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I would say yes, although, within the context of financial domination, I don’t really consider myself a slave because it’s something that I only occasionally do. But I do do it with only one online domme, and it’s by phone, not cam. I’ve talked to this mistress so many times over quite a few years now, and have gone through ups and downs. I think my buttons and triggers are pretty specific, and there has been a lot of trial and error involved. I can’t imagine spending the time to develop such a rapport with someone else so, de facto, I am loyal because I don’t call anyone else.
I guess I understood that from the blog, but, at least from what I’ve read, you seem a little different. I get that you are seduced into spending, but, unless I’m really reading it wrong, you seem to like that experience as opposed to finding it difficult or hurtful in the moment. And you seem to have a kind of pride about the amount of your spending. But, again, maybe I’m wrong.
I totaled recently what I’ve spent doing financial domination this year, and it’s less than you’ve spent in a month, but I still found myself getting a little angry about it. And it didn’t make me want to do it again. I’m sure at some point something will switch in my brain and make me want to.
