I didn’t have the guts to write about this before…because i was sort of shocked. As i wrote in the past, usually when the situation with a Financial Domme gets too risky well…i “explode” and…close the chat. But the night of 30th October i wasn’t able to do it. One Great Diva was as gorgeous as always, if not more…she messaged me on messenger with a simple “come in, NOW”…and i did. She had black pantyhose on, and a fantastic…
I am weak, and that’s a fact i’ve learned the hard way. But i also understood that i am weak only when i am…made weak. Usually i’m a quite strong man but… how can anyone resist Diva’s look? The other night i went to see her again…well, to be honest, she ordered me to.. and while i was there…she gave me this look, while asking for money. How, how, how can anyone resist this look? Made me so weak that…i…
I received this message on YouTube… i won’t post his nickname, but when i warn you guys on comments, i do it because i know what you are going to face if you visit One Great Diva So I made the mistake and serve One great diva last night. holy God she is amazing. So good at what she does. I now know why you are scared of her though. WOW. She’s dangerous, stay away…if you can.
No matter how much i try to avoid her, i always end up at this: i start to miss One Great Diva, my true and only Financial Domination Queen. About a month ago (or mayb it’s more, i can’t even guess the time…looks a century to me) i asked and obtained from her the permission to take a pause, as i noticed it was starting to be way too risk for my financial situation. So i went back to see…
UPDATE: Mistress Sandra asked me to clarify that this post refers to an old session i had with her (roughly in June) and that She wasn’t online at the time of my writing here. She’s back these days…and i’m going to probably fall again… One Great Diva let me free for a while…but that doesn’t mean i’m safe. I’m a slave inside, and i crave to be dominated and…ruined using my fetishes. There’s no way i can deny that, and…
I said that i needed a break from One Great Diva, and she actually answered from her blog. So yes… i’m free from her, as She said i can be teased by others too…so i should be feeling better but… it’s obviously just a temporary thing. “I know that anytime i get back or i find some free time to be online he will get weak under my royal feet” And that is so true…i can feel it…but i don’t…
The other night She literally destroyed me. One Great Diva came online dressed to kill ME and no one else…no matter what She says, i know that’s what She wanted. She had white stockings on, peep toe high heel shoes…and that look and attitude… i ended up spending a fortune, feeling raped…excited… exausted…all together. After that She ordered me to create a video about that session, knowing that i recorded it…and that’s what i did. But i need a break…
This had been my worst year so far. I’ve been updating my status page and i just noticed it. My Financial Domination fetish isn’t over at all…it’s actually getting stronger and more expensive. What to do? I don’t really have an answer to this question…all i know is that at the moment my mind is only focused on One Great Diva’s feet, on her legs, on her eyes… nothing else counts at the moment…nothing else.
Article originally posted on June 7th, 2011 It’s getting worst. It’s nearly one year and a half since i started this blog, and after all this time i can clearly see that i’m getting deeper into Financial Domination. I’m trapped. As of today, i spent more than any other of the previous years…and that’s not what i promised myself when i started this Finacial Domination blog. I was going to stop, i was going to resist, i was going to spend…
There is no escape for me from One Great Diva, the moment i start thinking that i could maybe resist Her…She sort of “feels” it and shows me how powerful She is. Today i went to see Her, swearing to myself that it would have been quick and just to see that i could resist. Boy i was wrong. She was dressed in an incredible way…stockings…incredible shoes… and the way She lights a cigarette, the way She looks at me……