his own balance (here’s how i found mine) between what he needs to live and how much he can spend online. It’s very difficult to keep up with this balance, and the chances to fall are really high.
Then it comes a time when an unexpected event changes everything.
And that’s exactly what’s going on in my life at the moment: i need to look for a new house to live in, therefore the money i can spend online is… ZERO for the next 4 or 5 months. And it hurts, believe me it hurts.
It hurts because right in this period i am fascinated by a new Goddess (at least, new to me): British Beauty. She’s SO perfect that i just can’t believe me eyes each time She posts a new picture. I fell the NEED to spoil Her, to show Her how much i worship Her…but i simply can’t at the moment. A few days ago she even sent me a message on Twitter, telling me what i already knew…it’s time to spoil her. And with a huge, painful, sad, regret i had to tell Her i couldn’t.
It will be a painful period for me… but i am forced to do so.
Judging from the KickStarter page where the project is getting funds from, it seems that it’s gonna happen. “Ruin Me“, a real, mainstream movie about Financial Dominationwill actually be made and distributed in cinemas (i guess, or at least on TVs). It looks like to be of an high quality level as well, featuring Ceara Lynch (probably the world most famous findomme) and with award winning director Julian Shaw.
Is this a good thing for the whole findom community? NO, no, no and again NO.
Don’t get me wrong, i’m sure it will be an awesome movie and i am absolutely looking forward to see it (because i think Ceara Lynch is naturally amazing on screen, so she will be great)…but for us, moneyslaves and findommes, this won’t be ANY good.
The reason is kinda easy: once more and more people will know about financial domination, what will happen is that there will be even more “goddesses wannabe” and A LOT of “slaves wannabe”.
Hundreds of decent looking girls will think “hey, if she can do that, why can’t i? All i need is talk shit to a guy and ask him money!”. In no time they will jump on Twitter, search for “moneyslave” (ops…guess my name will come up) and contact us with the same, stupid, classic messages. Things like “hey, do you wanna be my slave?”, or “i’m beautiful, serve me”…AS IF WE DIDN’T HAVE ENOUGH OF THEM ALREADY!
And what about all those guys that will surely be teased by the whole idea, jump on the moneyslave wagon, start ACTING as a slave (those pathetic ones, with the same usual things to say and do), and be in touch with all goddesses looking for FREE ways to get a bit of this?
In a few words? Big time wasted for us, real slaves, and for Them, real Goddesses.
Oh and let’s don’t forget the dozens of people (famous and not) that will come and try to give us help, to take us away from this psychological problem (surely they will identify where it comes from), to tell us this is wrong, dangerous, pathetic and bla bla. Maybe some talk shows about this “new fetish ruining lives”? And some bloggers writing about “how to get rich if you are a nice looking girl“?
Do we really need all this? No, we don’t. But i’m afraid there is nothing that can be done about it: that movie will most probably be made…and i am pretty sure it will be a huge success.
Take a look at this trailer, i think you’ll agree with me that it surely looks awesome enough to be a star.
This is a repost of an old article. In September 2016 i had a server crash and all site content got lost, since then i’ve been trying to repost some of the old articles
I always played a bit around Teamviewer sessions. Always thought of how it would have been…I actually gave my details only once to a Goddess that I knew wasn’t dangerous at all, just playing around a bit. Always thought how it would have been with a really dangerous Goddess.
And I always KNEW the most dangerous Goddess would have been Heartless Queenn
Many guys described how it would have been with her, and I knew already that she enjoys it A LOT. She knows how to use Teamviewer and how to use it to get more and more money. The idea excited me a lot…but I was always too scared to try. Till now.
Today I gave Her my Teamviewer ID and Password.
She was in cam, dangling her red heels in the sexiest way, as she always does. Without stockings. I came into Her room and she just asked me: “Home alone?”
