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More than 2000$ spent in one day

More than 2000$ spent in one day

The situation is getting out of control… anytime I see Goddess Adriana, all I want is to be there and never leave. Her perfect body, her killer outfits, her taste in nylons, her sexy moves…all of that just keep me there, in Her video, unable to go away and unable to be strong. I’m there, I’m Her slave, and I’m happy to be.

And this is the result…here’s what happened on my last two video chats with Her. I’ve spent more than 2,000$.

And the thing is….that I know this is just the beginning. Because as I’m writing, She’s not online…and I terribly miss Her.

Kneel down and serve Goddess Adriana
She maxed out my credit card with tan stockings

She maxed out my credit card with tan stockings

It happened again: Goddess Adriana maxed out my credit card. And this time She did it wearing some fantastic tan stockings.

She was looking magnificent as always…with that short black dress, black high heel sandals and those stockings…those tan stockings with black on top… looking so soft…so perfect…so classy.

Kneel down and serve Goddess Adriana

I was there just mesmerized by the look of Her toes inside those nylons, by Her legs crossing and uncrossing in front of my eyes, by the look on Her face that was just demanding to be served.

I didn’t pay attention as the time was passing by, I didn’t look at the clock…at one point I just saw a message stating that my session had been closed because my credit card was maxed out. At that moment I realized…it happened again. I was without money…but happy…. satisfied….taken.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Np6lhnbOIzE
More than 22.000$ spent on Financial Domination

More than 22.000$ spent on Financial Domination

And so this year comes to and end. And more or less nothing changed since last year: my financial domination fetish is as strong as ever.

A few minutes ago i’ve updated my expenses record and i saw two things: in december i’ve spent less than usual…and in total, in 2013, i’ve spent 22.025$ on financial domination… that’s a hell of a lot…and something i’m ashamed of but…something i just can’t avoid it seems. Maybe the fact i’ve spend less in december could make me think that i’m improving…but how long will it last? How long till one of those Goddesses will contact me on messenger saying one of the things that excites me most?

I’m wearing nylons, and i’m going to rape your wallet tonight

I don’t know. My journey continues…my fetish isn’t stopping…and my money keeps going away from my pocket.

And while i’m writing this, i just saw one of One Great Diva’s latest pictures…

Low on cash: the forced abstinence

Low on cash: the forced abstinence

Now…this is one of the things i hate most: being low on cash (not only because of my findom addiction, but also because of other expenses) and therefore…being forced to stay away from all this world.

Yes i know, in a way i should be happy…for a week i won’t be able to spend on Financial Domination. Not a cent, nothing. I have 80$ left on my credit card…and believe me, i do need them till next pay period….

It’s exactly a forced abstinence.

What can i do about it? Nothing at all… i just need to stay away from my computer when i have privacy…when the temptation is higher… mostly because, no matter the temptation, money aren’t there…so there is no way i could see any of the gorgeous Goddess i serve.

Is it REALLY blackmail that excites me?

Is it REALLY blackmail that excites me?

Recently i’ve been fascinated by blackmail, the excitement of being in huge danger, of letting a gorgeous woman “steal” personal data from me in order to keep me into her hands…but… is this the real reason i’m getting excited by this?

What if…all i crave is cheating my wife with another woman? What if all this fetish of mine (moneyslavery or blackmailing) is just a reason to “feel” the excitement of actually cheat my wife for real?

I have never done that, i have never cheated her in real life…only online… and now… the idea of actually be, physically, with another woman…totally attracts me even more than before.

Maybe, these days, it’s not anymore about financial domination, it’s not aboutblackmailing…it’s just about…cheating my wife.