Here’s why my financial domination fetish isn’t slowing down

Here’s why my financial domination fetish isn’t slowing down

Just a few minutes ago (while “working” here in office) i decided to update the page with all the money i spend on financial domination and what i saw scared me, even if it didn’t actually surprise me much. If i go on like this, in the whole 2013 i will spend about24.000$ ! That’s a huge amount of money, more than i’ve ever spent before.

And why is that? Why? Well there is a name behind that reason: Miss Mira

She hit me like a storm, i would have never thought to find another Goddess as addictive as Sheena, as powerful as MsClassy, as smart as One Great Diva. But yet…i did. And there She is.

Each time i see her online, i can’t stop myself by letting her know i am online…i don’t contact her, trying to pretend i don’t want to go serve her. I also put up sort of silly “deadlines” to myself…things like “ok if She doesn’t order me to go in by the next 20 minutes, i’m going offline”. Silly, stupid games that never work. Because deep inside, all i want to do is see how She’s dressed, admire Her beauty, let Her play with my brain, let Her be as evil as She wants with me… like the other day when She convinced me to give Her my personal phonenumber, to torture me with messages even while i am at work…just to be sure my addiction doesn’t go any lower.

The only limit here, is my credit card. It has some limits (as every card) and i got close to them lots of times this month, as they are weekly limits…but when those limits reset and are far… all i want to do is go and see Her, go and let Her do anything She wants to my brain…

Last time i went to Her it was two nights ago. She was dressed incredibly as ever, with stockings and a short dress. I immediatly got more or less hypnotized, and only a “family” problem saved me from spending another fortune…but before logging off, She ordered me to spend money on another Goddess, as gorgeous as Her, as strong as Her. And so i did. I visited Kristal, a gorgeous Goddess that raped my wallet the night after that… and perhaps started to be part of my nightmares.

This isn’t going to stop…this is going to get stronger and stronger.

I’m broke and then i see this

I’m broke and then i see this

Yes, since today i’m officialy broke, at least till this sunday. Yeah, went over my credit card limit and can’t spend till it gets reset…this sunday that is. So i was just browsing around…then… i see One Great Diva updated her personal site of which i’m a member of and… well… this is one of the pictures.

Now…is there any more perfect, powerful, gorgeous creature in this world? How will i ever be able to stop serving Her? There can be others, and surely there are…but One Great Diva is just… The One.

Pictures driving me crazy tonight

Pictures driving me crazy tonight

Ok i will say it again: i’m broke. Till monday my credit card is maxed out….so i can just…sit here and dream on free stuff…and that hurts, a lot. I’ve been browsing around pictures for a while tonight, and some of them are really driving me crazy…i’ll post them here and well…if you’ll click on them you’ll see whom they belong to…

This is like… constant denial

This is like… constant denial

My card is maxed out. Yeah… it’s actually the first time that this happens to me since i started into this financial domination mess. And it’s not because of the money spent online, but just for other kind of expenses that concentrated in a week…

So…i’m here, in the usual need to be under a mistress spell…and i can’t as i have no money to spend online.

Constant denial, this is what it looks like to me.

OneGreatDiva got new shoes

OneGreatDiva got new shoes

One Great Diva has, obviously, lots of moneyslaves…and it’s quite common for Her to receive stuff from them….well… yesterday She sent me two pictures of the shoes She just got…

I know why She sent them to me…She wants to rape my wallet again…. She wants to show me how great her power is…as if i didn’t know it already…

Looks like my financial domination fetish isn’t going to get weaker anytime soon…

A new nightmare in tan pantyhose

A new nightmare in tan pantyhose

This time i think i’ve really found a new nightmare that is going to be strong for a while. Last night i’ve seen a Goddess i’ve never seen before…and i was shocked by her beauty and attitude. As perfect and strong as… Sheena i would say.

Miss Mira is blonde as Sheena and she has the same attitude: slow moves, slow teasing, smoking and…demanding, way demanding. I’ve spent one hour with her…and in the end i literally run away as i knew she wouldn’t have let me go easily.

She had tan pantyhose and some high heel sandals on…and believe it or not…now i’m in such a great need to see her….just to see that beauty in some different outfit.

As if i didn’t have enough troubles…

As if i didn’t have enough troubles…

very now and then, it just happens. No one of the Goddesses i normally visit is online, but i feel the need to go on cam…and so i start browsing… usually nothing special happens…then… sometimes i meet an incredibly gorgeous girl whom shows also  A LOT of power… that was the case the other night, when EyesCandy (that’s her nickname) raped my wallet by 500$.

No words can easily describe her beauty, although i could easily say that she looks like Kylie Minogue, but anyway…i made a short video…

<< Video deleted after Her request >>

 

For the records, i run away like a coward when she was getting hotter and hotter and, at the same time, asking me to do things for her. At one moment she asked me to go and get my wife’s lipstick, to wrote something on my body..and….i just run away, came in a huge flood and….remained there looking at the screen for about 5 minutes.

Will i be back to her? Probably not anytime soon… or i’ll have one more BIG trouble to deal with.

Everything is fucked up at the moment

Everything is fucked up at the moment

I hate the way things are going now in my private life, i really hate it. What happened? I lost ALL my privacy, ALL my chances to spend time with myself and well…with my financial domination fetish fight. The reason? My mother-in-law came visit us, and she’ll be here for another full week.

I should be happy…this way i really can’t go online and spend money…but i’m not. I hate that i am FORCED to stay away from that…from the thing that excites me the most.

One thing is my desire to fight it, another to be forced to not go online. I know how this will end…as soon as i’ll have privacy again…i’ll spend a fortune…