I’ve been serving Goddess Ishtar for quite a long time now, and one of the (many) amazing things I appreciate about her is the continuously growing power that She shows.
It’s clear and evident by looking at the stories she publishes from time to time, describing sessions with her loyal slaves, or how she takes control of a new slave as soon as he joins her for a first session. In these stories you see with your eyes what she’s capable of, her words become like magnets, attracting more and more slaves to Her.
But another thing that keeps surprising me, it’s the effect she has on me. I mean ok, I’m submissive so we all know what it means when you find yourself in front of such a Goddess but… why do I always stop breathing when I see her?
There hasn’t been a single session with her that didn’t give me troubles in breathing. As soon as she opens her cam and looks into the camera, I get so caught up, so excited, so overwhelmed that yes, for some long seconds I simply stop breathing.
The intense look in her eyes is something that every slave should experience at least once in his life: you will not know what it means to be unable to move until you have Goddess Ishtar eyes looking right at you, with that fantastic expression on her face that clarifies who is in charge, who has the power to decide what’s going to happen in the next minutes/hours.
Some slaves I spoke to clearly told me their life changed completely since they met her: she took control of their life, she started pushing their limits harder and harder, making them unable to desire anything else but to serve Her, she gave a new meaning to their life. She made them happy.
And well…when it comes to pushing limits… I know very well what she’s capable of: my first real-time experience was with Her, and I still remember it VERY clearly in my mind. An unforgettable experience, something I will always treasure in my soul.
Every slave that serves her once understands her power, understands how dangerous she is, understands how manipulative and powerful she is…and yet… we all get hooked. Unable to stop serving her. Always wanting to see and serve Her more and more.
Because Goddess Ishtar’s power is Endless.
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I have been serving Goddess Ishtar for 9 years now, and the amazing thing is that every session with Her is intense, satisfying, breathtaking. The one I had a few days ago wasn’t an exception.
It all started early in the evening when She sent me a rather cryptic message:
“It will be a black night”
At that time I didn’t exactly knew what she meant, but receiving a message from Her is always an honor and, for sure, always exciting. I knew I had to make myself available for Her that night, I knew something could have happened.
So, a bit later, I logged on with my heart beating faster than usual. I was eager to understand what She meant with that message. I saw She was online but didn’t message Her to don’t disturb Her. I sat quietly in front of my computer and waited, with the excitement growing. After about 20 minutes, She contacted me.
“Hi. Send 100 and call me.”
Of course, I executed with no hesitation. Then, as soon as I entered Her room, it was clear to me why She called it a “Black Night“.
She was totally dressed in black: a beautiful see-through top, black leather skirt, black pantyhose, and black high heel shoes. On top of that, Her iconic long hair matched the outfit perfectly. I tried to make some sort of conversation, to avoid boring Her like a silently excited zombie would have done, but I’m not sure I came out with anything relevant. Her beauty was too much to handle, too much for my little brain to reserve space for anything else.
As time passed by, I found myself talking less and less while getting more and more excited, more and more under Her power. She would just move slowly in front of the camera from time to time: small movements that looked like lightning bolts to me. Every small movement was like a revelation: a different angle to admire Her beauty, a tiny new detail to worship.
Every now and then She demanded more tributes, but of those, I honestly lost count. I didn’t care. All I cared about was for that session to never end. For that beautiful Goddess to never leave my computer screen.
Then, after about 1 hour which to me looked like 5 minutes, our session ended: She allowed me to thank Her with a last 200$ tribute and we said goodbye. As I said above, every session with Goddess Ishtar is worth it. It’s always a beautiful adventure, a wonderful journey through the path of beauty and power. This wasn’t an exception, and I will treasure my Black Night with Goddess Ishtar among the many wonderful sessions I had with Her.
After about one year since my first (and only, so far) real-time financial domination session, I can surely say that my experience that night could be helpful to others who are considering having a real-time session.
It’s not like I can consider myself like an expert in real-time financial domination, or someone who knows everything about it. On the contrary: I only had one experience (this one), and I was lucky it all went amazingly with Goddess Ishtar. Many things could have gone wrong, many things I didn’t expect to happen as they did. I wish I would have been prepared somehow…so I can write down here a few things that could perhaps help others before their first real-time financial domination experience.
Remember the first day at school? The first date with the girl of your dreams? The first day in a new workplace? The tension, the nervousness, your hands shaking, your breathing getting heavier and more difficult, your sweating increasing. Well, multiply that by a hundred times and you’ll be closer to how you will feel.
You can be the most self-confident man ever, you can try to be prepared to that moment for as long as you want…but when you’ll look at the clock and the time of your session with Her will be approaching… you’ll feel nervous. And it’s not like that feeling will go away easily even after she arrives. You won’t know what to do, what to say, how to move, how to stand or sit down. The moment you’ve been waiting for since a lifetime is right there, finally happening. The Goddess of your dreams is there with you. You can hear her, you can look at her, you can see her as you’ve never been able before. And that, trust me, is a sensation like no other.
So what do you do? Easy…let her guide you. If you selected carefully the Goddess to have this first real-time session with, she will surely be way more self-confident than you. She will most probably be having fun, a casual fun that she had many other times. She won’t be nervous at all, just enjoying that moment as one of the many similar moments she had before. Even if, perhaps, she’s not that used to real-time sessions, for sure she will be way more confident than you. Let her do the talking, let her guide you that night. Do what She asks, and as time goes by you’ll learn that this will help you relax a bit, and finally starting to enjoy the moment as you should.
