Let’s face it: we, slaves, keep spending money on Goddesses because we need it, we crave it, we want it. Some call this a disease (a word that I hate) or, perhaps better said, an addiction. Maybe we can stay away for a while (usually just a few days), but then we always end up needing a session, needing to send a tribute, needing our “fix”. According to the Oxford Dictionary, an addiction is “the fact or condition of being addicted to…
If you follow this blog a bit, I guess you’ve noticed who’s the Goddess that totally took my soul lately: EveSchwarz of course. There are lots of reasons why i’m so amazed by Her, and beauty is just one of them. Not only She is most of the time in nylons, but the way She moves her toes is something i’ve never seen before. And we are talking about something like a decade looking at girls on camsites! But the reason I’m…
Someone once told me “beauty doesn’t last forever”. Maybe. But for some Women (with capital “W”) beauty just continuously keeps reaching higher levels: OneGreatDiva is certainly one of them. I obviously always look at Her pictures, hoping to see some new ones…and whenever She does post some, She always (ALWAYS) takes my breath away. I mean…look at these pictures and tell me how I can avoid running into her chatroom to spoil Her as She deserves…
Today i stumbled across this TED talk from Johann Hari, a british journalist that spent three years researching the war on drugs, trying to understand if what we know about drugs and addiction is correct…or wrong. I won’t spoil the video too much, but it’s rather interesting for all those people that thinks to know everything about addictions….and especially for all those people coming up with “you should just stop, this is stupid”. And yes, financial domination can be quite…
It’s not something I can control, it just happens. I often find myself feeling very strong, thinking I can stop whenever I want, thinking I’m not addicted or anything… and then… Then I see Her on cam. And everything changes. It’s hard to explain the reasons behind this addiction, but every time I see Goddess Adriana live on cam… my addiction grows and all I want is to be there, to worship Her, to serve Her, to make Her happy….
Now…this is one of the things i hate most: being low on cash (not only because of my findom addiction, but also because of other expenses) and therefore…being forced to stay away from all this world. Yes i know, in a way i should be happy…for a week i won’t be able to spend on Financial Domination. Not a cent, nothing. I have 80$ left on my credit card…and believe me, i do need them till next pay period…. It’s…
Just a few minutes ago (while “working” here in office) i decided to update the page with all the money i spend on financial domination and what i saw scared me, even if it didn’t actually surprise me much. If i go on like this, in the whole 2013 i will spend about24.000$ ! That’s a huge amount of money, more than i’ve ever spent before. And why is that? Why? Well there is a name behind that reason: Miss Mira…
This had been my worst year so far. I’ve been updating my status page and i just noticed it. My Financial Domination fetish isn’t over at all…it’s actually getting stronger and more expensive. What to do? I don’t really have an answer to this question…all i know is that at the moment my mind is only focused on One Great Diva’s feet, on her legs, on her eyes… nothing else counts at the moment…nothing else.
Why should i keep denying this? My problem it’s not having gorgeous and powerful women (like Diva) using my fetishes to control and ruin me… my problem is that i’m addicted to slavery. Whenever i’m online and i don’t see any of the two Queens that are ruining me….i just go and look for other Queens (in the places i’ve actually listed here on the right), in the hope to find someone else as powerful and gorgeous as they are….