Obvious thing to say… if i’m tired i don’t go online…therefore i don’t spend. Wow…what a revelation…right? Well i know, it’s totally obvious…but it’s a fact. I think i have been once or twice online in about 10 days now…and that’s because i’m working a lot, and i’m more and more tired at night. I should be happy about this right? I should…right? Well…wrong. I’m not. I can’t appreciate this enough…it seems…something is missing… and i surely know what that…
I’ve been reading a lot about blackmailing, as I was (and still am) fascinated by this kind of thing..there’s literally tons and tons of articles to read online, and the more I read, the more I become more or less obsessed by the idea of letting a Goddess take control of the place where all my personal data information is stored: my personal laptop. If you look on Google for “Teamviewer blackmail” you will find lots of results, and i’m…
Time surely goes fast. It seems yesterday that i’ve started this blog…instead it is four years now. And exactly four years ago i was writing my very first post. “It’s late at night…the usual time when my “slave needs” raise up..when my wife is asleep and the temptation to do something exciting is high. And this is where it will all begin: this blog.“ Same old story. This will happen more and more after that day…and, as usual, i was…
Does it still make sense for me saying that i’m trying to stop? Am i really trying to stop my financial domination fetish? I’m starting to believe that…no, i won’t stop and i don’t want to stop. I keep spending more and more (just updated a few minutes ago my total spending, here, and it says 15.000$ so far this year) and, even worst, i don’t feel bad about it. I don’t know if it’s because lately i’ve met some…
Just a few minutes ago (while “working” here in office) i decided to update the page with all the money i spend on financial domination and what i saw scared me, even if it didn’t actually surprise me much. If i go on like this, in the whole 2013 i will spend about24.000$ ! That’s a huge amount of money, more than i’ve ever spent before. And why is that? Why? Well there is a name behind that reason: Miss Mira…
Ok i will say it again: i’m broke. Till monday my credit card is maxed out….so i can just…sit here and dream on free stuff…and that hurts, a lot. I’ve been browsing around pictures for a while tonight, and some of them are really driving me crazy…i’ll post them here and well…if you’ll click on them you’ll see whom they belong to…
My card is maxed out. Yeah… it’s actually the first time that this happens to me since i started into this financial domination mess. And it’s not because of the money spent online, but just for other kind of expenses that concentrated in a week… So…i’m here, in the usual need to be under a mistress spell…and i can’t as i have no money to spend online. Constant denial, this is what it looks like to me.
This time i think i’ve really found a new nightmare that is going to be strong for a while. Last night i’ve seen a Goddess i’ve never seen before…and i was shocked by her beauty and attitude. As perfect and strong as… Sheena i would say. Miss Mira is blonde as Sheena and she has the same attitude: slow moves, slow teasing, smoking and…demanding, way demanding. I’ve spent one hour with her…and in the end i literally run away as…
very now and then, it just happens. No one of the Goddesses i normally visit is online, but i feel the need to go on cam…and so i start browsing… usually nothing special happens…then… sometimes i meet an incredibly gorgeous girl whom shows also A LOT of power… that was the case the other night, when EyesCandy (that’s her nickname) raped my wallet by 500$. No words can easily describe her beauty, although i could easily say that she looks…
I hate the way things are going now in my private life, i really hate it. What happened? I lost ALL my privacy, ALL my chances to spend time with myself and well…with my financial domination fetish fight. The reason? My mother-in-law came visit us, and she’ll be here for another full week. I should be happy…this way i really can’t go online and spend money…but i’m not. I hate that i am FORCED to stay away from that…from the…