Each time i update the page where i keep a log of the money spent on financial domination (here), i’m always well..surprised. I keep saying i’d like to stop this financial domination fetish i have, i keep saying i should try a real life experience with a financial domination mistress…but then…i’m addicted to cam, that’s what i am. In July and August, i spent nearly 4.000$ in financial domination, all in cam. Is it too much? No, because if it…
As i wrote a few days ago, lately i’ve been spending a lot of time with a new camgirl. She’s not a domme (or at least she’s not one…used to a while ago, long story), but she’s beautiful, funny, smart and intelligent: a girl i could spend hours with, a girl i could see myself going crazy for (but it won’t happen, believe it or not i DO care of my family). So well, last night she acted as sort…
This is surely a peculiar (if not weird) period for me, that could be summarized by the title of this post: Ignored, hiding, falling and soon to be drained. Ignored One of the Goddesses i’m mostly weak for, is ignoring me recently. I don’t blame her, as more than once i’ve been “exploding” just while she was asking to send a paypal tribute. Most probably She’s giving attention to slaves that are more worth than me, but the more She…
This is getting way out of control. Last month i’ve spent more than i’ve ever spent in a month on financial domination… more than 2.000$. I thought i could fight, i thought i could resist…but it seems pointless…perhaps i should gave up alltogether and just embrace my real nature of Money Slave. Or perhaps i should try real time domination, meeting up with one of my Goddesses…perhaps that would give me the definitive answer: am i a real moneyslave, or…
I think i’ve said more than once that, quite often, even if none of the gorgeous and dangerous Mistresses listed here is online, if i feel the NEED to be dominated, i try to visit different Goddesses. But, believe it or not, the web is full of “so called” mistresses that, in fact, don’t even know what they are doing or at least, not completely. Some of them are almost “there”…they are gorgeous, they know how to dress, they know…
It happens. Even if i know how dangerous that would have been for my wallet, i see a picture like the one below, posted by Sheena, and i start to regret i wasn’t online when She was. I don’t see i’ve ever seen Her with those shoes, and i believe there is something different on Her makeup…moreover, She’s wearing purple lingerie (shown in other pictures)…She’s hot…as ever…and yes, i wish i would have been online to let her make…
Sometimes it just happens: i sit down and think. And that’s a problem, because when i think…usually big questions come up. In my everyday life i consider myself a good husband, a good father (she’s not even 2 years old) and a clever and hard worker…but…that’s the problem. Can a man like that…end up with a fetish like mine? Spending all those money here, while i should instead save them for my daughter? And lately…i’m not just craving to be…
Article originally posted on January 10th, 2012 Why, with all the gorgeous Mistresses that are already raping my wallet on a regular basis, do some “so called Goddesses” think they could just message me, coming out of nowhere, and ask me: “Do you want to be my moneyslave?” No, i don’t WANT to be a moneyslave, i don’t WANT to be a moneyslave of no one, especially if i don’t even know who you are or where you are coming…
It all started two nights ago, when Sheena was online and, after a “good evening” from my part, ordered me to go into her videochat in 5 minutes. Five minutes passed, but another guy went in before me…and She told me to wait. I waited 2 hours just to be able to see Her…but i didn’t and had to go. The night after, She was online again. As soon as i logged on messenger, She told me “Get in”. I…
So i had the chance to update my Current Status page, were i keep track of how much my Financial Domination problem is costing me. Well it seems i managed to slow down a bit, as in September i spent less than what i spent in the same month last two years…but i know the reason behind this, and that’s not something that makes me feel any better: personal problems. I had been stressed by some personal issues, not realted…