The most dangerous words

October 28, 2016 YourMoneySlave Comments 5 comments

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It’s late at night, i’m horny as usual but no one is around (plus, i can’t really spend in this period) so i ended up browsing the web with no particular path and then… i started thinking.. what’s the most powerful thing She could tell me? What’s THE thing She could say that would lead me to do anything for Her?

I imagine the scene…She’s right there in front of me, dressed in an elegant way, with a black pair of pantyhose and high heel shoes. Her left shoe dangling from the top her toes. Our session has been going for a good time now, but somehow i’m still able to control myself. Then…

What if She orders me to do something and then adds to it…

Do it or i will NEVER allow you to see me again

How could ANY of us be strong there? How could we not end up doing anything She asks? If She’s the one, if She’s the one you end up thinking a lot during the day…could you live without being able to see Her ever again? Could you even think of Her ignoring you FOREVER?

The problem of not being loyal

October 24, 2016 YourMoneySlave Comments 9 comments

I’ve always said i am not (and never will be) a loyal slave: i act out of instinct, always trying to control myself only to running to spoil a Goddess as soon as something “ticks” inside my head. Of course i don’t serve ANY Goddess, and i consider myself capable of spoiling only those that are really worth it (at least in my brain)…but still.

Each time i spoil one of them, i end up feeling guilty with all the others. Of course i could never spoil them all (even if i wish i could), and i know that…but i do feel guilty.

It’s like the other night: after a long period of abstinence because of personal reasons, i suddenly got weak again and couldn’t stop myself. I HAD to spoil Her, it felt right, it felt good, it felt like the only possible thing.

But after that… the regret. Why Her, and why not others? What will they think about me? Will they be mad at me? How can i explain them that it was just a one time, and that i still won’t be able to spoil them for a long time?

I don’t know if i’m making any sense here…but that’s the way i feel today…

Tonight i will fall. Again.

October 21, 2016 YourMoneySlave Comments 6 comments

Recently i wrote about my financial problems, and that i would have not have any session or spending for some months.

But i’m too weak.

And that’s why i know tonight i’m going to fall again and spoil Her. Recently i was finding more and more difficult to stay away but, luckily, no Goddess ever contacted me ordering to serve Her or anything (at least none of those Goddesses i already fall for, “my” Goddesses). That till this morning when i got this message:

It’s time to crawl back to me
Tonight you will spoil me
I accept only yes as an answer…

And all i could think of was… “i can’t wait to be there tonight”. I will do anything to be free and available to spoil Her. It’s my duty… and it’s in my nature.

I f***ing need it.

Life sucks…please take my money

October 17, 2016 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

At the moment all i would like is an intense, positive, exciting financial domination session with a gorgeous Goddess. That would probably be the only way to cheer me up: life sucks these days, it totally does.

I’m usually a positive person…but sometimes life slaps in your face and things take a direction that wasn’t predictable or desirable.

Today is one of those days. I’m feeling down, and all i want is a way to cheer me up. Probably having someone raping my wallet would actually make me feel better.

That’s all really. That’s all.

Mistress Alexya in pantyhose: simply too much to handle!

October 13, 2016 YourMoneySlave Comments 0 Comment

If there is one thing about me that i’m a bit proud of, is the fact that i am not on for quick sessions. I’m not one of those guys that enters into a chatroom already wanking and ready to cum. I like to take things slowly.

Or so i thought

The other night Mistress Alexya made me completely look like one of those guys. I went into Her chatroom and saw She was dressed in a superb way. A sexy top, a pair of magnificent tan pantyhose and high heels. Nothing else.

My breath was already starting to be heavy

It happened quickly, without too much control on my part. She started talking to me and, slowly, took a bit of a heel off. I kept spending. Then she got up, turned around…and did what made me immediately explode.

She removed her foot completely from the shoe, showed it on cam and then teased a bit with her fantastic and perfect ass in pantyhose.

She was simply too much to handle: i exploded like an idiot and left. I wasn’t ready for Her…and i better come back to Her only when i will be, or risk looking again like an idiot.