I wasn’t. My wife was sleeping in the next room…but I wanted to do it. I wanted to give her access to my computer. I didn’t tell her what I wanted to do, why I was in her room. But..she started putting her tan stockings on and, as if she could read my mind, said:
“Teamviewer ID and password”
And I did as she asked me.
At that point, she made a mischievous smile. She knew after so long, I finally did what she always wanted me to do. And she was totally enjoying it.
She switched on my cam, started a private show in her room, sent her votes and credits. Then…started to make a payment to add more credits. My card didn’t have credit..so she kept looking for ways to do it. She was still smiling…enjoying all this so much. And I was getting harder and harder, without even taking my cock out of my trousers.
Then she selected Paypal as a payment option. And, to my surprise, I saw my login details already filled in. She was ONE CLICK away from sending herself 200 Euros.
I exploded. Literally exploded in my pants. I don’t remember the last time I had come that much without being able to control myself. I wet my pants, made a total mess…and closed my laptop.
I was in shock. It was probably one of the most intense sessions I’ve ever had…and it was quick. Quick and intense.
Before my wife woke up I managed to clean up everything, telling her I took a coffee and it accidentally fell onto my trousers. A lie…a huge lie of course. But she believed that.
I honestly don’t know if I will have the strength to try this again…but I know that in case I will look for a Teamviewer session… I will surely go to the worst (best) one: Heartless Queenn.
I’m online since like forever now, and i’ve always visited camsites: it has always been the best way (for me) to live my financial domination fetish. A direct interaction with the Goddess, and other reasons i’ll explain below, made me a more or less… a camsite-fan.
These days there are dozens of different camsites, and sometimes it can be difficult to choose which one to go to. I’ve tried more or less all of them, and I still remain loyal to the very first I’ve visited ages ago: this is the site I’m talking about.
Many times i’ve been asking the reasons behind my choice, so why not sharing them here?
Unless you pay, you can’t see the Goddess
This is crucial in my opinion: i want to show Her my total respect as soon as i decide to see Her. I want to give the right value to Her precious time, even if it’s just the first time we meet online. I find all those free cam sites quite cheap or, at least, not perfectly suited around financial domination. We get excited while spending money for a gorgeous woman teasing us, sowhy should it be free to see her? In the site i’ve chosen, all you can see if you don’t pay are pictures of the goddess (or a short teasing video). Nothing else. And usually if you are not registered to the site, you can’t even see the pictures. This is great in my opinion, as it helps keeping away lots of time wasters or fake slaves.
They take money directly from your credit card
You don’t buy credits upfront, you don’t have any sort of way to save your bank account. Money just flows from your credit card to the site, without you having to going out of the chatroom to recharge your account. This makes it all more dangerous of course…but also way more exciting. Too many sites today have this thing about credits, and i really hate it. I want to feel the risk, i want to feel myself in trouble while i’m in chat. If She slowly starts removing her shoe, and she’s very slow in doing that, i don’t want to risk my credits to end in that moment. I just want the session to go on, as it should and facing the risks i’m ready to face. As soon as i get in, i want to feel in danger.
Best place to find Goddesses
Ok this can look quite personal, as i know we are all different as slaves. But trust me, this site is the one where i’ve always found the best Goddesses, especially when it comes to those into Findom and NOT just into leather clothes, whips and chains. You know i’m always looking for elegant dressed Goddesses, that tease me with their shoe slowly dangling, or their foot coming out of the shoes…i am definitly NOT looking for a Goddess dressed in leather, with a strapon dildo telling me she wants to use her whip on my ass. Actually…i’ve met there ALL the Goddesses i speak about on my blog… so to me…that’s more than enough to say it’s the best place to find them.
Summary
I am not saying this is the perfect camsite for everyone, nor I’m stating it’s one of the best camsites out there. Perhaps there are better sites in terms of video quality, design, and everything. But in the end, all I’m looking for is to be in danger while having a chat with a beautiful woman. And this is exactly what this site offers me. So if you want to give it a try, there’s a link to it below. And if you disagree with me, feel free to let me know in the comments of course!
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