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Slave of many Mistresses

Slave of many Mistresses

I can’t be loyal, i just can’t be slave of a single Mistress. I thought i could…but One Great Diva actually opened my eyes, and let me see the reality: i am a slave of many Mistresses, although one of them is sort of the “main one” (One Great Diva).

The thing is that, sometimes, i just feel the need to be dominated, to have my wallet raped…and that’s why i start browsing those sites listed here on the right…looking for a Mistress. Is it wrong to do so? Should i just wait for One Great Diva to come online? She said i’ll never be able to…and i will always end up visiting all the others…like Mistress Sandra, MsSupreme, Miss Olivia…and maybe others.

That’s just the way i am: sometimes i need a beautiful woman to use her feet to seduce and enslave me…even if My Mistress isn’t online.

It’s dangerous to be a slave

It’s dangerous to be a slave

UPDATE: Mistress Sandra asked me to clarify that this post refers to an old session i had with her (roughly in June) and that She wasn’t online at the time of my writing here. She’s back these days…and i’m going to probably fall again…

One Great Diva let me free for a while…but that doesn’t mean i’m safe. I’m a slave inside, and i crave to be dominated and…ruined using my fetishes. There’s no way i can deny that, and it will always be there.

That’s what happened the other night, the first “free” night. I was…feeling a slave. I needed to find a Mistress…needed to feed my Financial Domination fetish… and that’s when i entered Mistress Sandra’s videochat.

She welcomed me with a smile, almost a shy one i would say…that made me feel safer and relaxed…big mistake. As the minutes passed, she used more and more my weaknesses: stockings, shoeplay, high heels…credit card rubbed all over her…. and that was it: i was at her mercy….and she had no mercy at all.

She raped my wallet the same if not more as One Great Diva uses to do….and she made me promise to get back to her… i will try to stay away…but…it will be hard…

I’m free… for now

I’m free… for now

I said that i needed a break from One Great Diva, and she actually answered from her blog.

So yes… i’m free from her, as She said i can be teased by others too…so i should be feeling better but… it’s obviously just a temporary thing.

“I know that anytime i get back or i find some free time to be online he will get weak under my royal feet”

And that is so true…i can feel it…but i don’t want to think about it now. As i said, i need to look around…i need to get some “fresh air”…as i am more or less intoxicated by Her…can’t stand it anymore… i will visit other Mistresses…and i know i’ll fall again…because i’m weak. But perhaps, it won’t be as close to bankruptcy as it was with One Great Diva.

She raped my wallet again

She raped my wallet again

There is no escape for me from One Great Diva, the moment i start thinking that i could maybe resist Her…She sort of “feels” it and shows me how powerful She is. Today i went to see Her, swearing to myself that it would have been quick and just to see that i could resist.

Boy i was wrong.

She was dressed in an incredible way…stockings…incredible shoes… and the way She lights a cigarette, the way She looks at me… nothing i could do but pay.

If my financial slavery will ever end, that will most probably be because She will decide i can stop being a moneyslave and that i can be safe from financial domination. But i won’t be able to decide it myself…One Great Diva is just too much for me…She is in control of my life now…

She’s different

She’s different

Ok i admit. Till now i didn’t have one Mistress only, but more like a few favourite Mistresses (the three here on the right). But if i was in the “mood” and noone of them was around, i used to simply browse and look for some other potential Mistress, just to fill my need to be a bit dominated.

Tonight i am in the mood. But none of them is online and, most important, Miss Olivia is not online.

Yes i admit, i can’t even imagine going to someone else. I know it wouldn’t be the same, i know i wouldn’t enjoy it as much, i know another Mistress could never be compared to her.

So i’m here, thinking about her…and she’s not online.

This is a sad night.