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Why camgirls are so hated in the BDSM community

Why camgirls are so hated in the BDSM community

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Recently i had quite a few discussions about this, and i still can’t understand all this hate. Some people in the BDSM world (both slaves AND Goddesses) simply… hate camgirls being findoms. They call them cheap, fakes, prostitutes…and many many bad words more. They say a Findom Goddess should NEVER ever use her body to attract a slave, that She can’t be called a Goddess because it’s just a job for her, that she’s there in front of everyone doing everything slaves ask her to do.

To me, this is just total IGNORANCE of what a Findom Goddess in cam really does and, moreover, a way to cover the fact that they don’t do cams because they simply can’t….they need photoshop to look good.

As you all know, i’ve always served in cam…and there is just one simple reason: beauty makes me weak…and a webcam doesn’t lie (till a certain extent). You can’t post fake pictures, you can’t edit your image with Photoshop. It’s You, Your beauty, Your attitude…in front of me, in real time.

And that’s why i don’t think this is for everyone: the web is full of “cam findomme wannabe”, girls that i can probably visit once, maybe twice…then just stop forever even considering visiting them…because they don’t have “that something”.

And that’s probably why many “non cam Goddesses” hate Goddesses like OneGreatDiva, Alexya, Ishtar or  MsSupreme (to name a few that built their EMPIRE through cams): they know it’s impossible for them to be as gorgeous, as irresistible, as naturally dominant…so they prefer to hate them and say nasty things about them.

What do you think?

I look at these pictures…and stop thinking

I look at these pictures…and stop thinking

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Sometimes… all i want is to stop thinking…and let the power of these Goddesses reduce me more or less like a zombie, unable to do anything else but submit and surrender… that’s what being a slave is like: you have a normal life, you have brain too…but then… you look at one of these pictures and something in your brain just… snaps.

And you stop thinking.

And then, as a thunder, Goddess Ishtar reminded me Her power

And then, as a thunder, Goddess Ishtar reminded me Her power

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It’s Valentine today… and a good husband should be thinking only about his wife… but the thing is…i’m sick, and therefore I didn’t go to work. So I was home this morning…wife away for a couple of hours…and I saw… Goddess Ishtar online.

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The temptation was too high…and I asked Her if I could go and see her… “for a bit” I said. Obviously, nothing stops until She says so… therefore we spent 1 hour together…she took about 300$ from me… and also took my brain with Her.

She was MAGNIFICIENT. Her teasing was too much to handle, Her orders were firm and at the right time…She was wearing a short (way short) red dress, tan pantyhose with NO panties and some of the most beautiful shoes I’ve ever seen. Black shiny peep toes with a spike red heel…. I was like a zombie the whole time.

She kept teasing me more and more, driving me more and more crazy each minute…and always ordered me to stop rubbing my cock at the right time….then… my wife called me… Goddess Ishtar saw me talking to her on the phone… and I had to run… my wife needed to meet me for something.

Usually, I would have run away immediately….but Goddess Ishtar told me “wait until I say you can go”….and so I did. I didn’t care if my wife was waiting, I know Goddess Ishtar would have let me go in time…but I had to follow Her orders.

And so She did. She let me go after a short while…made me promise to don’t cum without Her permission (i didn’t manage to!)…and I left.

I am here, writing this article, and I still have Her strongly into my mind, very deep, very strong. Even when I met my wife I was like in trance….didn’t even act normally…she even told me “what’s wrong?”…

Yes, Goddess Ishtar today reminded me of Her power, Her huge power…and I want to end this article with a warning: don’t visit Her unless You are ready to face Her power….make your choice: this is her chatroom

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Writing and spending (a bit) less

Writing and spending (a bit) less

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It always amazes me when people contact me on Twitter like David did the other day:

He was indeed right. I didn’t write as much as i used to do recently and, moreover, it has been nearly three months since i last updated the page where i keep track of the money i spend on my Financial Domination Fetish….which i did 5 minutes ago.

The result? I’m spending less than last year, even if still way more than 1,000$ per month. I still remember what i wrote in my first post here:

“A maximum of 500$ for the entire year”

Yeah right…talk about a complete failure. But…is it? Is it a complete failure or, maybe, just an understanding of something that is and will always be a part of me? This is most probably close to the truth even if, i have to say, that scares me especially considering that, lately, i have been thinking a bit more seriously about meeting Goddess Ishtar… and that scares me. Even the fact that i’m thinking seriously IF i could do it makes me shake… looks like… i’m going deeper and deeper into this fetish of mine.

I am just a coward

I am just a coward

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I need to face reality. I will never have the balls to meet a financial domination Mistress in real. Never.

Why do I say this? Because yesterday, Goddess Ishtar, a gorgeous, smart, powerful Goddess I visit quite often online (although I’ve never talked about Her on this blog) told me She is going to be in Florence this weekend. Yes, in TWO DAYS she will be more or less 5 km far from where i work. And she didn’t hide the fact that She would have been ready to meet me….

But I am too scared. Too scared of losing control. Too scared of spending a real fortune. Too scared to do things I might regret in the future. Too scared to live my fantasy in real. Too scared.

She knows way too well how to make me weak, She made it very clear that She would bring me shoe shopping. She made it very clear that Her goal is to be even more in control of the situation with me.

And I am just a big coward. I will not meet Her. And I will keep imaging how it would have been….

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