So far this has been my worst year ever. Tonight i’ve updated the status page (here) and… in 2012 i so far spent about 5 thousand dollars in financial domination… never happened before.

So this fetish is getting stronger, even if i keep track of my steps in this blog. What does this mean? Recently i started considering the fact that i might even be “evil” somehow…but most probably…the truth is that…financial domination is part of myself, and i’ll never be able to exist without it…

And while i write these lines… One Great Diva and Miss Olivia are both online…this will never end.

My first book is now available

Inside The Mind Of A PayPig

After 15+ years inside financial domination, I finally wrote a book about obsession, shame, desire and the questions I am still trying to answer.

Read the free sample