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EveSchwarz destroys my balance

EveSchwarz destroys my balance

Remember when I wrote about me finding the balance, that would let me live happily with my Financial Domination fetish?

In this post I described how I managed to keep spending without hurting my real life or people around me: finding another job was enough to cover my Financial Domination expenses.

Well, turns out EveSchwarz disagrees with that. And She showed that to me the other night.

I was already on a tight budget this month, and I was totally determined in keeping things under control. But then…EveSchwarz showed up wearing a new pair of tan pantyhose I’ve never seen before Her wearing.

Lately, I learned She was actually wearing Wolford Naked 8 pantyhose, Agent Provocateur bra and panties…. and a beautiful pair of Prada Heels.

At first She didn’t pay attention to me (kinda normal, as She has dozens of slaves waiting to serve Her), but…after I made a few simple comments about the outfit…She knew She had me.

Dangling her heel in front of the camera She just said:

Come to me, You’ll spoil me properly tonight

And that’s exactly what I did. Like a zombie, I went into her private chat, and like a zombie, I started spending my hard earned money.

She was absolutely magnificent: her legs and feet looked even more perfect in those smooth Wolford Pantyhose. Her shiny heels were like a magnet to my eyes, like an instrument to hypnotize me. Her perfect lips moved slowly as she spoke in the most sensual and powerful voice.

I was in heaven. Or so I thought.

When the session ended I gave a look at to how much I had spent: 1000$. In a matter of minutes.

My budget? Destroyed. My balance? Lost. My money? In the right place: her pockets.

I always knew EveSchwarz was dangerous… and last night I just had another proof of that. I should certainly try to stay away from her chatroom now…but I already know I will fail. It’s impossible to avoid temptations for me.

When everyday life wins…temporarily

When everyday life wins…temporarily

when everyday life wins....temporarily
Credits: BritishBeauty

Moneyslavery is probably one of the fetishes that has more impacts on our everyday life: we spend money online to spoil our Goddesses and, doing so, we have obviously less to spend for anything else.

To keep being a moneyslave, each one of us has to find his own balance (here’s how i found mine) between what he needs to live and how much he can spend online. It’s very difficult to keep up with this balance, and the chances to fall are really high.

Then it comes a time when an unexpected event changes everything. 

And that’s exactly what’s going on in my life at the moment: i need to look for a new house to live in, therefore the money i can spend online is… ZERO for the next 4 or 5 months. And it hurts, believe me it hurts.

It hurts because right in this period i am fascinated by a new Goddess (at least, new to me): British Beauty. She’s SO perfect that i just can’t believe me eyes each time She posts a new picture. I fell the NEED to spoil Her, to show Her how much i worship Her…but i simply can’t at the moment. A few days ago she even sent me a message on Twitter, telling me what i already knew…it’s time to spoil her. And with a huge, painful, sad, regret i had to tell Her i couldn’t.

It will be a painful period for me… but i am forced to do so.

My First Experience with EveSchwarz (by Andy)

My First Experience with EveSchwarz (by Andy)

Andy wrote this piece for himself and shared it with me. I thought it was absolutely great, and asked for permission to post it here. 

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I am going to try to remember my first experience with Mistress Amy aka EveSchwarz. I found out about her from reading a blog post on a website and twitter page called yourmoneyslave.com. I had learned about other Dommes from this site and the guy who writes the blog acted like he was really impressed by this lady so I decided to try a visit.
When I entered free chat and said hello the first thing that struck me was she didn’t say the same ole thing, “what brings you here?”. Instead, she introduced herself as Mistress Amy and told me she was from Slovakia. She then asked my name, where I was from and then asked what was my biggest fantasy. I told her I loved feet and legs and being made weak by a beautiful woman. She then told me to get naked and enter her video but do not touch my cock.

When I entered I could hear music playing and she was laying on her bed. She begins to move her legs and feet to the beat of the music and rub her hands up and down her legs. She was amazing looking! She had short black hair, with a face that looked like a doll with these incredible hypnotic eyes. Her legs were long and shapely and her feet were perfect. Usually, it takes a few minutes for me to soak in everything and get into a session but with Mistress Amy I was immediately captivated.

