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Goddess Kmy: the power of Her legs

Goddess Kmy: the power of Her legs

If there is one part of a woman’s body that makes me weak, that has to be her legs and feet, especially if in pantyhose. And that’s the reason why Goddess Kmy has an incredible power over me..since a long time now.

It’s no secret that i have been visiting lots of Goddesses online…but i honestly can’t think of a pair of legs more beautiful than Goddess Kmy’s. Add to that Her huge collection of shoes and pantyhose, and you will know why i am totally, totally, TOTALLY crazy about Her.

The problem is ….She knows my weaknesses…and She totally knows how tomanipulate me using her legs. I don’t even know how many times i told myself “no, i won’t go and see Her tonight” and then failing as soon as She tells me about what She’s wearing.

I decided to make a short video…so that you all can relate to my “problem” with Her…

by the way…her videochat is here…but i wouldn’t go there if i was you. Unless you want your wallet to…suffer.

When it’s closer… you finally open your eyes

When it’s closer… you finally open your eyes

It was getting closer and closer…it was going to happen, the moment i have been waiting for and dreaming of since months. Finally, i would have been able to experience a live, real life, moneyslavery session. During all those months i have been thinking of what it could have happened, making it like the perfect moment ever for me, as a moneyslave. Everything was perfect.

But.

It was probably perfect only in my head. I wanted it to happen so badly, that i lost sight of a few things that were just not right. A few missing spots. A few “not so perfect” things. When the moment came, i just opened my eyes on these things…and decided that no, it was not going to happen. When it will happen, it will have to be perfect…at least in my head. I will do it when i won’t have any doubts on what i’m going to do.

And before you ask, no, it had nothing to do with the Goddess i was going to make it with. Only my fault, only in my head something just… did not “click”. Maybe it will happen in the future, maybe it won’t. But this time, it would have just been not right to do it.

Everything you think you know about addiction is WRONG

Everything you think you know about addiction is WRONG

Today i stumbled across this TED talk from Johann Hari, a british journalist that spent three years researching the war on drugs, trying to understand if what we know about drugs and addiction is correct…or wrong.

I won’t spoil the video too much, but it’s rather interesting for all those people that thinks to know everything about addictions….and especially for all those people coming up with “you should just stop, this is stupid”. And yes, financial domination can be quite related to a few things he says.

Watch the video…it will make you think.

Obviously, financial domination can’t be compared to drugs….or…can it?

In the end what he says about the rat park can be something that a moneyslave is looking for as well. And it’s actually true: the few times that i really wanted to escape from this, i managed to stay away only focusing on the great things in my life…like my family, my job (jobs, actually), my hobbies…but the thing is….is this really an addiction? or is it just part of who i am?

Because in the end… looks like you turn into drugs to escape your everyday life…but when i turn into financial domination, i do it to satisfy a sexual need i have…so what could it be my rat park? What could fulfill my needs and make me stop my financial domination fetish?

What do you think?

Real life experience…. here i come!

Real life experience…. here i come!

It’s gonna happen, and it’s gonna happen soon. I will meet Her. I will be closer to Her. I will be in Her presence…unable to escape by just switching off a computer. I won’t be able to run away with just a click of the mouse. I will be with Her, in the same room, car, road, whatever it will be.

I have NO idea what will happen. I have NO idea what She will decide that to be like. I know for sure that She knows everything that makes me weak…i just don’t know if and how much She will want to take advantage of it.

But it’s going to happen. I will meet Her for real. There is no going back. It’s set. It’s decided. It’s just a matter of days now.

Away from cams for a month: here’s why

Away from cams for a month: here’s why

It’s no secret that, since about January, the one that really and completely “got me” (or, better said, the one that owns me) is Princess Jessy. Not only because of Her incredibly beauty, but also because of Her fantastic attitude, sex appeal and….well, and of course the fact that She lives VERY close to me…making it possible to imagine a real session

And it seems that the real session is coming soon…in August to be precise. But to have that…i have to follow Her orders. And the first one She gave me was: no cams till we meet.

That means no cams till…half august if not more. Will i be able to stay away from all the other Goddesses for so long? Yes, i will. Because that will bring me to my biggest dream. It will allow me to be at Her feet. So i will SURELY follow her rules. Good bye cams. Good bye Goddesses. There is a time to follow the rules…and this is that time.