I hate the way things are going now in my private life, i really hate it. What happened? I lost ALL my privacy, ALL my chances to spend time with myself and well…with my financial domination fetish fight. The reason? My mother-in-law came visit us, and she’ll be here for another full week. I should be happy…this way i really can’t go online and spend money…but i’m not. I hate that i am FORCED to stay away from that…from the…
This is a lesson I’m learning through time and huge mistakes: if I stay away from financial domination, I’m always ending up spending more when I get back to it (because I always do). The same thing happened last night when, after about a month of low expenses, I saw a Goddess was online and I couldn’t stop myself from visiting her again. Again, She was absolutely stunning. After a while that we were just talking (well I was trying…
It has been nearly 3 months since i’ve last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on financial domination (this page)…and i guess it was because i KNEW this was NOT going well at all. I’m spending way more than any other moment of my life…surely way more than when i’ve started this blog… i guess i will just have to give up to my fetish…and acknowledge the fact that i will never stop my…
I screwd it up big this time, i really did something that went in the total opposite direction of the my never ending dream “i’m gonna quit from moneyslavery” Around 10 am in the morning, I got an instant message from MsSupreme saying: “Gonna drain you tonight, so get ready.” Try to imagine… me working hard in office on a quite complicated software i’m developing…and out of the blue getting a message like that. I stared the screen unable to…
As you all probably know, i’m a member of Diva Foot Fetish more or less since the site opened… and today i saw why this was a big, huge mistake. One Great Diva in person sent me a small preview of a video that will soon be online…and… my reaction was just… to go and see her live…because i couldn’t wait a few days for that video…
Well somehow… this morning i woke up and saw i had an e-mail… and it was from One Great Diva. For a moment i though it was a nice gesture, maybe a way to make things easier for me…then i opened it… there was one pic attached and all the e-mail said was: “Spoil me. Today.” It’s going to be a really expensive Christmas… i don’t think i’m the only one thinking that this pic is just… too much. I’ll…
(Article originally posted on December 12th, 2012) Life is unfair. Recently i noticed some improvements in my financial domination addiction, i thought i was keeping it under control: didn’t get the same excitement, didn’t get the same “need” to serve Goddesses… so yes, i was quite satisfied about it (even if still not happy, that’s a different story). Then, today, One Great Diva showed up and pushed me back into the worst period of this nightmare. She didn’t show any…
That’s an obvious thing maybe, or maybe not. But everytime it happens to me, i do realise that, no matter what’s my mood or how things are going in my life, certain photos will ALWAYS make me weak and give me the need to visit the one that took them… Yes it’s her, Sheena, that asked me to don’t post anything with her on this blog…but i suppose if i cover her face, it’s ok…
Seems like i’m a total failure even in finding the “friends with benefits” thing and, to be honest, that’s depressing. There’s this hot coworker i know since 8 years now: we are really close friends but of course, i also always wanted more. In the last couple of years i’ve increased the “tips” about that subject, always commenting on her outfits, always “Playing” about sexual things and so on… And well, she also did play well on that. We are…
It’s all going down the toilet. Lately i’m having less and less sex with my wife…and the weird thing is that the reason is NOT this financial domination fetish. In fact lately i’m finding less and less satisfaction even in this, which is good in a way. But what’s going on? To be honest, everything BUT sex is going great with my wife…i could say that it’s because i’m working way too much, but this has always been there, at…