As soon as I entered she told me to kneel. My cock got hard almost immediately and my eyes were locked on her as she swayed to the music. As I stared at her legs and feet, I noticed she began to lick her lips in the most erotic way. She told me to notice how hard I was and that I was leaking precum without even touching myself. She was right, I was already throbbing and beginning to feel weak.
At that time she told me to enter one to one. I was so mesmerized, I did it without thinking. When I entered she whispered “good boy”, licked her lips and smiled. It was all I could do not to touch myself but I knew it was forbidden. My head was spinning and I was totally at her mercy. She then gave me permission to stoke 10 times at her command. I was to type the number as she said it and then take one long stroke. Now I have had Dommes count me down many times but the way she did it was unreal. She said, “one” then snapped her fingers and then I typed “one” and stroked.

Then “two” snap type “two’ then stroke and so on. Every time she snapped her fingers it was like a gun going off in my head. When she snapped her fingers the tenth time I was completely under her spell. I just sat there paralyzed with my eyes locked on to the screen. Even though my cock was throbbing, all I was focused on was what she was going to type next.


Mistress Amy then told me to beg her to raise the rate of my session. At this point, I was no longer in control of myself. I mean not even a little bit. She was in control and I was her mindless puppet. I asked her, no I begged her to raise the rate to $10 a minute. She smiled and then her cam went off. At first, I panicked a bit. Usually, when Dommes raise the rates they tell you to leave chat and come back in a few minutes. She just signed off without a word, which left me confused and anxious. At no point was I concerned about money. In the past, I have had Dommes want to raise the rate and I would just not return when I left the chat. I would say to myself, “I am not paying that kind of money” and then I would move on. But this time was different and when she signed back on, I immediately got back into her video chat.
My head was still spinning and my cock was on edge, which is amazing since I had only stroked it 10 strokes. When I returned to her video, Mistress Amy was on her back with her feet up touching each other in front of her face.

The way she wiggled her feet and rubbed them together was incredible.

I could see her beautiful tongue licking her luscious red lips. I was completely entranced and desperate to please her. The greatest thought in my head was how can I prove myself to her? I needed to earn my place at her feet. She then typed “121” and snapped her fingers. Once again, it was like a gunshot in my brain and was so loud that it left a ringing in my head. I obeyed her wish but did manage to see what price I was about to pay before I switched over to private chat.

I was now paying $20 a minute but I was way past the point of return.

As weak and hypnotized as I was, I would have paid any amount she said. When I entered her private chat she whispered “good boy”, which made me melt. Mistress Amy continued to tease me with her feet, lips, and legs until my credit card ran out of money. I was left on edge, broke and craving more of her attention. I immediately emailed her to let her know why I had left her room so abruptly. She commanded me to keep my hands off of my cock and to return tomorrow when I had more money. I crawled into bed completely dazed and in awe of the power had just witnessed.

I really think Andy wrote this perfectly. What he feels is exactly how I felt when I went into her videochat for the first time.

Here’s why EveSchwarz is so unique [VIDEO]

Here’s why EveSchwarz is so unique [VIDEO]

They say a picture is worth 1000 words, so I’m sure a video will definitely help you understand why I think EveSchwarz is such unique and amazing.

It’s a video from the session I had a few nights ago…decided to do it so that everyone could have a hint of what it is to see her live in cam, in a private session….but just a hint. Session was way, WAY hotter than what you’ll see here.

The longest findom cam session ever

The longest findom cam session ever

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I’ve been having cam sessions for ages now and, believe me, I literally had hundreds of them…. but what happened last night was something I’ve never experienced before.

I had a 3 HOURS session with EveSchwarz, and the WHOLE time she kept me on the edge.

For someone with a fetish for feet and nylons, She is the Goddess of Goddesses. I’ve never seen anyone doing with feet what she does, and I mean it: she moves her feet as two snakes, in an incredible, almost hypnotic, way. It totally shows how much She enjoys it, and that only adds to the reasons why those three hours have been the best three hours I’ve ever spent in cam.

From 3 am till 6 am I was like glued to the screen, unable to think of what was going on, unable to say no to her. Whenever she told me “you need to pay” I was sending her money like a robot, only hoping all that would never end… till it started to physically hurt me.

After three hours of edging, I almost couldn’t feel myself anymore, it was like a sort of karma…like if I was not even there with my mind. She was my only thought at that moment, it felt like She was the only reason I was alive, and satisfying her was all I could think of. Then it started to hurt…and I begged her to make me cum. And she made the evilest thing ever.

After 2 hours and a half, I literally implored her to make me cum…she said: “ok, let’s start”. She started being as hot as ever, telling me to go faster, to don’t stop…with her sexy voice. Going faster and faster… I was on the edge. I was going to… then she suddenly stopped and, with the most innocent smile ever and biting a bit her nail, she said:

“uh oh…i think you need to pay more if you want to cum”

And I did it. She totally drained my credit card, my energy, my mind, my body. I exploded and couldn’t almost catch my breath after that, with my eyes wide open and be unable to believe what I just did.

