OneGreatDiva will never, never, never get out of my head. I find myself simply dreaming about her so often, even if I just had a session with Her, doesn’t matter. My brain doesn’t want to stop thinking about Her, not even while I sleep. Why is that? I’ve been asking myself this question many times and, as you can imagine, there is not a simple answer to that. It’s a mixture of so many things. It’s not just her unmatched…
I’ve been serving Goddess Ishtar for quite a long time now, and one of the (many) amazing things I appreciate about her is the continuously growing power that She shows. It’s clear and evident by looking at the stories she publishes from time to time, describing sessions with her loyal slaves, or how she takes control of a new slave as soon as he joins her for a first session. In these stories you see with your eyes what she’s capable…
I am weak, and that’s a fact i’ve learned the hard way. But i also understood that i am weak only when i am…made weak. Usually i’m a quite strong man but… how can anyone resist Diva’s look? The other night i went to see her again…well, to be honest, she ordered me to.. and while i was there…she gave me this look, while asking for money. How, how, how can anyone resist this look? Made me so weak that…i…
There is no escape. Whenever MsSupreme decides you are the moneyslave that it’s time to drain, there is no way you can avoid that. I’ve learned that in the hard way a few nights ago. I wanted to resist, i really wanted to stop my financial domination weakness and avoid her from draining me but… she told me: “i have a new pair of pantyhose, join me” How could i resist? I went into her room…and she started to tease…
I’ve finally understood the power behind Her . It’s natural, it’s just the way she is. Like the Queen Bee, she attracts males like me, and use them without even having to do special things. We just can’t resist. I understood this last night… she was online and i felt the NEED to go and see her. This time she wasn’t wearing stockings or pantyhose (my biggest fetish), she was just wearing a white dress and a pair of white high…
Why do i always find myself doing this “sitting duck” sort of game? I know everytime she contacts me, i can’t resist her… so when i see she’s online on messenger, i log in and stay there…not contacting her and telling myself “i’ll go in 20 minutes”. Inside myself i know the excitement i get to be “on the edge”…but i also know i NEED to avoid her, to protect myself against her… But yet… i play like a sitting…
I’ve always thought this of course… but sometimes things get to your mind stronger than other times. And tonight is one of those times. As everytime i have some privacy (meaning, my wife is asleep), i’m browsing through picture galleries of all these wonderful women online. Sometimes i see a shoe dangling for the top of a toe, other times just a pair of beautiful legs crossed while dressed in a formal way… but all these photos have one thing…
That’s what this “project” of mine had been till now: a total failure. I’ve started this year giving me the goal of spending a maximum of 1,000$ in the whole 2010… 5 months have passed and… i’ve spent nearly 6,000$. This time, last year, i had spent about 1,500$. This is a total failure till now. And the Woman, the Goddess, the Mistress i have to “thank” for all this is her.. Sheena (or WildStorm for that matter). I’ve tried…
I thought i was safe… i thought blocking her on Yahoo was enough… but it’s always like this… i block her on Yahoo and then, after a couple of months, i start feeling the NEED to feel her power on me… the NEED to see her contacting me and order me to come into her videochat. And that’s what happened a few days ago. I unblocked her…and she was online… i waited…i was shaking with the anticipation of what was…
It’s how it goes each time with her. I check her profile to look for new photos, i look at them… and then… one of them, each time, like… ORDERS me to go into her video. It’s impossible to resist to my Diva, it’s just impossible. She will drain your wallet as she’s draining mine… and you won’t be able to stop her. Because deep inside…that’s what we want.