It’s not something I can control, it just happens. I often find myself feeling very strong, thinking I can stop whenever I want, thinking I’m not addicted or anything… and then… Then I see Her on cam. And everything changes. It’s hard to explain the reasons behind this addiction, but every time I see Goddess Adriana live on cam… my addiction grows and all I want is to be there, to worship Her, to serve Her, to make Her happy….
This is what happens when a slave stops using his brain…and just keeps staring at the screen for too long. Goddess Adriana looked magnificent the other night and, moreover, she told me she was just about to leave for a vacation. So I knew I would have not been able to see Her for some days… and I forgot about the time that I was spending on Her videochat. I spent all the money left on my credit card..and my…
I don’t know about you, but when I’m watching a beautiful Goddess driving me crazy, I tend to speak a lot. Of course, I don’t make lots of sense, as the brain doesn’t really work well in those moments, but I tend to keep telling Her how gorgeous she is, how incredible she looks. That’s why what happened last night was PAINFUL. Goddess Adriana approached me on chat, ordering me to go and see Her, even if I was low…
So this short story begins two nights ago, when my Padrona (as She allows me to call Her) Goddess Adriana, gifted me with a rather long chat on Skype. During that chat I not only was able to see how AMAZING Her brain is, but She also told me that, the night after, She would have put on a new outfit that I would have liked. Mind you…I had about 50$ left on my credit card. Yesterday, at work, all…
Goddess Adriana is inside my brain, inside my bones, inside my soul…and I just can’t escape from Her. Well, I don’t even WANT to escape, to be honest. She just KNOWS the “buttons” to push and when to push them. Her brain is sexy, her body is sexy, her movements are sexy, her style of dressing is just the kind every Woman with capital “W” should use. Last night it happened again. I didn’t have much money left on my…
It happened. After all this time going from one Goddess to another, never being able to stay loyal to any of them… I’ve met Goddess Adriana. At first what really hit me was Her elegance, Her style of dressing. Then I saw Her power, Her intelligence. Then I saw how smart She is… and She slowly entered into my head. Minute by minute. I’ve spent 1.700$ in 4 days with Her This is more I’ve ever spent with anyone else……
And so this year comes to and end. And more or less nothing changed since last year: my financial domination fetish is as strong as ever. A few minutes ago i’ve updated my expenses record and i saw two things: in december i’ve spent less than usual…and in total, in 2013, i’ve spent 22.025$ on financial domination… that’s a hell of a lot…and something i’m ashamed of but…something i just can’t avoid it seems. Maybe the fact i’ve spend less…
Sometimes… all i want is to stop thinking…and let the power of these Goddesses reduce me more or less like a zombie, unable to do anything else but submit and surrender… that’s what being a slave is like: you have a normal life, you have brain too…but then… you look at one of these pictures and something in your brain just… snaps. And you stop thinking.
It’s Valentine today… and a good husband should be thinking only about his wife… but the thing is…i’m sick, and therefore I didn’t go to work. So I was home this morning…wife away for a couple of hours…and I saw… Goddess Ishtar online. The temptation was too high…and I asked Her if I could go and see her… “for a bit” I said. Obviously, nothing stops until She says so… therefore we spent 1 hour together…she took about 300$ from…
If you follow this blog, most probably you are going to say now “Her? again? Oh, come on!”….but that’s the way it is. I can’t define myself as a loyal slave, I keep visiting new Goddesses online…but Her, OneGreatDiva, just can’t be compared to anyone else. It’s not only her beauty (which i don’t even need to speak about)…it’s Her attitude, Her brain. As i think i said many times, for me the domination starts in the brain. I am…