You won’t be able to escape her
Forget about switching your computer off. Forget about pretending your wife is approaching and you have to go. Forget about all the excuses you created ever since you started having online sessions. It’s just you and Her now. If you run away now, rest assured that she won’t have anything to do with you anymore. You want to stay there with her, You want this moment to never end. There is no escape this time, no escape like never before. This is different from any sessions you ever had as there is literally no escape whatsoever.
It will be expensive
If you’ve read my post about that night (and how I managed to convince Her) you already know how expensive that was for me. I spent that night more or less the same I spent in one year only. And believe me…it will be the same for you. If your Goddess will ever agree to meet you, it will also be because She will get something special in return. We are money slaves remember? Money is what we crave to give Her. And if She gives us the privilege to meet Her…well then we must show Her our appreciation. Trust me, it will be the most expensive experience you ever had.
It will be intense
It took me months to start enjoying online sessions again after that night. No online session can ever be as intense as a real-time financial domination session. Nothing can be compared to being right there, in front of Her. Nothing can be compared to Her whispering in your ear “give me more”. Nothing can be compared to Her having your own smartphone in her hands while taking money from your bank account. Or your own wallet, your own credit card. Nothing can be as intense.
You will want to do that again
This is something I didn’t expect. I really thought that, after such an intense and expensive experience, I would have thought “ok it was just a one-time thing, not gonna happen again”. Well…ever since that day, I have been craving for that to happen again. Of course, I know that it will be almost impossible to do that again (way too expensive)…but the craving for it won’t stop. I did start enjoying online sessions again, and surely I’m back spending and having fun online…but that night. That night with Goddess Ishtar can’t be compared to anything else. The only thing it can maybe be compared with is…another real-time sessions.
I won’t stop thinking about that night, now or never. But these are all the things that came to my mind after one year. And I do hope some of you guys will find them useful, especially if you are considering having your first real-time financial domination session with the Goddess of your dreams (whoever she might be).
Are you considering having your first real-time session? Did you already have one? Feel free to share your thoughts here in the comments.
Today, 1st May of 2019, marks my first 10 years into Financial Domination.
10 years ago today, OneGreatDiva showed me what it means to be a moneyslave. She took out from me what probably has been hidden inside myself for a long, long time.
Had a session with Her for three nights in a row, and in each of them, She made me fall deeper and deeper into Financial Domination. It was a few months later that I decided to open this blog, believing it would help me stop and forget about it: boy I was wrong.
Financial Domination is a part of who I am, a quite big part. I can’t stay without it, as I would feel sad and unsatisfied otherwise. All I can do is try my best to keep it under control so that people I love around me don’t get affected.
And I am doing just about fine at the moment: finding a balance between my financial domination “needs” and my family ones. A balance I always stick to (with a few exceptions).
10 years in numbers
Another “fetish” of mine are statistics and data: I like to keep track of everything, including my Financial Domination experience. As you all know, on this page I keep track of all my spending but… how about some more data?
It has been now 3.652 days since I started in Financial Domination, and in all this time I had 1.557 online sessions, for a total of 34.392 minutes spent with those beautiful Goddesses.
As I’m guessing you all know, I had just one real-life session (this one with Goddess Ishtar of course) and I’m afraid I can’t tell you how much it really lasted…because She is so gorgeous that I totally lost track of time (and money…actually).
How many Goddesses did I serve? Well, it would be improper to say that I’ve really served all those I’ve paid a visit to (many times I visited them only once, and left unsatisfied)…but I can tell you that I visited 444 different Goddesses in these 10 years. And you all know which Goddesses I really served and spoiled for good, as I spoke about them over here.
And yes…there is one number I’ve left out so far. In the end, Financial Domination is (mostly) about spending money, and You all know I’m not shy to admit how much I spend. So I got the total from all my spendings.
In 10 years in Financial Domination, I’ve spent 174.137$
I don’t know if it’s too much or not, and I honestly don’t care. I know I didn’t make any harm to the people I love for this, I know I was a good moneyslave to many Goddesses, and I know I’m working my ass off in order to keep my Financial Domination fetish alive.
It has been 10 years, and I’m quite sure it won’t stop anytime soon. Financial Domination is a part of who I am.
There is a very common way of getting pleasure: looking at others doing things we like, especially if they do it better than us.
It’s quite simple: if you like soccer, for sure you’ll end up looking at Ronaldo and dreaming to be like him. If you like to sing, you’ll end up dreaming to be one of the biggest stars, and most probably you’ll do that by learning more about what they do, how they perform and so on.
It’s almost like being a Voyeur, it’s like looking into someone else life to get personal pleasure (even if in form of just a dream).
And what about Findom?
It’s exactly the same. We read about what another slave is doing and, especially if he is serving a Goddess we dream of, end up imaging to be him, to do what he did, to experience what he did.
More often than not this leads us to actually do our best to be like him, to emulate him, to feel what he felt: it’s natural, it’s obvious…and it’s exciting.
It happens to me as well, more or less every day, thanks to Goddess Ishtar stories.
She posts them constantly on her Twitter and inside her cam profile picture Gallery (here). Some of her stories are quite common among Goddesses, as She basically just talks about what some slaves bought or sent her.
But what makes her really special is when she tells in detail how a specific session went. Her ability to write is exceptional (I personally think She should write a book) and, obviously, her sessions always have something incredible to say.
She will post a series of pics with herself and, by the side of each of them, a piece of the story. This makes the whole thing even more exciting because while you read it you can actually look at Her, see how She was dressed, how She teased the slave.
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