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Home alone: dangerous and exciting

Home alone: dangerous and exciting

It surely isn’t the first time that I’m home alone, but the feeling never changes, the results never change. My wife left me alone till the end of July: I am now home alone.

Remember the movie with Macaulay Culkin, “Home Alone“? Well…somehow it’s the same. He starts being totally happy and excited about it, being able to do everything he wants, whenever he wants. Then… he discovers the risks of being alone: people trying to enter his house to steal stuff and money.

I’m vulnerable

In a way… I feel kinda the same. I am now able to do whatever I want, whenever I want. Online and offline. No limits, no pressure, no second thoughts. But I also feel…totally vulnerable.

The chances of being online with the right privacy were not that much till a few days ago, somehow protecting me from spending too much… now it’s totally the opposite. I always have privacy, I can always do whatever I want… in a few words… I’m an easy target.

How am I supposed to resist if a Goddess comes to me giving orders, teasing me as She knows I’ll fall? No way I can escape, no way I can say no… I don’t want to, actually.

The result of all this? Well… I suppose I will see at the end of July when the wife will come back…a quick look at my bank account will probably answer this question pretty fast… meanwhile… all I can do is… enjoy these days.

What my first real-time session taught me

What my first real-time session taught me

After about one year since my first (and only, so far) real-time financial domination session, I can surely say that my experience that night could be helpful to others who are considering having a real-time session.

It’s not like I can consider myself like an expert in real-time financial domination, or someone who knows everything about it. On the contrary: I only had one experience (this one), and I was lucky it all went amazingly with Goddess Ishtar. Many things could have gone wrong, many things I didn’t expect to happen as they did. I wish I would have been prepared somehow…so I can write down here a few things that could perhaps help others before their first real-time financial domination experience.

You will be nervous

Remember the first day at school? The first date with the girl of your dreams? The first day in a new workplace? The tension, the nervousness, your hands shaking, your breathing getting heavier and more difficult, your sweating increasing. Well, multiply that by a hundred times and you’ll be closer to how you will feel.

You can be the most self-confident man ever, you can try to be prepared to that moment for as long as you want…but when you’ll look at the clock and the time of your session with Her will be approaching… you’ll feel nervous. And it’s not like that feeling will go away easily even after she arrives. You won’t know what to do, what to say, how to move, how to stand or sit down. The moment you’ve been waiting for since a lifetime is right there, finally happening. The Goddess of your dreams is there with you. You can hear her, you can look at her, you can see her as you’ve never been able before. And that, trust me, is a sensation like no other.

So what do you do? Easy…let her guide you. If you selected carefully the Goddess to have this first real-time session with, she will surely be way more self-confident than you. She will most probably be having fun, a casual fun that she had many other times. She won’t be nervous at all, just enjoying that moment as one of the many similar moments she had before. Even if, perhaps, she’s not that used to real-time sessions, for sure she will be way more confident than you. Let her do the talking, let her guide you that night. Do what She asks, and as time goes by you’ll learn that this will help you relax a bit, and finally starting to enjoy the moment as you should.

You won’t be able to escape her

Forget about switching your computer off. Forget about pretending your wife is approaching and you have to go. Forget about all the excuses you created ever since you started having online sessions. It’s just you and Her now. If you run away now, rest assured that she won’t have anything to do with you anymore. You want to stay there with her, You want this moment to never end. There is no escape this time, no escape like never before. This is different from any sessions you ever had as there is literally no escape whatsoever.

It will be expensive

If you’ve read my post about that night (and how I managed to convince Her) you already know how expensive that was for me. I spent that night more or less the same I spent in one year only. And believe me…it will be the same for you. If your Goddess will ever agree to meet you, it will also be because She will get something special in return. We are money slaves remember? Money is what we crave to give Her. And if She gives us the privilege to meet Her…well then we must show Her our appreciation. Trust me, it will be the most expensive experience you ever had.

It will be intense

It took me months to start enjoying online sessions again after that night. No online session can ever be as intense as a real-time financial domination session. Nothing can be compared to being right there, in front of Her. Nothing can be compared to Her whispering in your ear “give me more”. Nothing can be compared to Her having your own smartphone in her hands while taking money from your bank account. Or your own wallet, your own credit card. Nothing can be as intense.

You will want to do that again

This is something I didn’t expect. I really thought that, after such an intense and expensive experience, I would have thought “ok it was just a one-time thing, not gonna happen again”. Well…ever since that day, I have been craving for that to happen again. Of course, I know that it will be almost impossible to do that again (way too expensive)…but the craving for it won’t stop. I did start enjoying online sessions again, and surely I’m back spending and having fun online…but that night. That night with Goddess Ishtar can’t be compared to anything else. The only thing it can maybe be compared with is…another real-time sessions.

I won’t stop thinking about that night, now or never. But these are all the things that came to my mind after one year. And I do hope some of you guys will find them useful, especially if you are considering having your first real-time financial domination session with the Goddess of your dreams (whoever she might be).

Are you considering having your first real-time session? Did you already have one? Feel free to share your thoughts here in the comments.

