When i just thought One Great Diva, MsSupreme and Mistress Sandra were enough for my problems…Miss Olivia comes back online…. and decided to remind me who is in control of the situation: not me. She showed up online and sent me a quick message on messenger: “Hi, i’m wearing my new shoes” That was is. I decided to go in her videochat to have a quick look but… She decided i was going to stay longer, much longer…she ended up…
So it happened. Only a few days ago i was writing about Miss Olivia’s new shoes, about how i found them irresistible… and then, the other night, She contacted me on messenger saying this: I think you should know i wear the shoes..need some help about the nylons. Got 3 pairs, hard to pick the right one. Join video I just went in, like a puppet executing an order. And i saw her: gorgeous as ever. A super short black…
Since i saw a photo of Miss Olivia‘s new sandals, i can’t stop thinking about her. Well actually what made me think even more of Her is a comment she recently posted on this site, where She describes the way She would behave in a real time session with me: “Let’s say I date him for a RT session… what makes you think I will whip him in public, when I plan in fact to tease the hell out of…
Till a few minutes ago i was on Miss Olivia’s videochat… nothing new…but….the really new and never happened before thing for me is that my wife is in the other room ironing…. She is awake…she could have caught my anytime…and this was exciting…really exciting… Miss Olivia was wearing back deluxe cuban stockings, red high heels and matching lingerie…She was magnificient…. After about 20 minutes i sort of run away…because i just realised what i was doing…what i was risking…even though…something…
So far this has been my worst year ever. Tonight i’ve updated the status page (here) and… in 2012 i so far spent about 5 thousand dollars in financial domination… never happened before. So this fetish is getting stronger, even if i keep track of my steps in this blog. What does this mean? Recently i started considering the fact that i might even be “evil” somehow…but most probably…the truth is that…financial domination is part of myself, and i’ll never…
Looks like tonight i managed to resist Miss Olivia request to pay…but now i wander…was it me that resisted, or did She just let me, perhaps because She couldn’t be bothered to try harder? I don’t know…all i know is that She was dressed to kill (as you can see) and that i was really in some sort of hypnosis but… i managed to say “no”. Am i really coming out of this? I doubt it… i think She just…
It doesn’t stop…that’s a fact. I am spending more than last year and surely i am not slowing down… perhaps…this is just what i want…and i should really stop fighting this… what’s the point in fighting who i am? Actually… recently i find myself thinking more and more about… real life sessions… about a Mistress (well, i can say Her name… Miss Olivia) tempting me in a public place, using my fetishes to make me weak…and then.. using me to…
Last night i’ve experienced for the first time how a voice can really be hypnotic. Went to see Miss Olivia…and this time she probably decided to show me how she is ALWAYS in charge and in control of the situation, how she could turn myself upside down in a matter of seconds. She started talking to me with a tonce of voice she never used before…and i swear i really felt like i was hypnotised… listening to her voice while…
Ok i admit. Till now i didn’t have one Mistress only, but more like a few favourite Mistresses (the three here on the right). But if i was in the “mood” and noone of them was around, i used to simply browse and look for some other potential Mistress, just to fill my need to be a bit dominated. Tonight i am in the mood. But none of them is online and, most important, Miss Olivia is not online. Yes…
It probably all started when i met Miss Olivia. Among other things, she really can enter your brain and well… explore it ar her will. And that’s what she did and she keeps doing. But doing so…she’s making me think a lot, really a lot. Am i really a moneyslave? Or am i just attracted by something else? And if that’s the case…what’s this “something else”? Seduction power? Beauty? Or just a pair of feet in stockings or pantyhose? How…