As you probably all know, i’m a moneyslave since ages now (five? six? i lost count). At first i tried to fight this fetish of mine. Let’s face it, this is probably one of the worst fetishes when it comes to its interference into your everyday life. You end up spending a lot of money that you could have been used in other ways (for your life, your family, whatever). So it’s obvious that i first tried to fight it, to end it, to stop it totally.
I failed. Tried again… and failed. Tried..and failed.
It’s in our nature, it’s what drives us crazy. Giving money to a gorgeous woman that uses her beauty to drive us crazy, to reduce our brain to a tiny little…ATM. Where she just pushes a button and gets whatever she wants. And we literally explode with pleasure when this happens.
Let’s face it: it’s impossible to stop being a moneyslave.
You can’t just listen Goddess Resha calling you a dog and asking you to bark without getting excited. While Goddess Kmy keeps crossing and uncrossing her legs, what can you do other than become like a zombie? And whenever MsClassy looks at you directly into your eyes, with her perfect face, telling you that she’s going to show her latest agent provocateur stockings…what else can you do other than pay, pay, pay for that? And don’t make me mention the most natural reaction to One Great Diva special attitude: she just needs to snap her fingers while looking at You as only Her can do…and you are doomed.
But again…everyday we feel the same fear. What if this fetish takes over our lives, what if we can’t control it anymore, what if we really go totally broke?
After ages and ages of looking for a way out of this i came to the conclusion that, each of us, needs to find a balance between what we need in our everyday life and..moneyslavery.
How can we find this balance?
Well, i don’t know about you…but i can tell you how i did it and how i think everyone should do. The very first thing to do is put your everyday life as the MAIN thing to think about. And to do so…start this by masturbating and cumming…only AFTER that you’ll be able to focus on your everyday life…you know that better than me.
You need to find out how much money you really need each and every month, how much you will need for your future plans…just come out with a rough number, or with a few options. But please, DO NOT think about any Goddess in this moment. Log off from twitter, Facebook, internet. Just focus on yourself.
After this…the hardest part. I don’t know about you…but i’m not rich. And when i did this “game”, i came out sad. Because from that number to my wage the distance was…almost none. I came out with “ok, i have 100$ a month for moneyslavery”….you can easily judge from my spendings that this is WAY far from what i need to spend as a moneyslave…. the only solution i had? Find another job. And that’s what i did. I am now working not less than 12 hours per day, but i can surely state that i found my balance. I let my earnings from this new job go to a new bank account i created, and it’s from there and only there that i take money for my financial domination fetish.
Is it a hard life? Maybe…but i am satisfied. I could never imagine to completely stop giving money to those gorgeous women that uses my fetishes in such a perfect way…and i’m more than happy to work more for this.
What about you? Did you find your balance?