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10 Years of Financial Domination

10 Years of Financial Domination

Today, 1st May of 2019, marks my first 10 years into Financial Domination.

10 years ago today, OneGreatDiva showed me what it means to be a moneyslave. She took out from me what probably has been hidden inside myself for a long, long time.

Had a session with Her for three nights in a row, and in each of them, She made me fall deeper and deeper into Financial Domination. It was a few months later that I decided to open this blog, believing it would help me stop and forget about it: boy I was wrong.

Financial Domination is a part of who I am, a quite big part. I can’t stay without it, as I would feel sad and unsatisfied otherwise. All I can do is try my best to keep it under control so that people I love around me don’t get affected.

And I am doing just about fine at the moment: finding a balance between my financial domination “needs” and my family ones. A balance I always stick to (with a few exceptions).

10 years in numbers

Another “fetish” of mine are statistics and data: I like to keep track of everything, including my Financial Domination experience. As you all know, on this page I keep track of all my spending but… how about some more data?

It has been now 3.652 days since I started in Financial Domination, and in all this time I had 1.557 online sessions, for a total of 34.392 minutes spent with those beautiful Goddesses.

As I’m guessing you all know, I had just one real-life session (this one with Goddess Ishtar of course) and I’m afraid I can’t tell you how much it really lasted…because She is so gorgeous that I totally lost track of time (and money…actually).

How many Goddesses did I serve? Well, it would be improper to say that I’ve really served all those I’ve paid a visit to (many times I visited them only once, and left unsatisfied)…but I can tell you that I visited 444 different Goddesses in these 10 years. And you all know which Goddesses I really served and spoiled for good, as I spoke about them over here.

And yes…there is one number I’ve left out so far. In the end, Financial Domination is (mostly) about spending money, and You all know I’m not shy to admit how much I spend. So I got the total from all my spendings.

In 10 years in Financial Domination, I’ve spent 174.137$

I don’t know if it’s too much or not, and I honestly don’t care. I know I didn’t make any harm to the people I love for this, I know I was a good moneyslave to many Goddesses, and I know I’m working my ass off in order to keep my Financial Domination fetish alive.

It has been 10 years, and I’m quite sure it won’t stop anytime soon. Financial Domination is a part of who I am.

Because I’m a moneyslave.

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EveSchwarz destroys my balance

EveSchwarz destroys my balance

Remember when I wrote about me finding the balance, that would let me live happily with my Financial Domination fetish?

In this post I described how I managed to keep spending without hurting my real life or people around me: finding another job was enough to cover my Financial Domination expenses.

Well, turns out EveSchwarz disagrees with that. And She showed that to me the other night.

I was already on a tight budget this month, and I was totally determined in keeping things under control. But then…EveSchwarz showed up wearing a new pair of tan pantyhose I’ve never seen before Her wearing.

Lately, I learned She was actually wearing Wolford Naked 8 pantyhose, Agent Provocateur bra and panties…. and a beautiful pair of Prada Heels.

At first She didn’t pay attention to me (kinda normal, as She has dozens of slaves waiting to serve Her), but…after I made a few simple comments about the outfit…She knew She had me.

Dangling her heel in front of the camera She just said:

Come to me, You’ll spoil me properly tonight

And that’s exactly what I did. Like a zombie, I went into her private chat, and like a zombie, I started spending my hard earned money.

She was absolutely magnificent: her legs and feet looked even more perfect in those smooth Wolford Pantyhose. Her shiny heels were like a magnet to my eyes, like an instrument to hypnotize me. Her perfect lips moved slowly as she spoke in the most sensual and powerful voice.

I was in heaven. Or so I thought.

When the session ended I gave a look at to how much I had spent: 1000$. In a matter of minutes.

My budget? Destroyed. My balance? Lost. My money? In the right place: her pockets.

I always knew EveSchwarz was dangerous… and last night I just had another proof of that. I should certainly try to stay away from her chatroom now…but I already know I will fail. It’s impossible to avoid temptations for me.

MsSupreme: many new reasons to serve Her

MsSupreme: many new reasons to serve Her

One of the Goddesses I’ve been serving for a really long time, MsSupreme never stops giving us more reasons to serve Her: let me explain to you what I mean.

New pictures

A few days ago I had the privilege to see some new pictures MsSupreme took at a photoshooting: needless to say, I nearly lost ability to breath.

Always thought Her beauty is somehow unique and uncomparable to others, and these pics only confirm that. She’s elegant, beautiful, powerful, seducing…and every picture shows exactly that.

New name

Besides that, there is also something important about Her: She’s using a new chathost name on CamContacts: MsSupreme.

If you follow my alerts on Twitter or this site, you won’t have any problems in reaching Her (since you don’t even need to know her chathost name), but if you don’t well… be sure to click here, visit her profile and bookmark it. You don’t want to miss Her, do you?

Her birthday

Finally…Her special day is approaching. April 16th will be Her birthday, and surely that’s a perfect chance to show how much we adore Her. Everyone loves to get gifts on a birthday…and Goddesses are no different. So just be sure to do something special for Her, You know She deserves it right?