It was well…quite a long time since i last saw MsSupreme online…so the other night i was quite surprised when She showed up…and even more surprised when She ordered me to come into her videochat. Strange enough, i was quite calm and relaxed…thought She wasn’t as dangerous as the others…thought i would have been able to exit whenever i wanted. Boy, i was wrong. Her high arched feet in black stockings and, later on, in suntan pantyhose totally made me…
I didn’t have the guts to write about this before…because i was sort of shocked. As i wrote in the past, usually when the situation with a Financial Domme gets too risky well…i “explode” and…close the chat. But the night of 30th October i wasn’t able to do it. One Great Diva was as gorgeous as always, if not more…she messaged me on messenger with a simple “come in, NOW”…and i did. She had black pantyhose on, and a fantastic…
I am weak, and that’s a fact i’ve learned the hard way. But i also understood that i am weak only when i am…made weak. Usually i’m a quite strong man but… how can anyone resist Diva’s look? The other night i went to see her again…well, to be honest, she ordered me to.. and while i was there…she gave me this look, while asking for money. How, how, how can anyone resist this look? Made me so weak that…i…
So i had the chance to update my Current Status page, were i keep track of how much my Financial Domination problem is costing me. Well it seems i managed to slow down a bit, as in September i spent less than what i spent in the same month last two years…but i know the reason behind this, and that’s not something that makes me feel any better: personal problems. I had been stressed by some personal issues, not realted…
I received this message on YouTube… i won’t post his nickname, but when i warn you guys on comments, i do it because i know what you are going to face if you visit One Great Diva So I made the mistake and serve One great diva last night. holy God she is amazing. So good at what she does. I now know why you are scared of her though. WOW. She’s dangerous, stay away…if you can.
No matter how much i try to avoid her, i always end up at this: i start to miss One Great Diva, my true and only Financial Domination Queen. About a month ago (or mayb it’s more, i can’t even guess the time…looks a century to me) i asked and obtained from her the permission to take a pause, as i noticed it was starting to be way too risk for my financial situation. So i went back to see…
…i will fall into Miss Olivia’s power. I always had a pretty unique feeling for Her: sometimes i feel like i can be strong and even ignore Her, sometimes i just fall as soon as She tells me “Come in”. It’s unique..peculiar…and feels a bit dangerous. Why? Because deep inside i get the feeling that, sooner or later, She will get me for good…and maybe even ruin me more than others. She never looks like she’s in a hurry or…
It’s getting worst. Since she raped me a few days ago, i updated my current status page and…it didn’t look good at all. I’m spending way more than last two years….and it doesn’t look like i can stop. I keep going there, looking for those Financial Domme i know but also always to seek for new ones…as if i’m always looking for more women to rape my wallet… this is not going to stop…
UPDATE: Mistress Sandra asked me to clarify that this post refers to an old session i had with her (roughly in June) and that She wasn’t online at the time of my writing here. She’s back these days…and i’m going to probably fall again… One Great Diva let me free for a while…but that doesn’t mean i’m safe. I’m a slave inside, and i crave to be dominated and…ruined using my fetishes. There’s no way i can deny that, and…
I said that i needed a break from One Great Diva, and she actually answered from her blog. So yes… i’m free from her, as She said i can be teased by others too…so i should be feeling better but… it’s obviously just a temporary thing. “I know that anytime i get back or i find some free time to be online he will get weak under my royal feet” And that is so true…i can feel it…but i don’t…