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Moneyslave questions and doubts

August 30, 2013 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

Does it still make sense for me saying that i’m trying to stop? Am i really trying to stop my financial domination fetish?

I’m starting to believe that…no, i won’t stop and i don’t want to stop. I keep spending more and more (just updated a few minutes ago my total spending, here, and it says 15.000$ so far this year) and, even worst, i don’t feel bad about it.

I don’t know if it’s because lately i’ve met some truly exceptional Goddesses , or if it’s just that my real life is going well even if i have this financial domination problem….or maybe, i am just starting to acknowledge that this is what i am… i don’t know, truth is i am not slowing down and i am most probably not going to stop anytime soon.

So i’m here asking to myself (and not only, if you’ll want to add your thoughts in the comments): should i state in this blog that i am NOT looking to stop, but that i am and will always be a moneyslave?

Pictures can easily make a moneyslave weak

December 8, 2012 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

That’s an obvious thing maybe, or maybe not. But everytime it happens to me, i do realise that, no matter what’s my mood or how things are going in my life, certain photos will ALWAYS make me weak and give me the need to visit the one that took them…

Yes it’s her, Sheena, that asked me to don’t post anything with her on this blog…but i suppose if i cover her face, it’s ok…

About sex and my fetish

November 19, 2012 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

It’s all going down the toilet. Lately i’m having less and less sex with my wife…and the weird thing is that the reason is NOT this financial domination fetish. In fact lately i’m finding less and less satisfaction even in this, which is good in a way.

But what’s going on? To be honest, everything BUT sex is going great with my wife…i could say that it’s because i’m working way too much, but this has always been there, at least in the last couple of years… the only reason i can find is that girl in office.

We are close friends since ages, i always thought she’s sexy and we always played (by words) on this, without ever going too far. But lately i’ve been thinking more and more to go further, and i saw little signals from her that could suggest that, maybe, if i try she will agree to have some fun… could that be the reason i’m having less sex with my wife?

Would be crazy… would mean i’m having less sex with my wife because i’m hoping to have sex with another woman? Stupid, plain stupid that would be…especially because that might not even happen.

The thing is that i’m feeling depressed about this…it hurts a lot to see that my wife is obviously disappointed…but at the same time i just can’t find the right energy to do that..the right desire to do it… does she tease me? No, almost never. She surely never do anything sexy to try to get it from me…she says “it should be the man that looks for the woman”…yeah but… she could help me a bit…

I don’t even know why i’m writing all this here…perhaps because this is the only place where i write about my deepest and darkest secrets…don’t know…but… tonight, i really feel down.

About 4.000$ spent on financial domination

September 1, 2012 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

Each time i update the page where i keep a log of the money spent on financial domination (here), i’m always well..surprised.

I keep saying i’d like to stop this financial domination fetish i have, i keep saying i should try a real life experience with a financial domination mistress…but then…i’m addicted to cam, that’s what i am.

In July and August, i spent nearly 4.000$ in financial domination, all in cam. Is it too much? No, because if it would be too much, i wouldn’t even be able to have a computer to type this article. Is it a lot? Yes, it is. It’s a lot and it’s causing me some financial troubles.

Again…the same question i keep asking myself since about 2 years now…

Will i ever be able to escape from financial domination?

New nightmare: 1.000$ in three days

August 13, 2012 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

I’m pretty sure some people, reading my latest post, will start thinking either that i’m a complete fool, or that i’m making things up. Well, none of the two is correct. I’m not a fool (or not completely one) and this is all damn real. I’m just a moneyslave…or better said, a “cam” moneyslave.

And now i have a new nightmare: GoddessFever.

I first went into Her room a few days ago, as i was curious because of her high price and no shots of her face in her gallery…i wanted to see who was behind that 5$ per minute price. And i was totally shocked when i went in.

She’s beyond beautiful, reminds me of a top model i can’t recall the name of (Claudia Schiffer perhaps?) and, to make things worst, she has a vivid imagination and totally knows how to describe the fantasy of the slave in front of Her. She kept me there telling me about a possible meeting, about things She would have make me done…and at the same time teasing me a bit…not too much…but just enough to keep me there.

Till now i spent about 1.000$ into her room…She’s a new nightmare as She’s often online and…each time i look back at her face…i just can’t stop myself from going here, inside her room, again…