It was 6 am and the sun was coming up…. I Thanked Her and went to sleep…and I’ve been thinking back about that session since then.

One thing I know for sure…i will come back for more into her videochat pretty soon.

Money slavery: here’s how I found my balance

Money slavery: here’s how I found my balance

As you probably all know, I’m a moneyslave for ages now (five? six? I lost count). At first, I tried to fight this fetish of mine. Let’s face it, this is probably one of the worst fetishes when it comes to its interference into your everyday life. You end up spending a lot of money that you could have been used in other ways (for your life, your family, whatever). So it’s obvious that i first tried to fight it, to end it, to stop it totally.

I failed. Tried again… and failed. Tried..and failed.

It’s in our nature, it’s what drives us crazy. Giving money to a gorgeous woman that uses her beauty to drive us crazy, to reduce our brain to a tiny little…ATM. Where she just pushes a button and gets whatever she wants. And we literally explode with pleasure when this happens.

Let’s face it: it’s impossible to stop being a moneyslave.

You can’t just listen Goddess Resha calling you a dog and asking you to bark without getting excited. While Goddess Kmy keeps crossing and uncrossing her legs, what can you do other than become like a zombie? And whenever MsClassy looks at you directly into your eyes, with her perfect face, telling you that she’s going to show her latest agent provocateur stockings…what else can you do other than pay, pay, pay for that? And don’t make me mention the most natural reaction to One Great Diva special attitude: she just needs to snap her fingers while looking at You as only Her can do…and you are doomed.

But again… every day we feel the same fear. What if this fetish takes over our lives, what if we can’t control it anymore, what if we really go totally broke?

After ages and ages of looking for a way out of this, I came to the conclusion that each of us, needs to find a balance between what we need in our everyday life and..money slavery.

How can we find this balance?

Well, I don’t know about you…but I can tell you how I did it and how I think everyone should do it. The very first thing to do is put your everyday life as the MAIN thing to think about. And to do so…start this by masturbating and cumming…only AFTER that you’ll be able to focus on your everyday life…you know that better than me.

You need to find out how much money you really need each and every month, how much you will need for your future plans…just come out with a rough number, or with a few options. But please, DO NOT think about any Goddess at this moment. Log off from Twitter, Facebook, internet. Just focus on yourself.

After this…the hardest part. I don’t know about you…but I’m not rich. And when I did this “game”, I came out sad. Because from that number to my wage the distance was…almost none. I came out with “ok, I have 100$ a month for money slavery”….you can easily judge from my spendings that this is WAY far from what I need to spend as a moneyslave…. the only solution I had? Find another job. And that’s what I did. I am now working not less than 12 hours per day, but I can surely state that I found my balance. I let my earnings from this new job go to a new bank account I created, and it’s from there and only there that I take money for my financial domination fetish.

Is it a hard life? Maybe…but I am satisfied. I could never imagine completely stop giving money to those gorgeous women that use my fetishes in such a perfect way…and I’m more than happy to work more for this.

What about you? Did you find your balance?

A session with the best Findom ever: One Great Diva

A session with the best Findom ever: One Great Diva

It has been a long time since I’ve posted something about Her, the one that started it all, the one that scared the hell out of me like no one else…One Great Diva. And not because I didn’t have sessions with Her, but because She didn’t want me to write about Her on this blog. I actually had to beg Her tonight to let me do this… but I couldn’t resist. It was one of the best sessions I’ve ever had with Her.

Why? Because She’s just the best. And because She had a pair of Louboutin shoes on…and a fantastic pair of tan pantyhose. She didn’t even have to do much to drive me crazy…just Her incredible beauty was more than enough for me to stay there…stare…and pay.

How much did I end up spending? more than 400$…in about 20 minutes…you do the math. But I don’t regret it…because what I feel when I’m at Her feet is just worth all those money…and even more….

Goddess Adriana maxed out my Credit Card

Goddess Adriana maxed out my Credit Card

This is what happens when a slave stops using his brain…and just keeps staring at the screen for too long.
Goddess Adriana looked magnificent the other night and, moreover, she told me she was just about to leave for a vacation. So I knew I would have not been able to see Her for some days… and I forgot about the time that I was spending on Her videochat.

I spent all the money left on my credit card..and my account got blocked.

Do I regret it? No, the time spent with Her was amazing, it was all that I needed.