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About 4.000$ spent on financial domination

About 4.000$ spent on financial domination

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Each time i update the page where i keep a log of the money spent on financial domination (here), i’m always well..surprised.

I keep saying i’d like to stop this financial domination fetish i have, i keep saying i should try a real life experience with a financial domination mistress…but then…i’m addicted to cam, that’s what i am.

In July and August, i spent nearly 4.000$ in financial domination, all in cam. Is it too much? No, because if it would be too much, i wouldn’t even be able to have a computer to type this article. Is it a lot? Yes, it is. It’s a lot and it’s causing me some financial troubles.

Again…the same question i keep asking myself since about 2 years now…

Will i ever be able to escape from financial domination?

Saved by an Angel

Saved by an Angel

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As i wrote a few days ago, lately i’ve been spending a lot of time with a new camgirl. She’s not a domme (or at least she’s not one…used to a while ago, long story), but she’s beautiful, funny, smart and intelligent: a girl i could spend hours with, a girl i could see myself going crazy for (but it won’t happen, believe it or not i DO care of my family).

So well, last night she acted as sort of an Angel, saving me from another wallet raping.

It was one of those nights when all i wanted was for one of the gorgeous goddesses here being online, so that i could let her dominate me…but none of them was online. So i had to feed my hunger somehow and, as it often happens, i ended up visiting a domme i’ve never visited before (this one, in case you are curious).

To my surprise, She was really good. Beautiful, strong, dressed to kill (black stockings, black high heels, short dress). She was doing everything perfect, and when She changed her nylons in some tan stockings, i was totally lost.

She was already at 5$ per minute, and ordered me to switch to private one one one (about 7$ a minute). There she finished putting on those tan nylons…and started being more and more demanding. Then…She ordered me to go out and come back in, she would have raised her price.

When she went offline to change price, i was shocked but more than ready to get in again.

But…

I gave a quick look at who was online…and there She was. The Angel. I didn’t even think twice, i went in to see her, to talk to her.

As usual, it was a magnificient time. We just talked and laughed for about 1 hour, with a bit of teasing here and there, but nothing too strong. Just a fantastic time with a fantastic looking girl. It was great.

Yes, in the end i spent nearly 300$ with her as well…but i like to think last night She saved me from a bigger wallet raping…and surely she gave me a much better time.

Ignored, hiding, falling, soon to be drained

Ignored, hiding, falling, soon to be drained

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This is surely a peculiar (if not weird) period for me, that could be summarized by the title of this post: Ignored, hiding, falling and soon to be drained.

Ignored

One of the Goddesses i’m mostly weak for, is ignoring me recently. I don’t blame her, as more than once i’ve been “exploding” just while she was asking to send a paypal tribute. Most probably She’s giving attention to slaves that are more worth than me, but the more She ignores me, the more i desire to be drained by Her again.

Hiding

Yes, i’m hiding from my biggest nightmare: One Great Diva .
I know very well that She is the one capable to totally hypnotize me, completely make me weak and unable to do anything but what She orders me to do. That’s why i’m hiding from Her. After a few weeks She’s back online, and i keep looking at her pictures online but i’m making sure She doesn’t find me online…because i know that one word from Her is all i would need to fall again into her power.

Falling

This is peculiar. Recently i’ve been spending A LOT with a girl that’s not even a Mistress, even if She has her “dominant moments” (as she likes to call them). She’s gorgeous, she’s smart, funny, intelligent and very very open mindend. The woman i could easily fall for…she is maybe even more dangerous than the Goddesses, for my marriage. As i’ve always said, i could never leave my wife for a Goddess, i could never fall in love for a Mistress…but what about this girl? I’m lucky that, till now, she doesn’t want any kind of contact outside videochat…so in a way it’s all reduced to the videochat world…but still…i spent hours in private chat with her, and not at a cheap price…and many times she didn’t even tease me, just talked…and it felt really good.

Soon to be drained

This is going to happen VERY soon. MsSupreme told me She’s waiting for a new pair of shoes, and as soon as She gets them, She will drain me. This is the kind of thing i can’t resist from: a Goddess chasing me, ordering me to serve her, ordering me to go and see her because She knows there’s something She will use to make me weak…and MsSupreme totally knows how to make me weak…She does. And it will happen soon, maybe even tonight…or tomorrow.

So well…that’s it. I was just feeling like sharing what’s going on these days with this mess that is my life.

Never spend as much as in May

Never spend as much as in May

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This is getting way out of control. Last month i’ve spent more than i’ve ever spent in a month on financial domination… more than 2.000$.

I thought i could fight, i thought i could resist…but it seems pointless…perhaps i should gave up alltogether and just embrace my real nature of Money Slave.

Or perhaps i should try real time domination, meeting up with one of my Goddesses…perhaps that would give me the definitive answer: am i a real moneyslave, or am i just a useless videochat wanker?

In any case….this is not looking good at all… i shouldn’t spend that much…i keep saying it…but yet…i keep spending more and more…

She doesn’t know what to do with that power

She doesn’t know what to do with that power

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I think i’ve said more than once that, quite often, even if none of the gorgeous and dangerous Mistresses listed here is online, if i feel the NEED to be dominated, i try to visit different Goddesses.

But, believe it or not, the web is full of “so called” mistresses that, in fact, don’t even know what they are doing or at least, not completely.

Some of them are almost “there”…they are gorgeous, they know how to dress, they know how to put the camera, they know how to tease but…the more i get weak…the less they know what to do with the power they have on me.

If you are not into domination, you are probably thinking “hey that’s good, you won’t risk anything with them”….WRONG. That’s actually the reason why i never visit them again.

If She doesn’t even try to take advantage of me…all i was looking for is lost, even if She is gorgeous and sexy… i’m there to be dominated…i’m there to feel the risk…if there is no risk…i get no excitement at all.

Just something i wanted to share…especially with those that still can’t understand what me and others are into, why we are doing this and why we can’t stop or, better said, deep inside we don’t WANT to stop.