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She’s incredible, and i’m not the only one saying it

She’s incredible, and i’m not the only one saying it

If you follow this blog a bit, i guess you’ve noticed who’s the Goddess that totally took my soul lately: FeetGoddesss of course.

There are lots of reasons why i’m so amazed by Her, and beauty is just one of them. Not only She is most of the time in nylons, but the way She moves her toes is something i’ve never seen before. And we are talking about something like a decade looking at girls on camsites!

But the reason I’m writing this post is not to list all the reasons why I’m always enslaved by FeetGoddesss, and it’s not to just say how great she is. It’s because today I’ve read an article about Her on an Italian web magazine…and that made me feel just…happy. Why? Maybe because I’m glad more and more people will be able to know Her, and maybe become Her slaves as well…or maybe just because I’m so much into Her that any success she has, even if small, makes me feel happy.

The magazine I’m talking about is called “Donne In Collant” (women in pantyhose), and more or less weekly they review camgirls that use to wear pantyhose on cam. A few days ago they wrote about FeetGoddesss, and they also acknowledge what I too think: her feet and the way she moves them are incredible.

By the way, the article I’m talking about is this one (and yeah, it’s in italian): http://donneincollant.com/la-donna-dai-piedi-incredibili-in-collant/

 

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

When saying NO makes you feel guilty

Each and everyday i find new ways in which FeetGoddesss is unique and special. And last night was no difference.

Don’t get me wrong, i’ve served many beautiful Goddesses in all these years, and i still think the world of them… but …

FeetGoddesss is making me do things i’ve never done before, she’s making me feel like i’ve never felt before, She’s making me see things in a way i’ve never seen them before.

So, back to last night. I was just about to go to sleep, but decided first to switch my laptop on to check a few things and well, most probably deep inside to see if She was online, maybe to just tell Her hello, to just have a quick contact with Her. And yes, there She was. Online.

I sent her a quick message, nothing special really, something like “i’m not in a great mood tonight, so i just wanted to say Hello to You Goddess.”

But looks like she wanted to change my mood. She sent me a pic of her perfect feet in black nylons and sandals, just like that. She didn’t really add anything for a minute. Then..

“Feeling better now? Come to see me.”

Of course i forgot i wanted to go to bed, i forgot everything…i just went into Her room still thinking it would have been just for a quick sight of Her beauty.

I was wrong.

She was looking spectacular. Her new haircut makes the beauty of Her face shine even more, those black pantyhose with line on back, worn with sandals, totally made her legs and feet look even better. And i started watching.

We chatted for a short while, during the few times when she was in free chat between one private and another. Then… then She did what many Goddesses do of course..but it’s what i felt that was different than other times. She said.

“Spoil me.”

Nothing unique in this right? Wrong. Wrong because it felt different to me. As slaves, we always say “i can’t say no to you, Goddess” because, let’s face it, it’s part of the game. But more often than not, we can actually say “no” if we really want to…or even just run away with an excuse. I’ve done that so many times.

But with Her it’s different. Obeying her orders just feels right. And saying no to Her feels totally wrong. Inside my mind i was thinking “i should say no and go to bed”, but that made me feel… guilty! Yes, even just THINKING of saying no to Her made me feel guilty as hell.

This is something i’ve never experienced before… i’ve always managed to remain focused on myself, spending a lot when i actually felt like it (even if i kept “playing” the game of being forced by the teasing), running away when i wanted. And always with no particular regrets for how i behaved with the Goddess.

But this time… this time i ended up spending 200$ (not a lot, i know) just because it would have made me feel guilty and bad to leave Her, to say no, to don’t spoil Her as She demanded.

I’m falling deeper and deeper for FeetGoddesss, and i guess it will only get worst… or should i say better?

A great Goddess values the sacrifice, not the amount

A great Goddess values the sacrifice, not the amount

Something that happened a few days ago, made me think about another reason why a Goddess is a real one or just someone who’s here for the money and nothing else.

I sent a not so high tribute to a Goddess (i admit it wasn’t high) because i’m in a somehow difficult situation at the moment…but that was ALL i could offer. It was a great sacrifice for me. Her answer made me reconsider Her as a Goddess…actually made me see Her as a not so powerful or smart Goddess. She basically insulted me, stating it was a way too low tribute and that i should have sent more in order to please Her.

Now… some of you could argue that it was correct of Her to do so, because maybe She can’t be open to like any slave, She can’t see value in everyone. But we are not thinking of a 5$ tribute here, it was still a somehow nice tribute. She could have reacted in many different ways…but the ways she reacted only showed me what she really is.

She is there ONLY because of the money

She doesn’t care about dominating men, She doesn’t give a damn f**k of being a Goddess. She only wants money. And that, to me, is a sign of weakness. It’s a sign that says “stay away from this one, She’s not worth it”.

