It happens. Even if i know how dangerous that would have been for my wallet, i see a picture like the one below, posted by Sheena, and i start to regret i wasn’t online when She was.
I don’t see i’ve ever seen Her with those shoes, and i believe there is something different on Her makeup…moreover, She’s wearing purple lingerie (shown in other pictures)…She’s hot…as ever…and yes, i wish i would have been online to let her make me weak dressed like this.
Sometimes it just happens: i sit down and think. And that’s a problem, because when i think…usually big questions come up.
In my everyday life i consider myself a good husband, a good father (she’s not even 2 years old) and a clever and hard worker…but…that’s the problem. Can a man like that…end up with a fetish like mine? Spending all those money here, while i should instead save them for my daughter?
And lately…i’m not just craving to be financially abused by all those mistresses…..i started to crave meeting one of them…and, generally speaking, i come down to the conclusion that i….want to cheat on my wife. Not because i don’t love her, love doesn’t have to do anything with this…but she was my only woman till now…i feel the need to try something else…to taste some other women…
So here comes the question: Am i evil? It’s like i have two faces…the good one and the bad one… damn…as usual…i’m…confused.
Article originally posted on January 10th, 2012
Why, with all the gorgeous Mistresses that are already raping my wallet on a regular basis, do some “so called Goddesses” think they could just message me, coming out of nowhere, and ask me:
“Do you want to be my moneyslave?”
No, i don’t WANT to be a moneyslave, i don’t WANT to be a moneyslave of no one, especially if i don’t even know who you are or where you are coming from. You are supposed to be a Goddess, someone up there waiting for slaves to come to her, you are not supposed to need to ask for it.
If you ask for it, then you simply are NOT a real Financial Domination Mistress. Simply as that. NONE of the gorgeous women that brought me all these problems these years ever asked me if i wanted to be their moneyslave. It was always me to contact them first and, most often, after that i usually needed to…wait in line, for my turn.
If you ask me if i WANT to be your moneyslave, it simply means you are NOT a Goddess. Simply as that. So you may as well STOP asking me that.
I’m sick and tired of all those so called Mistresses that believe all i need is them to ask me if i WANT to submit to them… again, i don’t WANT to be your moneyslave.
It all started two nights ago, when Sheena was online and, after a “good evening” from my part, ordered me to go into her videochat in 5 minutes.
Five minutes passed, but another guy went in before me…and She told me to wait. I waited 2 hours just to be able to see Her…but i didn’t and had to go.
The night after, She was online again. As soon as i logged on messenger, She told me “Get in”.
I immediatly saw She had put a 6$ per minute rate but…it was like i HAD to see Her…so…i went in…and that was my biggest mistake.
She was dressed in black, with black stockings and black high heel shoes: She looked amazing, to say the least.
She immediatly started using all my weaknesses against me…and…to make a long story short….She made me send money via PayPal…and…shortly after that…i exploded.
She took 300$ in 20 minutes….and it was incredible. I am still shaking thinking about all the power She always has on me. She can’t be resisted, when She want something…She takes it, no matter what.
So i had the chance to update my Current Status page, were i keep track of how much my Financial Domination problem is costing me.
Well it seems i managed to slow down a bit, as in September i spent less than what i spent in the same month last two years…but i know the reason behind this, and that’s not something that makes me feel any better: personal problems. I had been stressed by some personal issues, not realted to financial domination or to me being a moneyslave, and this left me less time to spend online…that’s the one and only reason why i managed to spend less.
Am i still a Money Slave? Yes, i totally am…but when real life problems come in between…it’s easier to spend less money…that’s all really.
