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Month: September 2012

Missing my Angel

Missing my Angel

It has been too long…really too long since i last spoke to my angel. I wrote about her a couple of times: She’s a sweet, gorgeous, intelligent and funny girl that, more than once, saved me from going online with one of the Mistresses here. Of course not for free, but still…she helped me a lot on slowing down a bit on my addiction.

I think it was the beginning of august when i last saw her…after that i’m sure she went on some sort of vacation. I saw she logged in a few times, and a few days ago she even messaged me during the day. But i was not at the computer, and when i came back (10 minutes later) i found just a message saying:

hey!

Last night she was online, and if you follow me on Twitter you know i wrote while i was waiting for her to be available…but time passed…and she didn’t become free…so i went to bed…still thinking about her…

When will i be able to spend some time with her again?

Drained by Loubotin shoes and Agent Provocateur stockings

Drained by Loubotin shoes and Agent Provocateur stockings

There is always a first time, for everything. And a few nights ago it was my first time being drained by Louboutin Shoes and Agent Provocateur stockings: some of the most expensive and awesome shoes and stockings.

CLICK HERE AND BE DRAINED LIKE ME

MsSupreme was wearing them and I actually knew that was coming, sooner or later. I knew She bought those stockings during a recent trip to Italy She made (boy I was SO excited to know that her feet were in my country)…and I knew that She received those shoes from another slave…

Perhaps you are asking yourself the same question I was asking myself: does it show the difference between those items and some less expensive ones? Yes, A LOT.

Those shoes are just perfect, just made to tease and, according to MsSupreme, they are also very comfortable. And those stockings…it’s incredible how perfect and smooth they look even just in cam…i can only imagine what it can be to see them live…or even to touch them…

How much did I spend? I don’t know and don’t want to check…it was a lot, really a lot…but my brain just got blind as soon as I saw those shoes and nylons…

About 4.000$ spent on financial domination

About 4.000$ spent on financial domination

Each time i update the page where i keep a log of the money spent on financial domination (here), i’m always well..surprised.

I keep saying i’d like to stop this financial domination fetish i have, i keep saying i should try a real life experience with a financial domination mistress…but then…i’m addicted to cam, that’s what i am.

In July and August, i spent nearly 4.000$ in financial domination, all in cam. Is it too much? No, because if it would be too much, i wouldn’t even be able to have a computer to type this article. Is it a lot? Yes, it is. It’s a lot and it’s causing me some financial troubles.

Again…the same question i keep asking myself since about 2 years now…

Will i ever be able to escape from financial domination?