As someone said once, there is a higher value in a slave giving away his last 10$ than in a rich one giving away 1000$ just because he owns them and doesn’t know what to do with them. A smart Goddess should recognize this and actually understand the real value of a tribute.

This one didn’t, and won’t see a tribute from me ever again. Did she lose something? I don’t know, but i certainly didn’t lose my time serving someone who’s not worth it.

She just needs to show up, and i’m at Her feet

She just needs to show up, and i’m at Her feet

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I have been serving OneGreatDiva ever since i can remember being a slave (actually, She is the one that made me a moneyslave), so it doesn’t come to a surprise that i always, ALWAYS, think about Her. Even when i don’t realize i’m doing it.

As it was today. I was sitting at my laptop casually checking stuff when, all of sudden, she sends me a pic (the one here above) adding just a few word:

“I’m online”

That was it. In a second i stopped doing whatever i was doing and literally jumped to her chatroom, and begged Her to allow me to serve Her. She made me wait for a while, then allowed me in.

And the result was the same one as every time i see Her: and empty wallet and a happy slave.

I spent a lot, and i don’t even regret it. Because each time OneGreatDiva shows up, i must take the chance to serve Her. She’s unique, She’s powerful, She’s hot. I don’t see a single reason why i should even think before serving Her.

It happened today, and it will happen again..and again…and again…

FeetGoddesss: The one that stays inside my brain

FeetGoddesss: The one that stays inside my brain

FeetGoddesss: The one that stays inside my brain

Through the years I’ve been serving quite a lot of Goddesses: some just once, some for a few times, others (the best ones) i simply never stopped serving. But not a lot of them have the ability to speak directly to my soul as FeetGoddesss does.
I know, it may sounds like an exaggeration, something maybe that I’ve built in my mind to make this fantasy more exciting…but there is more than that. I can easily say we connect on some sort of special level, and not just speaking about exciting situations.

But when it comes to that, when it comes to serving Her, it’s always the same.
She just KNOWS when i’m truly ready to server Her, She just KNOWS when demanding me to serve Her will be a success. She doesn’t always chase me (obviously…She has LOTS of slaves), but each and every time She does, i get on my knees and do whatever She asks me to.

What She says, the way She moves, the way She is always dressed: everything is just perfect to enslave me. Everything. And that’s why She’s always inside my brain, even when i don’t feel weak at all. I find myself thinking about Her at the most strange times, like while i’m at work in a meeting, or at home with my family. She’s there, She sits there showing up every now and then…and when She decides it’s time to server Her…it happens.

And the other night it was no exception. Although i promised myself to reduce the amount of money i spend (and you can see here that i am somehow succeeding in that), i couldn’t say no when She started moving in a way only Her can do, while writing me things i could not ignore.

The result? A classic. I ended up spending a fortune online and, to thank Her for the time She spent with me, i then bought a few items from Her wishlist on Amazon.

Because when a voice inside your brain orders you to do something, you just do it.

The most dangerous words

The most dangerous words

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It’s late at night, i’m horny as usual but no one is around (plus, i can’t really spend in this period) so i ended up browsing the web with no particular path and then… i started thinking.. what’s the most powerful thing She could tell me? What’s THE thing She could say that would lead me to do anything for Her?

I imagine the scene…She’s right there in front of me, dressed in an elegant way, with a black pair of pantyhose and high heel shoes. Her left shoe dangling from the top her toes. Our session has been going for a good time now, but somehow i’m still able to control myself. Then…

What if She orders me to do something and then adds to it…

Do it or i will NEVER allow you to see me again

How could ANY of us be strong there? How could we not end up doing anything She asks? If She’s the one, if She’s the one you end up thinking a lot during the day…could you live without being able to see Her ever again? Could you even think of Her ignoring you FOREVER?

The problem of not being loyal

The problem of not being loyal

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I’ve always said i am not (and never will be) a loyal slave: i act out of instinct, always trying to control myself only to running to spoil a Goddess as soon as something “ticks” inside my head. Of course i don’t serve ANY Goddess, and i consider myself capable of spoiling only those that are really worth it (at least in my brain)…but still.

Each time i spoil one of them, i end up feeling guilty with all the others. Of course i could never spoil them all (even if i wish i could), and i know that…but i do feel guilty.

It’s like the other night: after a long period of abstinence because of personal reasons, i suddenly got weak again and couldn’t stop myself. I HAD to spoil Her, it felt right, it felt good, it felt like the only possible thing.

But after that… the regret. Why Her, and why not others? What will they think about me? Will they be mad at me? How can i explain them that it was just a one time, and that i still won’t be able to spoil them for a long time?

I don’t know if i’m making any sense here…but that’s the way i feel today…