Some would argue that the difference between a wanker and a slave is not that big: I mean, in the end, it’s all about getting pleasure here…isn’t it? But a few days ago I faced a situation that made me start thinking seriously about this difference and which of those two I belong to.
I just had finished a session with a Goddess (a really great session, to be honest) and, out of the blue, another Goddess sent me a message on Skype.
“this would be the perfect time for you to worship my feet in nylon”
I didn’t worship Her feet since a long time actually because I could never see her online… so yeah, this would have been a chance to don’t miss…. But there was a big problem. I had just exploded a few minutes earlier, I wasn’t excited at all (physically at least, if you know what I mean)…and I felt like it would have been a total waste to have a session at that moment.
What’s the point in having a session, if you are not excited? If she can’t keep you on the edge? If you can’t…well… be hard for Her? To me, it doesn’t make sense, or at least it takes away a huge part of the joy in the session itself… but… does this make me a wanker or a slave?
What would have a real slave answered? Would have he started a session just for the pleasure of making his Goddess happy? Does this make me a bad slave?
A while ago i wrote a post about how a slave should approach a Goddess online and i still believe that’s very accurate and, at least, a good starting point for any “slave wannabe”. But..what about all thos “Goddesses wannabe“? Would it help them knowing the things they need to avoid, in order to keep people with them? I don’t know…but i feel like putting down this list so…here are the 5 major turn offs for slaves (at least for one like me)
1. Bad English
I am sorry, but if you just can’t type in proper english… don’t even bother to pretend You are a Goddess. You are not…or at least, if you are, try to be one with guys from your own country…because as of me, your bad english will just be a huge turn off.
"LETS SEE IF U R WORTHY ENOUGHT TO WORSHIP THE DAINTY BEAUTY OF GODDESS" …come again? #FAIL#ENGLISHPLEASE
You can’t control a slave’s mind just because you are wearing some boots and stockings, or because of you are wearing a fake cock. You need to have something inside that brain of yours. You need to show me that you are way more wise and intelligent than me. You need to show me that i can also admire you for your culture, not just for your beauty.
3. No listening
Lots of Goddesses (even successfull ones) always say “i don’t care about what a slave wants, i am the Goddess”. I can understand this in part…but if the slave tells you, in example, that “pantyhose make me weak”…why would you ignore that? If he tells you “i am excited by blackmailing”, why would you ignore that? If you don’t listen to what i say, and don’t even try to do things to put me in trouble…well…i won’t be in trouble: i’ll be looking for another Goddess as soon as possible.
4. Cheap setup
We are in 2014: an HD webcam doesn’t cost a fortune, and putting up some nice furniture and lighting in a room shouldn’t be a big issue for someone that wants her slaves to pay 12$ a minute to see her. If your setup looks cheap, you look cheap to me… and i surely won’t feel weak for long in front of you.
5. Broken nylons
Ok…this is just for the nylon fetishist that i am But it can relate to the point above: if you break your nylons…put a new pair on. Are you so cheap that you can’t even afford a new pair of nylons? Really?
So that’s it… that’s what i felt like writing tonight… hope i didn’t offend anyone by writing it…but if i did…well…perhaps it’s because you are just a… “Goddess wannabe”
I am not going to state here that i’m a loyal slave, i know i am not. I jump from Goddess to Goddess, depending on my mood and my desire to be dominated. Often i just stop visit a certain Goddess because, at one point, She will do something that i consider “weak” or not what a Goddess should do… but there is one exception.
Each and every time She got back online from some time off, i always ended up at her feet (well, not literally…i wish it would happen…). What’s the reason? She’s the real deal. She’s not playing a role, she’s not copying others, She’s not pretending to be whom She’s not. She just acts as She is, and She is a domme by nature.
Moreover…She just keeps getting more and more beautiful as time goes on. Today i checked her profile and saw a few of Her last pictures… breathtaking. Just breathtaking. Needless to say… i served Her today. I spoiled Her. As She deserves.
Because i am not a loyal slave, but i will always be One Great Diva slave. Always.
I can’t be loyal, i just can’t be slave of a single Mistress. I thought i could…but One Great Diva actually opened my eyes, and let me see the reality: i am a slave of many Mistresses, although one of them is sort of the “main one” (One Great Diva).
The thing is that, sometimes, i just feel the need to be dominated, to have my wallet raped…and that’s why i start browsing those sites listed here on the right…looking for a Mistress. Is it wrong to do so? Should i just wait for One Great Diva to come online? She said i’ll never be able to…and i will always end up visiting all the others…like Mistress Sandra, MsClassy, Miss Olivia…and maybe others.
That’s just the way i am: sometimes i need a beautiful woman to use her feet to seduce and enslave me…even if My Mistress isn’t online.