I can’t be loyal, i just can’t be slave of a single Mistress. I thought i could…but One Great Diva actually opened my eyes, and let me see the reality: i am a slave of many Mistresses, although one of them is sort of the “main one” (One Great Diva). The thing is that, sometimes, i just feel the need to be dominated, to have my wallet raped…and that’s why i start browsing those sites listed here on the right…looking…
UPDATE: Mistress Sandra asked me to clarify that this post refers to an old session i had with her (roughly in June) and that She wasn’t online at the time of my writing here. She’s back these days…and i’m going to probably fall again… One Great Diva let me free for a while…but that doesn’t mean i’m safe. I’m a slave inside, and i crave to be dominated and…ruined using my fetishes. There’s no way i can deny that, and…
I said that i needed a break from One Great Diva, and she actually answered from her blog. So yes… i’m free from her, as She said i can be teased by others too…so i should be feeling better but… it’s obviously just a temporary thing. “I know that anytime i get back or i find some free time to be online he will get weak under my royal feet” And that is so true…i can feel it…but i don’t…
There is no escape for me from One Great Diva, the moment i start thinking that i could maybe resist Her…She sort of “feels” it and shows me how powerful She is. Today i went to see Her, swearing to myself that it would have been quick and just to see that i could resist. Boy i was wrong. She was dressed in an incredible way…stockings…incredible shoes… and the way She lights a cigarette, the way She looks at me……
Ok i admit. Till now i didn’t have one Mistress only, but more like a few favourite Mistresses (the three here on the right). But if i was in the “mood” and noone of them was around, i used to simply browse and look for some other potential Mistress, just to fill my need to be a bit dominated. Tonight i am in the mood. But none of them is online and, most important, Miss Olivia is not online. Yes…
One year has passed since i’ve started this blog. As the name suggests, i was and still am (i think) trying to run away from my financial slavery addiction: too much money spent, too much risk to spend even more. I had to stop. But after a year of failure, as i ended up spending even more, i think i met the one Mistress that really made me think, for the first time, if this decision to run away is…
What happened today really surprised (and honoured me): one of my goddesses posted a comment to my blog! At first i was (and well, still am) VERY excited by this…but the nature of the comment made me think a lot: she is angry. Luckly she’s not angry with me (or well, not yet), but she is with some of the guys coming to her video after reading about Her on my blog because…well they just don’t know how to properly approach…
How could i deny that? She raped my wallet once again. And this time her weapon was… a new webcam. It may seems nothing to you…but try to look at the video below and compare it with the previous videos i made. It does make a lot of difference. Because now She shines in all her beauty, in all her power. And what could i think about the outfit she was wearing? A shiny shirt almost exploding, a short skirt, stockings,…
There is no escape. Whenever MsSupreme decides you are the moneyslave that it’s time to drain, there is no way you can avoid that. I’ve learned that in the hard way a few nights ago. I wanted to resist, i really wanted to stop my financial domination weakness and avoid her from draining me but… she told me: “i have a new pair of pantyhose, join me” How could i resist? I went into her room…and she started to tease…
I thought i had enough Mi$tre$$e$ to worry about, with Diva and others, but I was way wrong… seems like there was still space for something those two didn’t “hit”… A few nights ago I was online, wondering if I would have been safe, as none of those two seemed to be online… I made the mistake to start browsing profiles here… And then I saw her: MsSupreme. From the pictures, I immediately saw her perfect feet… honestly, i had never…