I screwd it up big this time, i really did something that went in the total opposite direction of the my never ending dream “i’m gonna quit from moneyslavery”
Around 10am in the morning, i got an instant message from MsClassy saying:
“Gonna drain you tonight, so get ready.”
Try to imagine… me working hard in office on a quite complicated software i’m developing…and out of the blue getting a message like that. I stared the screen unable to talk…while i was getting hard. Yes, i was. She didn’t say anything else, but i thought about it the whole day.
When i got back home… that’s when i screwed it up. I didn’t wait to see if i would have had a chance to be alone or not, instead i faked to be too tired from work so that my wife would have agreed on a quite early night. All i wanted, was to go to MsClassy videochat as soon as possible
We went to bed…i waited for her to fall asleep…then… i woke up and went immediatly to the computer, almost as a zombie. I waited for MsClassy to be free…and then i let her drain me at 6$ a minute, while she was wearing superb tan stockings and high heel shoes.
It all lasted about 20 minutes…then i heard my wife gettig up and i had to run. How did i feel at that moment? Disappointed…quite angry with my wife.
Yes, this time i screwed it up big. And i’m not quite sure i am ever going to stop my financial slavery fetish.