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Away from cams for a month: here’s why

Away from cams for a month: here’s why

It’s no secret that, since about January, the one that really and completely “got me” (or, better said, the one that owns me) is Princess Jessy. Not only because of Her incredibly beauty, but also because of Her fantastic attitude, sex appeal and….well, and of course the fact that She lives VERY close to me…making it possible to imagine a real session

And it seems that the real session is coming soon…in August to be precise. But to have that…i have to follow Her orders. And the first one She gave me was: no cams till we meet.

That means no cams till…half august if not more. Will i be able to stay away from all the other Goddesses for so long? Yes, i will. Because that will bring me to my biggest dream. It will allow me to be at Her feet. So i will SURELY follow her rules. Good bye cams. Good bye Goddesses. There is a time to follow the rules…and this is that time.

The Countess: slowly showing me Her power

The Countess: slowly showing me Her power

Although I am totally amazed and “in need” of Princess Jessy, recently i had a couple of chances to visit The Countess chatroom… in one of those moments when you feel the need to be dominated and… Your Goddess is not around.

And even if it was just a couple of times, I feel the need to talk about Her…because I think she’s exceptional in more than one way.

I won’t spend too much time talking about Her beauty, because that’s kinda obvious to anyone having even just a quick look at her profile…what I want to talk about is the way she handles the session…the way she brings you down slowly and steadily.

She won’t ask you things immediately, she won’t demand you to serve Her…she will take Her time…she will slowly understand your weaknesses..and she will slowly use them to her advantage… with you unable to stop Her.

The first time I was with Her it was for about 20 minutes… it was amazing even if she didn’t even show me her feet EVER. She just talked to me…she looked in the cam with that sexy look, she gave me quick views of her amazing body (in stockings and high heels, by the way).

The second time, instead, it was longer… more than an hour… and only hearing my wife coming into the room saved me from spending a fortune, and doing God know what under her control.

She constantly kept me on the edge…with Her incredibly dangling and that shoe never falling down… she made if fall down only after 45 minutes..and only to obtain what she wanted (that is, me spending more)… and, I swear, I was almost SCREAMING by the need of being under Her power, under Her control… it was one of the most mindblowing sessions I’ve ever had… and that’s why I needed to share it on my diary…because She’s one to be remembered… even if, I swear, Princess Jessy is and will be my only TRUE Goddess for a long time…

The dumbest message i ever got

The dumbest message i ever got

Basically, i am no one… so i don’t really receive messages often from the “contact me” page here. But sometimes i do, usually from others sharing the same experience of me, writing me to exchange opinions or just talk. Other times i get messages from “dommes” that say “i’m the best bla bla bla spoil me” (and that’s just not what a domme should do)… but what i got yesterday… was surreal. So DUMB that i couldn’t even believe it was real.

So i get this message:

I don’t really know what all this crap is. All I know is that I’m a female and I want money for doing nothing. I’m a student who needs to pay off some things like books and all that.

At first i just thought this was a joke… wanted to ignore that…but i thought on answering, just to see if it could go on…

Good luck with your studies then

I thought it was over.. but then i even got another reply!

So you’re going to pay me?

How can you be SO dumb? Can you even read english? Can you even TRY to understand what is this all about???
I might not be the most intelligent person ever…but at least, before contacting someone, i try to read a bit more…i try to avoid looking like a complete IDIOT.

Oh well..what can i say…at least she put a smile on my face

She owns me

She owns me

It happened. After all this time going from one Goddess to another, never being able to stay loyal to any of them… I’ve met Goddess Adriana.

At first what really hit me was Her elegance, Her style of dressing. Then I saw Her power, Her intelligence. Then I saw how smart She is… and She slowly entered into my head. Minute by minute.

I’ve spent 1.700$ in 4 days with Her

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boasRxmNFYM

This is more I’ve ever spent with anyone else… and I don’t even regret it. Now She’s on vacation for a week…and guess what…I miss Her. And all I wish is to be at Her feet, to let Her style and beauty drive me crazy…to feel the risk of Her ruining my life with the snap of a finger.

Yes, Goddess Adriana owns me, and I’m not even afraid to admit it.

Kneel down and serve Goddess Adriana
Low on cash: the forced abstinence

Low on cash: the forced abstinence

Now…this is one of the things i hate most: being low on cash (not only because of my findom addiction, but also because of other expenses) and therefore…being forced to stay away from all this world.

Yes i know, in a way i should be happy…for a week i won’t be able to spend on Financial Domination. Not a cent, nothing. I have 80$ left on my credit card…and believe me, i do need them till next pay period….

It’s exactly a forced abstinence.

What can i do about it? Nothing at all… i just need to stay away from my computer when i have privacy…when the temptation is higher… mostly because, no matter the temptation, money aren’t there…so there is no way i could see any of the gorgeous Goddess i serve.